HEY GUYS!  I'M BACK!!!  So what have you guys been up to?  Me, nothin.  Just sittin here doing nothin!  I'm finally ungrounded!!!  YES!!!!!  Well, my Adam just got back from his dad's house and I'm so happy!!!  Maybe he can come over now or something!  I think that my mom wants to meet him.  Which is a good thing because now I know that she's at least aware of the fact that me and him are still together.  I'm happy for that though...!!  Well, I don't know about you guys but I know that I had fun at fair.  I only went on Tuesday and Friday though.  But Tuesday was better than Friday cuz Friday I was walking around trying to find my mom the whole freakin time!  GEEZ!  And Tuesday mom wasn't there or anything so I didn't have to find her and all that stuff.  Well, I don't know about you guys but I am SO ready to go back to school!  I want to see my Adam everyday is all.  But other than that I don't reallly want to go back.  I don't like school really.  I don't like working.  And having to think.  That sucks!  But I gotta do it.  So I'm trying to hurry up and get over with.  LOL! 

Well, me and my Adam are doing exceptionally good!  We dont' even fight!  Isn't that amazing?!  You all probably don't really even care, but I just want to tell everybody.  But I gotta go now anyways, cuz I gotta clean up the house.  So I'll write to you guys later I guess.  Or I'll try to anyways.

      Love Me,

          Amy

Hey guys...this is Amber Nicole.  I'm writing on here for Amy since she is grounded.  I was suppose to do this a while back, but I never got around to it.  Sorry, Amy, it took so long.  Anyways...Amy is got grounded on June 20, 2001.  Her mom said she will be grounded for the rest of the summer.  Amy is grounded because Tiffany's mom sent Amy's mom a letter in the mail telling her about Amy and Tiffany sneaking out.  Her mom has found out alot about her here lately so I do believe she will be grounded for a long time.  It will be a while until Amy is able to write on here so I told her I would tell everyone that she isn't going to be writing on here any time soon. 

That's all I have to say for good ol'grounded Amz... haha!! 

Love Everyone...Amber Nicole

Hey guys...how's it goin?  Alright here.  I have a double header tonight.  My first game is at 6:00 and then the next one is at 8:00!!  I can't wait!!  I softball!!!  Anyways...mom doesn't know about anything yet and i'm not gonna tell her yet!  But I don't have much to talk about...me and Adam are really good!  awwwwwww.....  well i have to get off here so i'll talk to you guys later!!

Amy

Hey guys!  I guess I shoudl tell my mom about sneaking out before Tiffany's mom does so that maybe I won' be in AS MUCH trouble.  But when she came home fromwork she was in a good mood.  Then I got too scared to tell her.  And then she was in a really bad mood over something stupid!  See, she lets herself get all worked up over little things...and that's why I don't wanna tell her.  Cuz she won't understand.  She'll blow up and go crazy.  You can't even have a serious converstaion with the woman without SOMEBODY yelling.  And that's retarded!  She doesn't understand teenagers in the least bit.  I guess she thinks that I'm supposed to be a perfect little angel child like she was when she was my age.  I bet my mom never even freakin kissed a guy till she was married!  GEEZ!  She makes it sound like I'm some horrible kid who does everything wrong.  I mean...I know I'm not the best kid in the world, but I don't think she realizes that I'm not even CLOSE to being the worst!  There are kids in juby and everything for drugs, alcohol, and more worse stuff than I could EVER do!  But that's no me...I know where to draw the line.  I know when I'm supposed to say no.  I like to have fun.  That's what being a teenager is all about.  Once you get old, your fun days are over.  But she doesn't understand that I SERIOUSY do know where to draw the line.  I dont' drink , I dont smoke, I dont do drugs, and I don't have sex with every guys I meet like some little SLUT!!  My friends drink, smoke, and some do drugs...but that doesn't mean that I do too!  I dont' have to do everything my friends do.  Sometimes I get pressured into doing things like sneaking out (which I will NEVER do again), but I know it's wrong and I could get in trouble for it.  But that's also part of being a teen.  Taking risks!  Everybody does it!  Like grown ups...they take risks when it comes to raising children...while we, the children, take risks growning up!  It's the exact opposite!  i dont' think parents realize that they're nto the only factors that show us how to grow up.  Alot of the things that MY mom let's me do contradict with what my friends' parents let them do!  And something that's really gay is that my mom goes through my stuff and reads all my notes.  But you know what?!  I bet that if I went in her room and started gong through everything she'd get really mad!  Ohy, but it's OKAY for her to nose around in MY room!  NO I DON'T THINK SO!!!   Tiffany's mom wouldn't go through her stuff for nothin.  Because Tiff's mom's mom did that stuff to her and it mad her SO mad!  So she doesn't do it to Tiff.  I wish my mom would see it that way.  Maybe through my eyes.  The world would be a whole let easier to live in.  But it's not...because I can't even tell her little things liek kissing guys, going on dates, or nothin like that because she'll freakin have a cow!  GEEZ!  My mom knows I kiss guys and I'm GONNA kiss guys!  So why do I get in trouble for it?!  It's ust causeing me more problems!  And he won't let me ride with people!  What's she gonna do when I can drive?  I'm gonna be just as unexperienced as my firneds that drive are now!  Gosh!  Anyways...like I was saying!  I can't tell my mom anything!  I wish I could just walk up to my mom and be like, "Hey mom...I did this and this and this!"  But I can't!  Because she flips out about everything!  Even the little stuff!  And I get so tired of listening to her all the time!   I apparently can't do ANYTHING right!  So maybe I shoudl make her realize just how good i AM!  But see...it's not worth it to me. she can think what she wants!  But I know the truth and I know what's up!  I just wish she did.  Like today on the internet I read that 56% of girls have had sex at least once by the time they're 18 years old.  And68% of guys have had sex by the time they're 18!  My mom wouldnt' believe it.  Because apparently when she was my age premarital sex was unheard of!  This isn't the 70's anymore!  This is the 2000's.  NOt saying everybody runs around havin sex like little hoes or anything...bur for real!  People do crazy stuff.  But they don'tthink it's all tha tcrazy.  Theat's something else I'd liek to tell my mom.  I wanna tell mom that I have sex so she can put me on birth control.  But I'm scared.  Y know...sometimes condoms don't work.  And I DEFINATELY don't need to get pregnant!  She'd really freak out then!  But I'm not telling my mom I've had sex.  There's nothin more worse that having to tell on yourself.  LIke when me and Tiff snuck out Friday!  I have to tell mom that.  I HAVE to.  Or Tiff's mom will.  And mom will be happier if I told her before Tammy did.  But I know that I'm gonna be in trouble eithe rway.  See...that's something else I dont' get.  Why do parents always ground you!?  What exatly does that teach you?  Don't do it agian..."oh alright!...SIKE"...you know that as soon as you get ungrounded you're gonna go and do it again!  But once agian...mom wouldnt' understand!  Every teenager will do stupid stuff at one time or another!  Like smoking cigarettes...everyone will try it.  And weed...my friends' parents tell them that they will everntually wanna try it so they need to try it at home.  Not at some party where they can get hurt.  It's a phase...Like I said though...I guess mom was perfect and VERY sheltered!  GEEZ!  And I also bet that when she finds out that I've had sex...she'll tell me to break up with Adam.  Cuz that's jus thow she is!  But DUH...yeah right!  Obiously if I'm gonna have sex and give my virginity up to somebody they're gonna be special.  They're not gonna be just some guy that I met the night before!  I'll tell you guys...after you lose your first love (mine was Adam Hurley)...you think that life doesn't go on...but it does.  And I hope mom can see that I've found someone who means alot to me.  I told her about how I felt about Adam Hurley...and after that she'd always be like, "Well there's no sense in settling for somebody when you'll always Love somebody else more!"  But that's crap!  I did find somebody special and I WILL NOT BREAK UP WITH HIM.  NO WAY!!!  But anyways...I'm gonna go now cuz I'm tired of typing in this!  C-ya!

                   Love always...Amy

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