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| one must consider, a semester finished another one to go. consider..what progress has one made during the semester..socially, physically, and scholastically. simply put, it hasnt really gone anywhere. what progress has been made? what can one say in ones life when it has gone nowhere. have the right choices been made? has the Correct option been the right option. was grace, love and compassion the right answer? or is it revenge, revenge against our enemies, anger towards all? and what do we say about fear? should it persist in our souls, or be removed. by love, love and trust towards those we do not trust. or with anger, revenge towards those who have hurt us, who we fear will retaliate with unparalelled force? the big question is not what hav we done, but what we will do. will we let fear and anger rule our lives with its power, or will we choose love, just hoping that we will be strong enough to defeat the evil at hand? any answer will be fought over...and one cannot just simply say, this is right or that is right, consider that if one could make that choice so quickly, would they mean it. it must be thought over Carefully.but what about the scholastic and social problems? consider if one does not get the A, or the 4+ GPA. what would one do to ensure that they will suceed? and what about the social? do Girls, Prom and how people look at us change us into who we are not? are we at the control of those who do not like us? these are all questions with answers. they are hidden from us. but they will not be hidden forever..for one day we will discover our mistakes and errors.
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| ah its been a while. whats up world? my world goes from good, to descent, to bad, to just plain ugly now. its a difficult life that requires adapting...which defeats the point of life i think. i always think of life as going through and experiencing things as an individuel without change...i guess i was wrong. we have this big project in AP EUROPEAN HISTORY cause we are doing a trial of king louis the XIV which is alot of work. then i have to memorize a rap part for choir, then i have to memorize like twelve lines for childrens choir...which sucks alot cause i havent even started. i also have this stupid stuff with homecoming at school which is irritating for us whose dates either turned us down or arent going at all. its like they enjoy rubbing it in our faces. fools. i would say something worse but i must contain my anger or else it will explode..which it will soon anyways.
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| hey i havent posted in a while so i thought i would catch up. school has been going on sadly keeping me from the things i normally do.i miss being homeschooled. i miss alot of things that have gone.it turns me slowly into a dark thing..a shadow of what i once was. its a strange thing, isnt it? how we dont treasure things while thye are here but when they leave and go elsewhere to other people, then u treasure the past when they were with you. thats life. anyways my schedule; PE Chemistry Adivsery Lunch English 2 French 2 STudy Hall Geometry AP European History* hardest but most intresting. | | |
| Confessionstime for a new xanga post...what to post about..i got it...confessions. to each of my friends...dude this will sting so badly
Josh: dude..i remember once back in third grade i would say things good about u in public and to friends but bad things to others. man witout u i wouldnt be here.
Chris: man i would tell people to avoid u back in third grade
Matt: dude i called u a pimp whore once no joke
Jessica: there is such a long list. seriously, im sorry about the lesbian jokes, the witch thing way back
Lauren:seriously i am soo sorry about the scullen jokes they probably were seriously insulting
Kasey: i called u a loser for a pretty long time which your not
Nathaniel: i seriously thought u were like a hobo when i first met u then i got to know u. man u rock
Derek: called u a freak behind ure back
Sarah K: i called u and treasa creeps back in sixth grade so im sorry
Callie:i honestly once tried to avoid u because i thought u were weird
Katie: i act soo mean to u sometimes so im sorry
Shane: i remember lying about things just so that u would not think of me as some kind of loser
Carrie: i remember u once telling me a secret( i dont remember what) and then spreading it around
Sara F: called u a preppy slut so im sorry
quite frankly, this is just a small tip of the ice berg. please tell me anything u remember
Brandon Bard
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| hey whats up? i went to the northern illinois food bank this morning got some wendys then i took a nap and did some chores how about you ill ttyl
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