hey everybody, well im on my way to the Chapin homecoming and I dont feel so great. Well I dunno if I told you yet, but I have a boyfriend named Ivan. Of corse I love that boy to death, but now im wondering y do i have doubts. I have this best friend, and Im not gonna mention his name, but we're really close, and I feel like I can tell him anything. We've hooked up in the passed, and When we did I was so happy(and horny lol) I dunno he makes me feel diffrent. But I dont wanna brake Ivan's heart of do anything im gonna regret later. What if I fuck up our friendship. Then I would have lost everything. So right now im just a lost confused little gurl. I h8 it and I wanna talk 2 my friend, but I cant cuz he's part of the problem!!!!

Love,

That lost little triangle

 you know it!!!

this is soooo me!!!

speaks for itself!

I love this picture (I know random!)

Yeah that's right this is how I feel right now, mad and confused!!!!

Hey well there's not much to say, Flags has prety much taken over my whole life. Bobby and I are still over I will always have feelings for that stupid boy, no matter what. But now it's time to let him go so.... Im with this boy named Ivan. Well we're not together together, but We really like eachother. He took me 2 the movies on friday, he's so nice. He's really big, like shrek and he's a junior. Then, there's Isaac, He's like my really good friend although we both know we have feelings 4 eachother. It's weired. I know I sound like a slut right now, but there's one more, Richard. He's really cute, and he goes to Chapin. He invited me 2 his homecoming in October. Im really excited!!!!I can't wait to go 2 chapin, there's too much drama here @ americas. I wanna get away from these stupid people. I think I only have like 5 true friends. And they all find a way to piss me off eventually. Girls piss me off, all of them. But hey what can I do about it. I really need to just get away. Well Im gonna let U guys go 4 now and I'll update as soon as I can

Love 4ever&ever,

Lauren**

Currently Listening The College Dropout By Kanye West see related

Hey everyone I have come to the conclusion that not all boys are stupid assholes. There are some boys that have the whole package. Like sexy boys named Felipe that work at Western Playland and have cars and will drive across town just to see you. Is that not the most beautiful thing ever!!! It makes me mad cuz I would love to be with Felipe, but I have a boyfriend and I love him very very much. So I cant just leave him for some guy. We've been together for almost a year and I dont wanna fuck everything up. Bobby makes me so mad though. He's so stupid and he almost always says the wrong thing, and he is so jealous all the time, I can never drop anything cuz he keeps grudges all the time. But something about him draws me to him, I just wish I knew what that thing was. It's so confusing trying to figure this shit out. I h8 it!!! I wish the perfect man could come rescue me from this cold hard world....like Jake Gyllenhaal!!! Yummy!!!   

Well... Nothing really has been happening lately, I've had flag practice like everyday!! It kinda sux. My boyfriend and I have been having problems lately.Ahhh he makes me so mad!!! I miss my big sister, she's in New York right now. Lucky ass bitch!!! I hope everyone likes my site I fixed it up. This is my mostestest favorite song ever!!!It's beautiful. Well I g2g cuz I'm really tired cuz I just got outta flag practice and I gotta go again 2marrow boo!!!