Thinking can be a good thing or a bad thing right?

Well, one of my friend's mom's told me what she felt about someone really close to me. She said she was worried and I can do better. She didn't hurt my feelings, but she got me thinking. Why, when I have the chance to get away do I go crawling back? I know it's my nature to not enjoy having people mad at me. She said not to let anyone hold me back from what I want to do with my life......Sadly.....this statement has slowly become true. Am I forgetting who I truly am? I hope I'm still me in the eyes of the people closest to me, and I hope that if I go through with my thoughts, it won't emotionally push me down and cause me to be hated.

If you have any comments about this situation, please mention them to me.

Always.......your SarahChim

Wow!....It's be a long while since I've entered a weblog entry, so I guess I'm due for one...^.^

So .......where do I begin?.....I shouldn't tell my life story......that's just too boring. hmmm. Do you guys even remember me? Some of you I haven't seen since Feb., some I haven't seen since Nov., some.....since 1 1/2 years ago. Wow....then it's really been awhile. I hope I've suprised people (in a good way) by coming and visiting. I know I haven't seen some of you yet, and I don't know if I will. I came down this past Sunday, and I'm staying until my birthday on June 23rd. (I'm just switching houses in between so I don't overstay my welcome) I sang during the Bacha........(however it's spelled) service, played during graduation, and saw a bunch of the people I've grown up with. Now...I realise, this is already old news for most of you, but some don't know. I have been staying @ KTT's house and they've been amazing in allowing me to stay. (I just hope I'm not too much of a hassle) Many things have happened already, but there's really too much to type all on a blog. If you really wanna know, ask around, someone's bound to have my phone number, e-mail, or messenger name. Anyway...I love you guys SOOOOO much, and I hope people are happy to see me. I know I'm happy to be seeing you guys! Have a GREAT SUMMER! and I wish all of the recent Grads much luck and good forutune!...........(just don't hve too much fun without me...lol J/K)

Always.....your Sarahchim

YAY.....it's Musical time....but pit band for me :D

Oh and wish me luck on the 18th. I get a nice full day checkup at C.H.O.P.fuuuuuuuuuuuuun

I only have like 400 pages left to do in Les Miserables.....a book which is 1,643 pages long. so yeah!

anyway..I should probably get going. I love you guys and I miss you all so much. This one sends hugs!!!

Always...your SarahChim

Okee....So we haven't had a computor for a week, so here are my delayed updates.

I tried out for District Band last week and.....................I MADE IT!!!I was extremely nervous at tryouts and waiting for my scores but, I came in 4th out of 78 clarinets. I'm kinda happy I actually have a little bit of reason to gloat

Schools been goin' pretty good(minus little bits of drama...but no big). Musical practice for the people actually in it begins this Wednesday. Pit band and Jazz band practice begins in January. Semi-formal is this coming Saturday. Band concert is Sunday. I'm just a tad on the busy side, but ah well. I guess I just can't be "Chim" if I'm not busy. lol.

I "heart" you peeps and I will see you next year. (I can't believe New Years is sooo close)

Always........Your SarahChim 

"WE" by Joy Williams 

She’s independent and beautiful, wish I could be like her.
She’s got the girls and the boys so wrapped around her finger.
Rumor is, she’s some kind of dream,
nobody knows she cries herself to sleep
We are not that different from each other
We just want somebody to discover
Who we really are when we drop our guard
That love has gotta start with you and me
We
He’s on the top of the social scene, he’s stylish, cool and clever.
He’s gotta cool attitude that screams "he’s got it all together."
You’d think he’s addicted to himself,
But he wishes he could be someone else
We are not that different from each other
We just want somebody to discover
Who we really are when we drop our guard
That love has gotta start with you and me
We
Gotta come together
You know you never ever have to be alone
You gotta hand to hold

Currently Listening WOW Hits 2007 By Various Artists We:Joy Williams see related

YAY for cold!...........*coughcough* lol

My hands swelled up at the football game tonight. That's not good! lol. Ah well. We're still undefeated 12-0. We get to go to Hershey stadium next week. That will be crazy.

Tomorrow is my parents 6th anniversary. Pretty sweet!

Please keep my friend, Sarah Faber, in your prayers. Wednesday she's moving back from where she came from. Even though she is not a band geek, I still hold her dear in my heart, and I know Hoffman and Rach do too. I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH, SARAH!!

District band tryouts for me are December 2nd! PLEASE WISH ME LUCK! I'm so nervous and I really want to make it. Then there's Honor's band and County band and hopefully AMA and learning how to play baritone so maybe I can do Reading Bucs my senior year. And I'm going to hopefully be finding out more info about WCU!

I am currently playing a beautiful R13 Buffet clarinet (top notch) for concert band. It is the most amazing instrument I've ever beheld in my life It's brand new and it's not mine..... I need $2097 if I want to own this amazing instrument. I guess that's not happening any time soon.

I am going to be designing my own prom dress and with the best of luck get it professionally made. I'll post a picture when I'm done designing it.

That's about it for now. Here's a shoutout for the most amazing individual in my life who's always there for me even if I can't always be there with him. Thankyou Soooo Much!!!

Always...Your SarahChim................will never be lost in the midst of a world of change.

P.S. CONGRATULATIONS ONCE AGAIN FOR THE MOST AMAZING ATLANTIC COAST CHAMPIONSHIPS VICTORY!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SPRING-FORD AND MY SOUL WILL FOREVER BE IN THAT BAND ROOM! Even though I'm in the midst of Maroon and Gold, the True Blue and Gold will forever be pumping through my veins.

Currently Listening Bad Hair Day By "Weird Al" Yankovic see related