Life?

haha I didn't know Xanga still exists.

Anyway, just some random thoughts...

As you live a life, many are confused. The word "Confused" can vary in its meaning. The way I interpret that word is when you've lost control of what you thought you once had. I feel confused. No! I am confused. The things I believed in, regardless of its length of time, I've lost them all. I feel as if I'm in a distraught moment.

I've lost my foundation. Things I believed in so deeply, where are they, now? Where do I start? I know if I do go back, I can probably pretend as if I have them back. But what's the point if your heart says no?

Actually, that's what I'm doing. I'm pretending as if I have them as my foundation. That makes me want to burst out. haha What have I done to myself?

Guys, if I can tell you one thing, studying hard & getting what you want is great. In fact, as a student, you should do well. But without your foundation, you will be lost, just like I am. lol