| gosh i miss HIM sooo much.
december is a long time from now.
i doubt my parents will let me take a trip to see him.
it's only been one week since basic training has started.
five more weeks of that. then he's off to california for tech school.
today has been one of those days where i extremely miss him and wish he were here with me.
this totally sucks. i wasn't prepared for this nine month bullshit.
i was only prepared for six weeks of him being at training.
these recruiters, why didn't they tell him ahead of time.
why the day that he was leaving?
only to leave me with misery.
i hope it works out in the end.
i love him very much.
i guess i'll just have to occupy myself for the time being.
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| CHRISTMASit seems like christmas came by so fast this year, i only finished shopping and wrapping presents last night. oh my! i really want to go out with the girls tonight, but i can't because of family stuff.. bummer! well im irritated. i know, i shoudn't be this way because it's the holidays, but whatever i am! deal with it! BLAH!!!! |
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| FiNALS ARE OVER!  i'm soooo happy!! all the stress is over and done with until next semester! dee's back home, it's almost christmas, and then a New year! this break is going to be awesome! HAPPY HOLiDAYS! |
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| everything has been so hectic this past two weeks...
dad's back in the hospital.. he got his surgery done.. i hope that this solves everything.. i hate seeing him this way.. so im praying that he'll be ok.. im sure he will...
school's almost done.. i can't believe it.. seems like we just started.. i feel like i've done better this semester compared to last year... let's just see if my grades will be good  hopefully it will..
so.. still haven't done my app to transfer.. im still debating.. if i go i'll miss everyone here, but if i don't go i won't be happy here at UH.. i need to get away.. UH is gay.. i don't feel as challenged as i would like to be.. ok maybe i am being challenged, but i just don't like the professors here and their style of teaching... i think some of them are racist.. err...
ok time to get ready for class...
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| LOVEi just realized, how much i LOVE my boyfriend!
he's the GREATEST!
he came and surprised me out of nowhere!
I LOVE YOU JONATHAN, even though you don't have one.. hehehe..
on another note, school sucks ass!
have a great day!
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