A New Beginning

As many of you know, the Dominic you all once read about is no more. His attitude, his perspectives, his self-esteem; all of it has changed. I am a new person since the last time I updated this ancient thing. I think it's about time I at least attempt to keep up with it again. I think I actually entertained people a little bit. But yea, guess what y'all... I'M BACK!

D. Spencer

HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone. This has been a great start for me. Well, last night I had a hankering for some chips and dip and my mama wasn't home to go get me some, so I took it upon myself to get some. I took her car right down the street to a little store called Sellers Brothers which is like two streets over. I came right home and thought nothinkg of it. Well, this morning she was like, "I hope you enjoyed your little trip to the store last night".. and I said, "Yeah, it was good."LOL... y'all know I'm crazy. Well, my mama looked at me like "oh, really" and asked "So how did you get there" and I juss told her the truth because I knew that she already knew and plus it really wasn't worth lying over and getting in even more trouble. I'm a little too old to be tryna hide stuff from my mama and I juss told her upfront without being scared cuz I'm not really scared of her anymore. I mean, I respect her, but I'm not frightened when she confronts me. So she was like, "Bring me your PSP" and I said "It would be my pleasure." HAHA! My dumb ass. Y'all know I'm retarded like that. But yeah, so I broght it to her and was like "okay". And that was the end of that. ROTFLMAO. She acts like that damn PSP is so important to me. I was doing just fine without and and can keep going on without it because it is not a necessity for me. Now if she would have taken my fone or my computer, now I wouldv'e had some problems, but come on now, MY PSP! It's just so funny that she really acts like I care. HAHA!

But yeah, so I haven't updated in a while because I've been sorting through my life and what not. I think people are going to start to see the smae ole me when we get abk to Spring Woods. I have sorted through a lot of stuff and really gotten to know myself even better over the break. i'm slowly but surely becoming more and more secure with myself which means I can be more and more outgoing. I'm just happy that I can finally move on with my life and not have to mop around after a little problem anymore. Me and "that gurl" are still cool friends and all and I can't wait to see her again because she is so crazy! LOL... Luv ya lots gurl!

OMG! I cannot wait until AREA! I need to sightread though. I'm juss so worried about my placement. I'm going to a camp at UT-Austin tomorrow so hopefully that will help me a lot. I'm looking forward to getting more advice on what exactly I should be doing. But AREA will be so much fun. YAY!

I have a game on Tuesday vs. Eisenhower and I hope we win. We're 12-6 overall and 1-0 in district so hopefully we can do something about our good record and put Spring Woods back on tha map. GO TIGERS!

Well, I guess that's all for now in this "whatchamacallit" of my life. Very entertaining but that's just how I am. BYE y'all!

D JAY
AKA
MR.SUPERMAN

I'm not one to believe in horoscopes all the tume, but when I do come across one that seems true, I do like to show it. For people who know me, y'all know that this is true.

SCORPIO
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Dominant in relationships.Sexy.Horny.Freak in bed.
Always wants the last word.Loud.Caring. intellegent
oh ya a very good kisser

Nice... I know. But yeah... my life is "okay" i guess. I'm in moving on stage. I'm trying my best not to look on past emotions. I'm actually in a relationship right now. Aren't you glad? Sometimes thoughts of "that gurl" pops up in my head. But only when I'm bored like right now. Well, I guess this is goodbye.

D JAY

3:54 AM ~ I'm officially out of a relationship... and I'm happy because I feel my heart somewhere else

Well, tomorrow is Christmas and I'm so happy. i overheard my mother talking to my sister about my new cellphone. [Motorola RAZR v3] (Black)... y'all know the one. She tried to be slick earlier this week talking about that she couldn't get it for me because she would need to get a new contract and I was like "huh". But, I've caught on to her game because she's played this before.

I just feel really bad because I haven't done any Christmas shopping for anyone. I know, that's a shame. But tomorrow, my dad is giving me a $200 card so I'm gonna buy me a pair of shoes and then take some more of that and shop for everyone. They can just say that they're getting their gifts late. But tonight, I do plan to right a poem or a letter to my mom, my dad, my aunts, my uncles, my grandparents and everyone else whom I haven't shooped for. It will explain everything so don't call me Scrooge, because I do have a heart.

Speaking of heart, I've realized that what I want is something that I cannot have and that I need to move on so I have. I wish things would have worked out like I wanted them to but it didn't.

I guess I can start to make my new year's resolutions soon. I'll post them later. Hope everyone has a merry Christmas!

D JAY

Life is at the most chaotic point it's ever been. I'm stuck where many people who know me have never been. I feel like i've discovered a whole other side to me but I juss can't decide which I think is better. So I cruise down in the middle and barely get by. I just don't even know how I feel right now. I feel strongly for someone but I have to watch what I do because their actions may change the way I feel about them. Y'all think you know me, but you have no idea.

</3 D JAY