I'm Not There All the TimeYou Know Some People Call it Insane
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Friday, November 16, 2007
 
Currently Listening
Songs from the Big Chair
By Tears For Fears
Head Over Heels
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La Nuit


Okay, first off: I can't do things anymore. I'm ready to quit...for now.  I've got a stats project to do and then tomorrow is La Nuit...oh nuit.  Friday is the right day.

I'm planning my tattoo.  So far it's just a big black star on my hipbone, or tiny four line stars on the inside of my wrists.  I'm thinking "Trashion" on the back of my neck or across the top of my back.  I'm getting my nose pierced before I turn 20, but finds are low.  My trip to Athens will leave me financially drained.  Oh well...live today figure out how to get out of it tomorrow.

Finals next week = so not biggity bomb.  And you know I'm all about being the biggity bombastic. I'm going to talk myself out of thinking that I'm going to crash and burn at my vocal jury...I will be OK. then I will go home and enjoy Thanksgiving with the fab fam-dizzle.



Note to self:
Never go to Notre Dame for another lame ass party no matter how enticing it sounds. I've got to get the smell of Sbarro's and jungle juice out of my memories.  Hopefully JLO or Britney Spears won't try to bottle it because god knows they've bottled other crap.

Something big is happening. It's formulating under the surface and pretty soon it'll errupt and I will know just what to do.  I'm ready for the change, the gust of wind. I want to live La Nuit always.  I have to admit though that I am really happy with life now.  Things may suck balls sometimes, but I can still see the diamond encrusted silver lining. We're moving to the lake front soon. I am beside myself with nice things. I'm gorgeous and the world is too.  I'm going to Athens. I love my friends. I know awesome people.  I miss you Jaeson.



Final Thought:

I realized today that New York is setting me and my black sisters back 20 years.  God help us because nobody else will.

    
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