Intake today:
3 apples (negative)
2 clementines (negative)
2 cups of dry cereal (purged - 100 cal))
1 handful of almonds (100 cal)

Total: 200 calories

Exercise today:
8 hours at work
2 hour cheerleading practice
300 crunches



God - I had so much fun with David at Disneyland yesterday! He is so sweet. He asked several times if he could get me something to eat, but I convinced him that:
1. I had a big meal before we left
2. I didn't want to eat too much coz I was affraid I would get sick on the rides
Haha. He was totally understanding, and didn't eat much himself. He's a basketball-player, so he watches what he eats too. So when we got back to Calabasas, I went to his house and spent the night <3 Then he drove me to work at 7 am this morning! He got up just to drive me, then he went back to bed.
**Sigh**


Work was so stressful today, so by the time I was done, I was worn out. Then I had to go straight to cheerleading practice where the coach literally drilled us like soldiers. Geeesh. So now I am completely drained of energy. I know that I have burnt every single calorie I have consumed today, so I'm feeling good about that.
Thanks for all the love and support guys <<3
I promise to comment back soon! I have just had a really busy weekend!
Stay strong

Intake today:
2 apples (negative)
2 clementines (negative)
2 crackers (50 cal)
3 bites of spaghetti (50-100 cal??)

Total: 100-150 calories

Exercise today:
300 crunches
8 hours at work



This post is going to have to be super-short! I promise to write a longer post tomorrow. I just got back from work and David is picking me up in 10 min - he's taking me to Disneyland. haha. 
Thanks for the comments everyone <<3

Intake today:
2 apples (negative)
2 clementines (negative)
1 ceasar salad (50 cal)
1 cortado (50 cal)

Total: 100 calories

Exercise today:
1 hour swimming
300 crunches



That was easier than I thought. My mom totally made it easy for me:

Mom: Oo, the ceasar salad looks good, I think I'll get that. What do you want sweetie?
Me: Oh... I can't decide..... hm.. I guess I'll just get the same as you.
Mom: Alright! I think you'll love it!

Haha. Then for the dessert:

Mom: Do you want to go get coffee instead of eating dessert here?
Me: Hm.. I guess that would be ok.
Mom: We can get something here if you want that instead.
Me: No, thats ok. We can get coffee if thats what you want!
Mom: Thanks sweetie, I'm just really in the mood for coffee.

Haha. Ok, sorry for the dramatisation - I'm just excited. I thought today was gonna be horrible - but I ended up having a really good time with my mom and kept my intake low! Yay. The only part of the evening I didn't like was when my mom started talking about my bulimic cousin and her eating disorder. I just nodded and said I agreed, and then kinda subtelly changed the subject. haha.



Hope everyone has a great weekend. I'm going to Davids house now, can't wait to see him. Haven't seen him since Thursday night! lol.
Stay strong <3

Intake today:
3 apples (negative)
3 clementines (negative)
3 bites of rice w/curry-sauce (75 cal ??)

Total: Around 75-100 calories

Exercise today:
2 hours cheerleading
30 minute walk
300 crunches



I went to school today, and because of finals and that I've been gone alot, everyone was like "Where have you been, I haven't seen you in ages. Have you been sick?". I was so overwhelmed by everyone asking and I really really didn't know how to answer the questions. I was caught kinda off-guard and hadn't really thought of any excuses, so I when I told everyone that I had been sick, and they asked "Sick how?", I was like "Oh, just a little bit of everything.. you know, like head-aches and stomach-aches and stuff". Lol - it must have sounded so stupid. I should have said I had the flu or something.. but I really wasn't thinking straight.

Things are going really well between David and I, he is such a sweetie. We talked about it last night, and decided that we're gonna meet eachothers parents! lol. We decided not to make a big deal out of it though - so we'll see how that goes. I'm not really that worried, coz I'm pretty bubbly and outgoing, but still - what if they don't like me?! lol. So mom and I are going out to dinner tomorrow.. I hope she'll let me order like a chicken salad or something, and then I can just nibble at the chicken. I know that if I get a green salad or something, she'll get totally suspicious, coz I never used to get salads and stuff. Also - I hope she doesn't offer to buy me dessert - coz after eating a salad, I know she won't buy the "ooh, that sounds so good, but I am so full"... Oh well - we'll see.
Off to comment back to you girls <<3

Intake today:
1 carrot (negative)
2 apples (negative)
1 bowl of noodle-soup (110 cal)

Total: 110 calories

Exercise today:
3 hours at the mall (during christmas - this is considered as exercise! lol)
30 minutes swimming
250 crunches



First of all, let me just say that I am overwhelmed by the love and support you girls showed yesterday. Thanks to all of you. It means so much to me, more than you guys probably imagine. So again - thank you so so much.



My mom came home from work with what she referred to as "great news" which was - the two of us are going out to dinner at this really ritzy restaurant in Santa Monica on Friday.... Yeah... great... So I had to pretend to be all excited and stuff. I work on Saturday and Sunday so I was hoping to get out of eating with mom from Thursday/Friday - Sunday.. but no... So the only positive about this - is that I convinced her that I had absolutely nothing to wear on Friday - so she took me on a huge shopping spree! lol

I stayed home from school (again) today. I cut up the apples and the carrot, and had one piece every 30 minutes. It kept me from getting hungry. Note that I underlined that - I was hungry, but not like starving.. ya know? It worked out ok. My mom asked me what I had for lunch since I hadn't touched the bread she bought yesterday. I told her I had cereal and wheat thins, so before she gets home from work tomorrow I have to throw out some food to keep her off my back. I'm gonna go for a walk with my dog now.
Stay strong <3