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Saturday, October 28, 2006

not too much has changed since my last update back in may, hahaha. im still working at petsmart, ive become a full time lead, so thats pretty sweet. ive been there for just about a year now :]

 im still with stephen, going on 11 months, its been an all around amazing time. ive never felt like i do when im with him... ive never had someone love me as deeply as he does... someone who has wanted me from day 1, and has wanted to marry me since day 2... i have the man that wants to spend his life with me, no matter what road it goes. its me that he wants to be there next to him on the alter, and he wants it to be me traveling the world with him... and he wants it to be me laying next to him when hes tired and old.... and for the first time in my life, i've found someone that i want all of that with too. i love him with all my heart and soul.


yea... enough said.

im working on getting my GED.... finally, i feel like such a slacker asshole for not getting it right away. i hope that i still can remember the stuff from school to pass this... its been over a year, and i'll be the first to admit that i dont have the greatest memory.

i got a bearded dragon and a dumpy tree frog, and i still have adolf. wooo i love my animals. more then any thing. but yea, my bearded dragon is beautiful, her name is Loki. 


 [ scroll down for the pics ]




    i love you more then life itsself




 ^^the love of my life <3




^ shes the queen bitch


^some color editing, amazing pattern though :}


^ my two babies :]



^hes gettin so long


^^ adolf
  

^ so sexxy


^kermit!!!






Sunday, May 21, 2006

i feel like i need a seriously long entry to tell yall how my life is going
(even though no one does xanga too much anymore. its all about the myspace)

well, ive been with stephen for just about 6 months now... and i can honestly say that i've never been happier in my life.  he gives me a feeling of wanting to be alive // and live forever with him in his arms. <3 he makes me feel truly beautiful, inside and out... every day. you give me butterflies when you walk into my room, every time.

trust love girls. it is real. & it's amazing

life at petsmart is getting harder, but its still bearable. it will help me get to what i really want to be in life. i've decided a vet tech. this summer im going to get my GED. and hopefully this fall i can go to a 2 year school, where i can still live at home or with stephen, and get certified as a vetrinarian. that would be incredible. back to petsmart. so i got full time there now. i've beent here for 6 months. so thats pretty good, also what comes along with full time is i get a 2-week paid vacation, and health, vision, dental benefits.

i dont do too much in my spare time anymore besides hang out with stephen, we usually comes over every day. i miss my friends though, so if your reading this, gimme a call. a girls night out would be a nice change for a night eh? anyone up for it? 610.703.9876   also, im hanging out with rose again. yeah yeah yeah. dont wanna hear it, if you have something to say then get over it. we both grew up alot more and neither of us need drama in our lives. but yeah. besides them two, and sometimes katie when we can, life is pretty boring.

TO HERPA & BRITLEA! i dont hang out with either of you as much as i want to. we need to change that.

RACHEL::: we need to spend mucho time together this summer compared to now. philly is along drive away. no matter what though. your still the best of friends <3

&& ANNIE! where have you been my little gorgeous bitch! you always say you want to hang out, but wheres the phone call. and you never answer your telephone when i call ya! lets make plans!

welp. my inspiration is gone to tell you about the rest of my "oh-so-exciting" life. remember, you can always message me on myspace. haha, xanga is quite sucky compared to myspace. shrug. we all know its true.

♥ paige





Thursday, April 06, 2006

life is fucking amazing <3


i love my boyfriend with all my heart,
hes everything i've ever dreamed of... and more.
hunny, i love you so fucking much.


Saturday, February 25, 2006

Paige,

you are the love of my entire life. i want you to know that i dedicate myself to you and us because this is the best thing that has ever happened to me in my life. i love you more than you could possibly imagine and i want to spend the rest of my life in your loving arms. you are so perfect and yet you will never admit it, just everything about you makes me feel like i'm the luckiest man on the planet to have someone as loving and caring as you. hunny i love you so much, please be mine forever like i am yours forever...

love forever and always,
Stephen


Monday, February 13, 2006

after i submitted it, i realized that there are many questions just missing lol.
so not a full 200 question survey, but still alot :)


200: My middle name is:
brianna

199: I was born on:
-October 9th, 1987

198. I am a:
- very out spoken person.

196. My eye color is:
-Green/blue

195. My shoe size is:
- 5 in kids

194. My ring size is:
-7.. i think?

192. My height is:
-5'2

191. I am allergic to:
- nothing that i know of.

190. I live in:
-whitehall pa

189. The last book I read:
- girl, 15, charming but insane

188. My bed is:
-a futon cushion on the floor (VERY comfortable)

187. One thing I know for sure about the opposite sex:
- they can be very confusing

186. I am glad I'm my sex because:
- i can wear makeup to make myself look better w/o getting strange looks

179. My favorite Holiday is:
- halloween

178. The perfect kiss is:
- with stephen <3

177. The last three cd's I bought are:
- oh god, i dont know lol. its been far too long

176. Last song that made me cry was:
- i dont cry.

172. My most treasured possession is:
- adolf

170. What did you do last night:
- sat at home by myself, talked to sarah on the phone

167. My skin's reaction to the sun is (tan/burn):
-BURN

:::::I Do (YES)/Do Not (NO) Believe In:::::

143. Santa?
- no

142. love at first site?
- no

141. Luck?:
- yes

140. Fate?:
- no

139. God?:
- no

138. Aliens?:
-yes

137. Heaven?:
-no

136. Hell?:
-no

135. Ghosts?:
-no, spirits though

134. Horoscopes?:
- usually no

135. Soulmates?:
-yes

:::::Which is Better?:::::

129. Hugs or Kisses?
- kisses

128. Drunk or High?:
-high

127. phone or online:
-online

126. Red heads or Black hair?:
-Black Hair

125. Blondes or Brunettes:
- Brunettes

120. Night or Day:
- night

119. Oranges or Apples:
- apples

118. Curly or Straight hair:
-straight


:::::Here's What I Think About:::::

116. Abortion?
- pro choice

115. Backstabbers?
- i've delt with many. and i hold grudges to em all.

114. Parents?
- i get along with mine

110. School?
- ehh.. had its good and bad times i guess

::::Last time I::::( family doesn't count)

103. Kissed someone:
-about an hour ago when stephen left

102. last time i hugged someone:
- about an hour ago as well

101. Seen someone I haven't seen in a while:
- today, i got to see james for a half hour

99. Grew:
- lol fuckin 6th grade, i've been the same height since then

:MISC::::

90. Who's the ditziest person I know:
- deffinatly sarah

89. Who makes you laugh the most:
- stephen

87. One thing I'm pissed about right now is:
-i cant smoke

83. The last movie I saw in the theater was:
- saw 2 with james on halloween

82. The thing I don't understand is:
- how people can cheat on someone they "love"

80. The most unsatisfactory answer I've ever receieved:
- "its up to you"

79. One thing I love about the opposite sex is:
- being held and feeling secure in their arms

76. This summer I am:
- working and hopefully going to the beach with some loved ones

75. Something I will really miss when I leave home is:
- my mom

74. The thing that I'm looking forward to the most:
- eventually moving in with stephen

73. Tomorrow:
- valentines day im taking stephen out to don pablos

72. Today:
- sat around, dr appt, stephen

71. This(up coming)Summer:
- working and hopefully the beach

70. Next Week:
- work, work, work

67. People call me:
-  paige, herpa, hunny, bitch, whore

64. The person I have been good friends with the longest is:
- rachel

62. The person who knows the most about me is?:
- katie

61. The person that can read me the best is:
- katie or stephen

60. The most difficult thing to do is:
- cry..

59. I have gotten a speeding ticket:
- not yet lol

58. I have the following siblings:
- sheena and brian

56. My zodiac sign is:
- libra

55. The first person I thought i was in love with was:
- travis

53. The one person who can't hide things from me:
- my mom

51. Right now I am talking to:
- stephen, sarah, and jeremy

48. I have/will get a job at:
- pet smart :)

47. I have these pets:
- adolf (ball python), buzz (cat), and ralph & momma(mice)

46. I wish:
- i was able to wake up in stephen's arms everyday

45. The worst sound in the world:
- my cat crying in the morning for food

44. The person that makes me cry the most is:
-i dont cry...

39. My boy/girlfriend:
- is the most amazing person i've ever been with

34. My favorite state?
- shrug, dont have one

33. My favorite piece of clothing is:
- underware or socks

32. My favorite sport to play is:
-  swimming

31. Last time I cried:
- uhh, i believe mid november

28. The school I go to is:
- none

27. Last person I got pissed at:
- travis this afternoon

26. My worst drinking experience was:
- the only one i ever had, when i was 14 lol

22. The all-time best movie is:
- strangeland

21. The all-time best thing in the world is:
- spending time in the arms of the one i love

19. The most annoying thing ever is:
- when people IM you, and you dont want to talk to them, but you do anyways

18. The most annoying person is:
- lol two select people from my work

17. I lose all respect for people who:
- cheat on their "loved ones"

16. The movies I have cried during are:
- lol i think the ONLY movie i ever fully cried for was "Air Bud" when i was like 10... dont ask

11. The worst pain I was ever in was:
- once when i got the flu really bad, i was coughing so much that i honestly was scared that i was going to break a rib

10. My favorite phrases:
- i dont fucking care!

9. My room:
- is comfortable

8. My favorite celebrity is:
- i dont have one

5. My weakness is:
- i get my hopes up quickly, and then get hurt if im let down

4. What turns me on:
- lol if you had the chance, you'd know.

3. Who broke your heart:
- a few people.

2. I filled out 200 questions because:
- nothing better to update with

1. What do you regret most:
- a few things, that i'd rather keep secret



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