| Rest In Peace Marc!
We miss you more and more each day!
But we also know to celebrate your life,
because that's what you would want!!!
We love you!!
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| so. i really just needed some where to vent. and this seemed like the best place. lets see... where to start.
boys. i like a boy im techniquely, not aloud to like. which sucks. not
to mention, he thinks one of my best friends is cute. the whole
situation SUCKS. cause at 1st he made it seemed like he liked me (stuff
he did, things he said, the way he acted). and now its totally
different. now idk what to think. then there's the boy who i waited
for, and waited for. and now that he wants something... i dont want it
like he does. idk what to do and it sucks. not to mention I AM STILL
FUCKING CRAZY IN LOVE WITH MANNY!!! :( and i miss him like crazy. I
HATE THIS.
school. its going pretty good. i got my gpa up to a 3.1! over my old
2.8. im just scared for when the one year mark comes around... and how
ill handle it. im honestly really scared.
marc. its almost been a year. and ive grown so much. but... idk how im
gunna handle the 1 yr mark. im happy because of all the things ive
learned, the things ive over come, how much ive grown, and how i
wouldnt be as strong as i am today, if it werent for him dying. but at
the same time... its only been a year that he's been gone. there's
still so much more time we have to deal with without him here. so
idk... im happy && sad... and as the day gets closer, i get
more scared... :\
friends. ive been hanging out with K$ scott && kelly a lot.
along with megan && naya. and occasionly the god squad.
anddddddd ive been hanging out with megan stocks and jessica lavers.
its been fun. i really just want summer to come. hawaii. houseboat.
maybe devils lake. hanging out. driving around. the beach. ahhh... its
gunna be FREAKING amazing.
family. my mom && i again, arent getting along. but what else is new.
well im really bored of this. no one reads this anyways.... LATER.
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| I HATE BOYSSSSSSSS. FOR REALS. THEY'RE SCANDALOUS!
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| Eat that damn chocolate cake, get your hair wet, <u>love
someone</u>, dance in those muddy puddles, tell someone off,
<b>draw a picture with crayons like you're still 6 years old and
then give it to someone who’s very important to you</b>, take a
nap, go on vacation, do a cartwheel, make your own recipe,
<i>dance like no one sees you</i>, paint each nail a
different color, take a bubble bath, laugh at a corny joke,
<u>get on that table and dance</u>, pick strawberries, take
a jog, plant a garden, make a ugly shirt and wear it all day, learn a
new language, write a song, <b>date someone you wouldn’t usually
go for</b>, make a scrap book, go on a picnic, relax in the sun,
make your own home video, <i>kiss the un-kissed</i>, hug
the un-hugged, <u>love the unloved</u> and
<big><b>live your life to the
fullest</big></b>, so when you're standing in front of
heavens gate that chosen day, <big><b>you have No Regrets,
No Sorrows, No Disappointments.</big></b> |
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| WeirdThings
are crazy. I miss Daniel like crazy. I still don't get it. Why couldn't
he just have a little common sense. I don't want anyone else.=[ It
sucks, and I hate it. I always find myself talking about him. I think I
just need to stop. He won't like me like he did. He has feelings for
Jessica now, along with a list of girls. Ughhhhh I can't take this
shit. He's soooo... Sooo... So something I want in my life. Jeezus. Why
are things so damn complicated?! My mom's been a physco bitch lately,
who QUIT HER JOB.... She's always home now. And I just wanna shoot her.
I miss Manny like a mother effer. I almost can't stand my life right
now. As much as I love my friends and what not... I just... I need out
for awhile. God damnnnnn... I miss Lindsey, Eddie, Bita && Max
more than words. And have YET to see ANY of them... I'm gunna go crazy.
Finals are next week. I'm failing Global Studies. Shitttttttttt. I'm
kinda screwed. =|
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