its been a really long day, i worked little over 12 hours today, which made me late to my pool league. My baby gurl, i know that it was fate that in fact brought us together, and i know that you love me, and it makes me feel so good inside everytime that you tell me. I dont want to seem like I am holding back from you, but i guess in away i am, you know that situation i came out of. And i want more that anything in the world to forget that time in my life at this moment, but it easier said then done. I feel very deeply for you and i enjoy every minute that we spend together, and i know that in time i will be able to offer you my heart in full. But i have to stay 100% completly honest with you, you know that. and when i tell you, i will mean it, i will not say it just because it is the "thing" to do. I hope you know that i do care for you and just b/c it is not said back doesnt mean i dont care, or that i dont want to hear it from you. My sweet baby gurl you are my world and without you in my life right now i wouldnt know what to do.

Lifetime and Half......Together!!!

Bambi

&

Thumper

 To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all.
--Oscar Wilde

"Now that you are hear i feel like i am constantly dreaming, cause somethings gotta go wrong because i'm feeling way to damn good"
--NickleBack

Women are meant to be loved, not to be understood."                                                     --Oscar Wilde

my baby Gurl, you allow me no longer simple exist you always keep things fun and infteresting you have allowed to climb out of the pit i was once in and again start to live my life,we are two tottally different people with are own unique personality and in some way shape and form it works out. 

Life Time and a Half .......Together!!!!

BAMBI

&

THUMPER

well, its been a few days since my last entry. so lets see. my baby gurl, has left me for basically 4 days, she went to flordia.....it sucks, wont be able to see her till wensday. we gonna spend the evening together watching a movie, or going out to dinner, i miss her already, in the last month this is the longest we have been apart, but i guess in a way this is a good thing, it makes me want to be with her that much more. time apart is needed from time to time, but i hope it doesnt happen that often.

Life Time and a Half......Together.....................................(Day and a half........ i never answer this one Thumper!!!!! this one is alll you LOL......)

its now sunday morning, i dropped thumper off at her sister house this moring b/c she stayed with me last night, yesterday was a awesome day, we spent most of the day with thumper's sister and her boyfriend. we played badmitten, a card game, ate some dinner, then went and shot some pool, it was just a relaxing day. then my baby gurl got to stay with me for the second time. nothing else seems to really madder when she is around for some reason. she just puts my mind at ease. it semms like the day flys by though. i pick her up or go meet up with her, then it seems like in a short time that i am having to dropp her off. i didnt really know what to think about thumper at first just ghought it would be a weekend fling. but by my count in 4 days we will have been together a month. and its been one of the most exciting months of my life. just everything is at ease. it's not stressful, we are just taking it one day at a time. just enjoying each other company and letting things happen the way they happen. really dont know how to put it into words. its just "fate" i suppose that we are together, and i am not for sure how it exactly works out b/c we are two totally different people. but it works and i love it.

Life time and a half......Together.

Bambi & Thumper

How is everyone doing? well its the start of a new weekend. i am in such a good mood b/c of Thumper, i am finally over all the bullshit in my life and done with all the stupid shit. She has opened my eyes. i love the time that we spend together. She always cheer's me up no madder what mood i am in. i get the phone call from her at work and all the stress and bullshit of work just seems to go away. Then when i see her after work, the stress of life it self just seems to disapear, i hope that things will stay this way forever. i want to say that i know they will but i cant predict the furture all i can do is my best to help them stay that way other than that it is outta of my hands,

Bambi & Thumper.

Life Time and A Half...........Together.