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Name: Ambrosia
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Gender: Female
Interests: Fashion, art, music, dancing, psychology, sex, the Yeah Yeah Yeahs, the Mars Volta, Nirvana, Interpol, the Strokes, Tegan and Sara, Marilyn Manson, the Beatles, The Sex Pistols, the Doors, Goudie, Moudest Mouse, NIN, crazy ass parties, photography, my underground life, oh god i dont know and you're probably tired or don't care...
Expertise: Doing everything out of the ordinary
Occupation: Performer
Industry: Theatre
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AIM:  candie130
MSN: hotlikefire8806@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  ambrosia130
Member Since:
10/2/2005
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| T.I.A Is Comin' Back With Power Power!They Tell Me I am Fame Used to Be So I am back in Chi-dizzle for good. I left NCC in the dust and I'm never going back. Not bitter anymore, just ready to roll on, ya know? That environment was not made for me. I realize I need to live in a big city of I will die a tragic death. The whole joint was killing my spirit and creativity, and that is probably the biggest crime of all.
So we live by the lake front now! How is it? Mad loud! But it is beautiful and I have already pimped my tiny room out in pink, black, white and animal print. I am mad tacky, right? So..I love it.The plan is to start at Northeatern Illinois University in the fall. I'm gonna to finish college if it damn near puts me in a stress grave.Me + Jae in Canada = Coming Soon!
It's time for Fuck Yeayuhs...
!!FUck YEAHyuh!!- New job soon
- M.I.A
- Lolla (although it's a big money pit)
- The Kills
- 10 songs done and still going
- Me and Jae travelin'
- Nika's o.k. (nobody spells it like that anymore)
- LX
- Soli in New York, I'm so proud of her
- Parker's new party place
- My sister's birrday this Sunday
- My mami's birrday yesterday (took her to Leona's)
- My tacky room
- Feta Cheese
- Being back where I am supposed to be
I miss my neffies! I need to see them soon.
Oh, funny story! I puked at Union Station yesterday. I was too hungover to function, so I bought some Jamba and a bottle of water. Sat down in the gorgeous lobby to sip on them, minutes later I had the strong urge to puke so I rushed outside and spewed one good time. Happy Birthday, yo!
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| "Workin' Up A Black Sweat" Three classes back to back practically, tutoring, mentoring, GSA meetings, jazz dance class, vocal lessons...Oh my damn! I am workin up a black sweat, and not in a positive way either...Well I guess it is positive but just not dancey or sexual. I am so busy, but I find time for hour long meals and naps, oh and pointless chilling. I miss Mr. Flask.  Flasky McWhiskey I miss mah baby...but not in a sentimental way. I have dumped the sentimental aspects of my personality out of my life and into a box. This is just experimental, it might last but probably won't. But my fishing pole is never retired. I love this more than dancing in the rain with my best friend..just for now: Doin' Time by Sublime
Summertime and the living's easy
And Bradley's on the microphone w/ ras m.g.
All the people in the dance will agree
That we are well qualified to represent the LBC
Me and Louie run to the party
Dance to the rhythm it gets harder
Me and my girl we got this relationship
I love her so bad but she treats me like...
On lock down like a penitentiary
She spreads her lovin' all over
And when she gets home there’s none left for me
Oh take this veil from off my eyes
My burning sun will someday rise
So what am I gonna be doin' for a while
Said I'm gonna play with myself
Show them how we come off the shelf
Evil I've come to tell you that she's evil most definitely
Evil ornery scandalous and evil most definitely
The tension is getting hotter I'd like to hold her head underwater | | |
| Obla di Obla da...Life Goes On
I have not died...yet. I just kinda forgot about you. I do that. It's literally the end of my summer. I move into my castle dorm room on Tuesday the fourth, right after Labor Day. I've been learning so much about life and people since I wrote here last. The most important thing for me to remember everyday is that nothing matters but what matters to me. I don't care what this bitch or that bitch is bitchin' about. Alls I know is that that's how the world goes 'round. I probably sound like the most selfish being ever, but you must understand that this applies to everyone.
The Only Things that Matter
- Family
- True Friends
- Music
- Knowledge
- Helping People
- Good Food
- Trashion Socialyte
- Fashion
- Fun Times
- Peace in Myself
- True Beauty
- Faith
- Happiness
Not so selfish, huh? A little corny, I admit, but I mean it. Like "Black Cadillacs" I am "done done done with all the fuck fuck fucking around". I am detoxing my life (and when I get up the guts, my body). If you are no good for me, my life, my goals, an what truly matters then I am cutting you loose. I am dropping you like weight. You see I don't have the time, space, nor the resources to keep you around; whether you are a person, a habit, last season's micro mini. I am under construction.
Construction My my, my friend
Do we know what we really want?
What do we even need?
Too much to fathom
I Know.
And do we actually think
That we will ever be content
Long enough
To Forget.
Never never my friend
For we have construction
To keep us going.
We think that it is
All And
I see no point, my friend.
I see more or less rolled into one.
I feel a downpour. --Tia Moaton 2006
Summer was a trial. There were ups in downs, ins and outs, side to sides all in the same day sometimes; same hour even. I regret nothing. I look forward to everything. I have learned that things always work out for me and the period of time when I don't know if I'm going to make it out, when I'm worrying myself into painful holes is only making me stronger yet.
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| Spring is here again...reproductive glandsSo, 19 isn't any different than 18 no matter what you think. It just isn't special. But, I will make the absolute most of it, you can bet on that.
I've got really cool friends: that's all I have to say about that.
One thing I'm looking forward too is getting back to Trashion Socialyte this summer, I miss my lifestyle. I've really toned it down for college, but this summer is all about Trashion (and working, I need $$$$).
I am so gonna be famous for be fabulous, you just wait and see!
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