JoshWelcome!!!
Baiders08
read my profile
sign my guestbook

Visit Baiders08's Xanga Site!

Name: Josh
Country: United States
State: Tennessee
Metro: Johnson City
Birthday: 11/19/1986
Gender: Male


Interests: Shopping,Movies,Science,biology,guys men,school,sports,hiking,
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research


Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM: Baiders08
Yahoo: Baiders07
MSN: baiders07@hotmail.com


Member Since: 8/27/2003

SubscriptionsSites I Read

Blogrings
ME AND YOU ARE GAY!
previous - random - next

!```~ GaY PrIdE ~```!
previous - random - next

I love my foreskin
previous - random - next

(UH) University High
previous - random - next

Gay Teens
previous - random - next

~*UHS Class of 2006*~
previous - random - next

Gay Boys
previous - random - next

I'm hot and I'm gay....BE JEALOUS!
previous - random - next


Posting Calendar

|<< oldest | newest >>|
view all weblog archives

Get Involved!

Suggest a link

Recommend to friend

Create a site


Wednesday, June 06, 2007

well this point in my life is doing good i have been found alot of things about my life that i really didnt know about as far as my relaionship and who i am and also who your friends are truely are it seems like everybody you know back stabes you but in reality they just down right dont like you or are jelious of you im really likeing my job im working at


Friday, June 30, 2006

Beautiful dawn
Lights up the shore for me.
There is nothing else in the world,
I'd rather wake up and see (with you).
Beautiful dawn
I'm just chasing time again.
Thought I would die a lonely man, in endless night.

But now I'm high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me.

Beautiful dawn
Melt with the stars again.
Do you remember the day when my journey began?
Will you remember the end (of time)?
Beautiful dawn
You're just blowing my mind again.
Thought I was born to endless night, until you shine.

High; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me.

Will you be my shoulder when I'm grey and older?
Promise me tomorrow starts with you,
Getting high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me

High; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me
Currently Listening
Back to Bedlam
By James Blunt
High
see related


Wednesday, June 14, 2006

FOR SOME REASON IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW THIS IS HOW I FEEL I DONT KNOW WHY I CANT TELL WHY BUT THIS IS ME.



Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone

She said somedays I feel like shit
Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but your trips always feel so long
And I find myself trying to stay by the phone
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call
And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so

I want you to know its a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debatin
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home

You know, the place where you used to live
Used to barbeque with burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every halloween
with candy by the pile but now
you only stop by every once in a while
Shit
I find myself just filling my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doing fine and I'm plannin' to keep it that way
You can call me if you find that you have something to say
And I'll tell you

I want you to know its a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home

I want you to know its a little fucked up that
I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debatin'
Tired of sittin and hatin' and making these excuses
For why you're not around, and feeling sorta useless
It seems that one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you've got till its gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please Come back home

Please come back home
Please come back home
Please come back home
Please come back home

Currently Listening
The Rising Tied
By Fort Minor
Where'd You Go
see related


Sunday, June 04, 2006

Lie's Lie's Lie's

I hate it when i get to this point in my life and some one tells me hey josh im so proud of you for graduating i just cant believe it and then they tell me 2 weeks before the i walk across stage that they love me and tell me they have 100 dollers to give me well later that night after i graduate and drive home i stop to pick up my gift well for one its not nice to lie to some one because onec i got there that person told me they didnt have it not til next week well to your suprise that person is my own mother she recently lost her job which she only kept for like 2 weeks and tells me ohh i will give you you're gift well i dont think i will see that it just really upsets me because i was really relaying on that money for some stuff i had to buy for my self now what do i do about that i dont know as of right now we are not on talking terms i really could give a shit less if we ever talked again i mean honestly to me it just really bothered me that she didnt even give ashit to want to give me any thing for graduation its like i worked my ass off for nothing, i dont know what to think now its like my own out look of her have changed, its just bull shit it just really upsets me i just dont know what to think any more about her it just really pisses me off so on that note im going to leave.............
Currently Listening
Show Your Bones
By Yeah Yeah Yeahs
warrior
see related


Monday, May 15, 2006

10 left til graduation i cant fucking wait woow im almost out YAYAAYAYA
Currently Listening
Doubt Me Now
By Lil Wyte
OxyCotton
see related



Next 5 >>