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Monday, May 26, 2008

  • I missed my favorite animal . . . Hippo!!! and now I found him, I'm so happy for him and his amazing life. I swear when I'm mucho older maybe I'll be like him. Idk cuz everyone else in my life is letting me down so of course I'm looking for someone else to be a role model.
        The stupid boy is driving me crazy and my rentals like to judge me and tell me everything I do is wrong. I swear if it was my fault I would admit it. I always do, whenever I'm wrong I know it and admit it so why would I be skirting around the issue now??? I wouldnt!!!! Gosh now I'm over it, good to write it all down.
        Well now I'm stuck thinking bout the boy and wondering if he's even worth it, trying to figure out how I will know if he even is. He's taken over my mind and it's really sucky.

    * I need help*

Sunday, May 25, 2008

  • Currently Listening
    Continuum
    By John Mayer
    4. Gravity
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    I

    am blogging now out of boredom. The past two days have been full and super fun but I can't wait to go home and see my baby; at least I think he's mine. Everything with him is complicated so I never know. I am always confused when it comes to him but maybe he can un-confuse me. I can seriously say that I think he's it but we'll wait and see and hope fore the best. Anyway, I think the only bad part of this weekend was the US regents because I have to write the essay, so I'm procrastinating and loving it . . . I think i'd rather do that thought then chill in the house wit my rents. Watev . . . watev happens, happens

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

  • Gravity

    "Set me free, leave me be.
    I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity."

    Honestly, I do and you should know it. Harder to keep the sweetest secret I know, it would be so much easier if I could just spill my soul to you. But, I'm not sure if you'd drink the sweet wine of my love and rest your head on the pillow of my devotion. ( Of course I am just a love sick puppy.)
    I hate these hot salty tears but I would endure them forever as long as you were there to catch them. First, you'd have to know how I felt of course but my child-like fears and trepidation is what seems to be holding me back. I ponder silently all the possibilities. You could feel the same, you could wanna be "just friends"(and I think I would kill you for saying such a stupid thing). They said you'd be crazy to say no, but you'd be crazier to say yes. You have already said it once though how hard can it be twice.

Sunday, April 20, 2008

  • Currently Listening
    Limon y Sal
    By Julieta Venegas
    4. Limon y Sal
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    Home

    Okay so Spain was kind of a shitty awesome spring break. I got to know a lot of people I didn't know, I met some hotties( italian, french, spanish), and saw some crazy awesome 'shit your pants' sites. The thing that tipped it to shitty was the stupid bus breaking down twice on the way home but we did play "would you rather" and "i have never".  I did get a baby cherry wicked tan tho. Me and my dads tan wars are insane, he started off darker though so he usually wins. We got home muy mucho mas late (ok like 9) and I only got to see half my yg friends. Ian nd Jesse came to chill and poker with my bro and Becks slept over and I died her hair.

    ~*All hail the online xanga journal*~
    Gives me shit to do at home when I'm feeling sick and mommy's not here to take care of me. Plus I think I've watched the bootleg Juno like 3 times on youtube(even tho it never gets old). Now listening to Julieta Venegas . . . Limon y Sal. It is spanish but if you've never heard it best cop that shit now. It's hot.

    Anticipation may also be adding to my sick stomach. It's this Friday, the stupid prom. I have to get my hair cut cause it's like dead, we're dying it an auburn cinnamon color. I'll also have to get my nails done, mani - pedi with light blue stuff on the ring finger on both hands. I'm totally planning cause there's no way not to think about it. I hope it's fun cause I'm  gonna have Case, Ian nd maybe Josh nd Becks depending if they can get there. I hope they can, and I want breakfast.

    I saw SB. I missed her so when I was gone, we talked about boys(no not boys, guys cause I'm not into the youngins nada mas). Her bro got all mad that I didn't text him when I got back : ( . He's totally OK now though. My joshie is sick now . . . he got his wisdom teeth taken out and they sowed his gums to his cheek then he got drugs for that(like antibiotics) and now his stomach is all messed up so he doesn't wanna talk to us(when you're sick people get annoying a lot faster). I know this for fact.

    I want more tapas de Espana. Those things were sooooooooooooo good, I def thought I was gunna hate them but they were so delicious I couldn't stop eating them. Even thought we were supposed to leave all our crap on the plane, I thought about him the whole time we were there. Him and my familia . . . vos extrano mucho. Its cool though. I'm spanglishing all over the place. I really miss it, the orange trees and palacios and chicos guapos!!!


    But the most glad that I'm home, now all I wish is that my mom was here with me . . .

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

  • Currently Listening
    Los Extraterrestres
    By Wisin y Yandel
    9. Sexy Movimiento
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    Tomorrow

    So tomorrow is the big day, finally!!! Tomorrow I'm finally leaving the stupid USA and going to my home, Spain. There was only one time when I was more excited but we won't get into that. Well this may be one of the most fun spring breaks I will ever have so I just gotta let culture take over and let go of what I've been taught for that past 17 years. Easier said than done? Si piensa que si. 

    Well I totally have  to pack and get my passport, without it I'm so screwed so Yeh!!!

    Adios chickies,

    M

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