| hmm... had a survey i wanted to do.. didnt know where to put it.. it goes here.. k.
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I am young at heart I am wise I am way too stupid I think too much I'd rather be living than thinking Drinking makes the corners of my mouth go up towards the sky Parties are overrated I wish I was invited to a party The music playing today is horrible! Emo is love Labels are stupid I am a label I can't spell There are too many typos when I'm on the keyboard I am Speddy Gonzalez on the computer All the girls look like whores Fashion is awesome I have had sex with your mother tehe.. shh My boyfriend is hot My girlfriend is hot I lay in bed alone at night I talk more than I listen I listen more than I talk Starbucks is evil How can you not want a coach bag? I can exercise forever One sit up could make my heart explode Healthy eats only Please pass the fat I enjoy going out People make me nervous I don't want anything life My dreams are plus-size I'm such a pessimist Everything's going to be okay I can watch television all day Reality t.v. shows will die My readers never comment on my xanga My commenters never read my xanga What readers? What commenters? I hate Bush Animals taste great Veggies for everyone I cannot trust anyone I am a loser I am the best I really don't care what you think I am
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| heyy all, I ended this site out like forever ago.. just thought I'd actually put an official last entry tho. leave all last comments here, and if u need the new name, or anything like that. much much much love to the last entry
Nikki </3
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| Ok. So the thing I was so jittery about is now just the cause of what I'm now shakin for.. I ... I cant believe it .. but.. I. I . I'm pregnant. It's all his fault tho, I mean, I was fucking drunk, come on...I couldnt help it that way, ya know, well anywayz I got biger problems to worry about, tellin my family... at least I got another month to think about how to tell my mom.. only my closest friends know. but now ALL my friends know, I guess, or at least the ones that read this..I'm just so worried bc something like abortion never even ran through my head, BUT I mean, we got like no money to take good care of this baby.. I feel so bad, I knew I shoulda never gone to that party, I heard there was so much fucking alcohol, damn wtf did I do? I screwed everything! FUCK FUCK!!!!!!! I have to go to school... damn wtf am I gonna do? I cant stress myself out tho, that'll only make things worse...and who the daddy is, thats the worst part!... I dont even know who he is... I cant believe it, this is so fucked up, I promised I'd never do anything like this...
I rele screwed up this time....
Nikki </3 |
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| ok, I decided just to drop it, its no big.. I mean it scareded me for a while, but I'm over it .. no big..
so anyway I shall go to sleep soon.. mayb ; )
Clean me off, I'm so dirrty Babe <3,
Nikki </3 |
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| Heyy ok.. I dont know what to do about this thing.. a bunch of people asked me.. but each time I refused to say whats wrong,.. I just dont wanna say it, or I guess, admit it.. but I rele need to say it...to someone.. to get it out.. I just dont know if I should just let it go and forget about it, or what.. it may be just no big.. but the whole thing is.. I'm not suree... ughh this is rele confuzing and annoying.. I have to go and talk to you ppl later..
Nikki </3 |
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