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Name: Audrah
Country: United States
State: Wisconsin
Metro: Appleton
Birthday: 5/8/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: * guys * friends * parties * playing "games" * getting in trouble * traveling * making out wtih brigette... im not a lebian i just try new things * blue moon ice cream *


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Member Since: 5/29/2005

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Sunday, November 26, 2006

wow so i havnt written in here for a long time... hmmm... im on facebook and myspace now...


Saturday, August 12, 2006

sometimes when you feel like u really hit the bottom .. something hapens that brings u back a couple inches....then with more time the inches become feet. it has been two months since i hit rock bottom .. slowly im climbing.. i feel for the first time in my life im on the right road.


Tuesday, July 25, 2006

i heard this song with ashley and fell in love with it.. i dont know why...   everything i guess is going good... nothing much new.... i  have been passing out latly and i have no idea why . i passed out last night and today twice... well i have bowling with hott kristy tonight sooo i better go!! gimme  a call if u want to do sumthing

"Me & U"

You've been waiting so long
I'm here to answer your call
I know that I shouldn't have had you waiting at all
I've been so busy, but I've been thinking about what I wanna do with you

I know them other guys, they been talking bout the way I do what I do
They heard I was good, they wanna see if it's true
They know you're the one I wanna give it to
I can see you want me too
Now, it's me and you

It's me and you, now
I've been waiting (Waiting)
Think I wanna make that move, now
Baby, tell me if you like it (Tell me if you like it)
It's me and you, now
I've been waiting
Think I wanna make that move, now
Baby, tell me how you like it

I was waiting for you to tell me you were ready
I know what to do, if only you would let me
As long as you're cool with it, I'll treat you right
Here is where you wanna be

I know them other guys, they been talking bout the way I do what I do
They heard I was good, they wanna see if it's true
They know you're the one I wanna give it to
I can see you want me too
And now, it's me and you

It's me and you now (Baby, it's me and you)
I've been waiting
Think I wanna make that move, now (Thinking bout making that move)
Baby, tell me if you like it (Tell me if you like it)
It's me and you, now (Uh-huh)
I've been waiting (Hey)
Think I wanna make that move, now (Wanna make a move)
Baby, tell me how you like it (Yea)

Baby, I'll love you all the way down
Get cha right where you like it, I promise you'll like it (I swear)
Just relax and let me make that move (It's our secret thang)
Keep it between me and you

It's me and you, now (Oh Yea-a)
I've been waiting
Think I wanna make that move, now (Move now)
Baby, tell me if you like (Tell me if you like it)
It's me and you, now (Yea)
I've been waiting
Think I wanna make that move, now (Gonna make a move now)
Baby, tell me how you like it
It's me and you

Baby ill love you all the way down
Get you just where you like
I promise you'll like it(i swear)
Just relax and let me make a move(it's now secret)

It's me and you, now
I've been waiting (Waiting)
Think I wanna make that move, now
Baby, tell me if you like it (Tell me if you like it)
It's me and you, now
I've been waiting
Think I wanna make that move, now
Baby, tell me how you like it

It's me and you, now
I've been waiting (Waiting)
Think I wanna make that move, now
Baby, tell me if you like it (Tell me if you like it)
It's me and you, now
I've been waiting
Think I wanna make that move, now
Baby, tell me how you like it.


Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Hate Me


I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a ######### leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a ##### feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

I'm sober now for 3 whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
Until I saw your brown eyes crying and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then he whispered "How can you do this to me?"

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

 

I know how it feels to be used... to be put in a spot where you cant say no.. i dont know what i did wrong and i cant possibly figure out how to fix it. I am sick... sick of being there for people .. sick of people knowing that i will be there for them. Sick of having no one to talk to .. no one to really truelly care. Im done being me. Im not the happy cheerful girl everyone expects me to be..... behind my eyes have ben tears. Now they are pouring out and it is tooo late for u. hate me for all the things i am and what im not. No matter what i do it isnt good enough for any one else. no matter what i do it is never good enough. well forget it, im not going to try and please people anymore. im sick of being stepped on. forget it YOUR TOO LATE


Wednesday, June 07, 2006

So i havent updated because i hate this thing.. and i have a myspace and i pretty much stay on that.. MAX i am waiting for that phone call...... hmm well nuthing much has been going on.... there is a new guy that i like but its kinda complicated .. he has a girlfriend and they have been going out for a while but that didnt stop us from... well you prolly dont wana know... i leave in a week for camp green sumthing or another which rocks cuz i have 5 days to do nuthing but goof off and have fun... and get yelled at by mrs. fieke and Lutty. Kris leaves for france tomorrow and i am going to die without her .... ok maybe not but yes... hmm nuthing else really .... execpt the couple tings at home but yea summer has just begun and its going to be the best ever... cant wait give me a call to hang.. peace



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