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Vudoo Soul - Runnin' (Live Performance at Kollaboration 2005 NY)

Sun, 16 Jul 2006 23:13:44 GMT

Sunday, December 18, 2005

Sun, 18 Dec 2005 21:39:33 GMT

Check the lyrics. Deep stuff. And if my sister wasn't taking up space with the song on her Xanga then I might have had this song...Oh well.

Tree Thirteen - Stupid Little Games

(Chorus):
Love me forever and I will do the same
Now we're stagnant, going nowhere
'Cause we're playing stupid little games

(Verse 1):
"Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned"
But her lovin' was so good that I ignored the forewarned
Naive was I to believe that these feelings last forever
Then comes the time for all lies to be severed
Two kids get it together late one summer night
They decide to fall in love because the feeling was right
Tonight's the night I'm gonna make you my true love
It's us against the world.
That's what I'm thinking of.

(Chorus)

(Verse 2):
Two grown up kids decide to fall in love
Gonna take on the world?
What were they thinking of?
She couldn't get past the giddy rushes of a crush
He was more into the feelin' of her delicate touch
They saw each other more as lovers instead of real people
She worshipped him so much she didn't see herself as equal
Her expectations of him were high and kinda lofty
She thought he was hard so she played him like a softy
Softly she whispers her stealth manipulation
Her backup plan, relationship evacuation
A contract stipulation that she comes out on top
She starts playing games that she will not stop

Our love wasn't supposed to end this way
That sounds like something that you might say
But I won't accept the blame for my heart going astray
Because I got sick of the stupid little games that you play
If you could have loved me forever then I could have done the same
But the sound of your name is strange
It brings pain and nothing's the same

(Chorus)
(In background):
Two really big dreamers with really big hearts
With really big plans
Who really didn't know where to start
Things started to fall apart
Right before their very eyes
Scenarios like this make the young ones wise
Then we don the disguise for the games we play
By the end of the game there's too much to say
So we say no words and stand mute
While digging on each other
With one-fingered salutes

(Chorus)
(In background):
Softly she whispers her stealth manipulation
Her backup plan, relationship evacuation
A contract stipulation that she comes out on top
She starts playing games that she will not stop
Consequences I pay until this day
Bruises and open wounds that just won't go away
The memories stay down the lane
And pain will escort you
Because hell hath no fury like her mental torture

(Chorus)
Love me forever and I will do the same...(fadeout.)
(In background):
Two really big dreamers with really big hearts
With really big plans
Who really didn't know where to start
Things started to fall apart
Right before their very eyes
Scenarios like this make the young ones wise...(fade out)

Thursday, December 01, 2005

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 11:48:54 GMT

Another year..and not much to say. It's quite anti-climactic to return to my Xanga with nothing much to say about myself...it's been a while. I'm a year older. My car is wrecked and my left collarbone is broken, and that's been the case since the end of August. Let me affirm that, as much as I hate him, I had nothing to do with Tony Tang's death. Though I would have probably liked to have something to do with it. He didn't even have the decency to be buried so I could shit on his grave. Anyways, I need a new xanga look so if someone could help me on that note I'd be pleased. For now this is an opener to a hopefully more updated Xanga.

Friday, August 27, 2004

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 04:34:03 GMT

Damn I'm getting old...Today I'm officially 20

So...while we're at it...who wants to get me a pair of AND1 basketball shoes?

BTW...if you're wondering why I have 3 seperate entries in such a short time period here's the explaination...keep the relevant comments in their respective entries.

Friday, August 27, 2004

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 04:30:53 GMT

Search For The Holy Grail

True love is a hard thing to find and regardless of how embittered they are on the surface everyone wants to experience this holy grail of life. However, in this day and age, many people are suggesting that perhaps it is simply a myth. Just look at all the failed relationships and the rising divorce rates. I have faith, though, that true love does still indeed exist, but not quite as everyone wants it to be. It's not something you can simply find, but something you make and maintain with the right person (notice how I didn't say perfect). Even a chalice of gold needs to polished to retain it's lustre...and that's what many people of this world forget these days: that real love is not just some feel good effortless relationship that stays in perfect shape but a relationship with someone that ISN'T perfect (face it, no one is) but is right for you. People change, yes. How about changing together? That's the idea finding someone worth going through all the trouble of maintaining a relationship through the sickness and health, poverty and wealth, and etc. Why do you think it's in the vows? Because it's expected and because marriage isn't all romance and Kodak moments. Marriage requires maintenance. You can't drink out of a dirty grail. It'll only make you sick.
You may think you know all of this but ask yourself this: what do you expect in a relationship? What dumb things have you broken up or argued over? How hard do you really work to keep your significant other happy? Do mood swings or emotional mishaps negatively affect your relationship? Now reread all of this and consider this as being addressed to yourself specifically rather than just to the general public. Common sense isn't always taken to heart is it?

Friday, August 27, 2004

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 04:27:33 GMT

Dedicated to a friend of mine from YW I know as moschikat:

Tremors of pain in your heart as it breaks
Bearing the rain as you silently wait
Forever is gone or so it may seem
Perhaps it's unborn in the land of dreams
The next step is yours, will you sprint or crawl?
Hope never comes when you fear the next...
fall
So take a breath and calm your heart's storm
For night meets its end with the coming morn

Forgive my literary ineptitude but it's the best I can do...It's a little something to cheer you up from the experiences you mentioned on your Xanga and Diaryland entries. Hope it doesn't disgust you too much with its amateurism.

Good luck moschikat. I sincerely hope you find happiness.

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 19:41:11 GMT

Just a filler entry for today. Don't worry though. Something interesting is coming.

Which Naruto Character are You?
quiz by orangeday.net

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 05:34:00 GMT

Well this will be my last entry for a while since I'll be going to Boston to help Dazed Entertainment. Essentially it's going to be a gamble whether or not I can succeed...but I'll try nonetheless and pray for God's grace in the process. If things don't turn out so well then it will be a good learning experience either way. However, if things turn out well everyone will have a pretty happy ending.

I changed the song on my Xanga to
Boyz II Men - Just Hold On
because it reflects my currect situation and many people that I am talking to at the moment. We all just need to hold on and hope for the best because it will get better only if you keep on fighting.

"If you just hold on, I swear that everythin' will be ok.
I know that you're nervous, but baby give it some time. Things will go your way."

Thursday, July 08, 2004

Thu, 08 Jul 2004 05:14:19 GMT

*Crosses fingers* lots of things riding on chance right now...

On a side note: ...The world's got me troubled lately... ack I'm thinking too much. What's worse I'm thinking about girls again....AHHH NOOO

Feh...hmmm maybe this year I should take my second try at American Idol.

For those who have yet to hear my story about American Idol check out this page.

Saturday, June 26, 2004

Sat, 26 Jun 2004 23:11:56 GMT

How to make a Robert Shih

Ingredients:
5 parts intelligence
1 part brilliance
3 parts instinct

Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of caring

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com