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Sunshine is good for the soul.

Mon, 23 Jul 2007 03:26:54 GMT

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

what the?

Wed, 13 Jun 2007 18:47:50 GMT

aohesdgao9uhbdiusgfawefsoNCJKDIUAUOIDFA;DBFADAUIAIDdofjdohgdknvlsdgnodsgnhsogn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thats how I feel about this.

Life is weird.

Sun, 29 Apr 2007 04:29:24 GMT

I am at such a strange place in my life.
I had a good b-day. 21. oh yeah. :)
I am almost done with school.....finals are this week. yippee. sike.
I will be going home soon. This time next sat, I will sleeping in my own bed.
Then I will be painting and moving into my new room and organizing my stuff.
I have so much stuff to take home. Today was cleaning day and it was out of control. whoa. I have soooo much stuff. It was crazy crazy. I don't know how its all gonna fit in the car. ha.
The summer should be interesting.
I will be spending alot of time with my family.
And working.
And dancing.
And beachin' it up.
fun times.
minus I will be 850 miles away from markus. :(
that will be hard. hopefully do-able.
I will miss him. alot.
I am prolly not coming back to covenant. (yay and nay)
I will hopefully be going to UTC. (we shall see)
I think that is all for my update. Considering that my life is pretty much boring and nothing is going on right now, minus everything I said.
So pray for finals this week and papers.
I will be home Sat. May 5th. yay.
peace.

I like this song.

Wed, 14 Mar 2007 17:30:27 GMT

Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Time Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This ones for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.

This is rather important.....

Tue, 06 Mar 2007 03:58:52 GMT

I got this wonderful new phone today.....
I love my new phone......alot......
It makes me sooo happy, everytime I look at it I feel so warm and happy. haha.
The only thing is.........

IT DELETED ALL MY PHONE NUMBERS!!!

(GGGRRRRRRRRRRR)

SOOOO......

I have certain numbers.....like the ones I know by heart, which I am afraid to say, aren't many. And I was able to get some from my family members.....but alot of them.....mostly people from school and such, I was not able to get your number. SO, it would be awesome, if ya'll could send me your numbers. Unless of course you don't want me to have it anymore.....then its whatev.

My number is still the same of course. SO, this is PROJECT: FILL BECCA'S ADDRESS BOOK.

READY!!!

GOOOOOO!

p.s. thanks guys. :)

I am a dork.

Tue, 06 Feb 2007 20:48:41 GMT

I found the greatest website of all time. I mean it's better than myspace, hands down. haha. Of course I'm not going to tell you what it is b/c well that would spoil my fun.

OH but there's good news...Relient K's new cd is coming out on March 6th. crazy awesome. and they are coming to Nashville and I am thinking mini roadtrip. heck yes.

I've been acting like a complete retard lately. My doubting mechanism is like going crazy. I second guess myself on pretty much everything. But I'm thinking that it's all ok now. God is good.

We should get jerseys cause we make a great team
But yours would look better than mine, cause you're outta my league
And I know that it's so cliche to tell you that everyday
I spend with you is the new best day of my life
Everyone watching us just turns away with disgust
It's Jealously, they can see that we've got it going on

And I'm racking my brain for a new improved way
To let you know your more to me than what I know how to say
You're OK with the way this is going to be
This is going to be the best thing we've ever seen

If anyone can make me a better person you could
All I gotta say is I musta done something good
I came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I musta done something right
I musta done something right

Maybe I'm just lucky cause it's hard to believe
Believe that somebody like you'd end up with someone like me
And I know that it's so cliche to talk about you this way
But I'll push all my inhibitions aside
It's so very obvious to everyone watching us
That we have got something real good going on

And I'm racking my brain for a new improved way
To let you know your more to me than what I know how to say
You're OK with the way this is going to be
This is going to be the best thing we've ever seen

If anyone can make me a better person you could
All I gotta say is I musta done something good
I came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I musta done something right
I musta done something right

P.S. I LOVE this song.

You are electric?

Thu, 01 Feb 2007 06:20:07 GMT

it is snowing. alot.
snow days are up there on my list of really cool things.
happy happy.
school is going well.
work is going well.
life is going well.
i love mark.
i really just love him.
that's kind of all there is to it.
the end.

Saturday, January 13, 2007

Sat, 13 Jan 2007 20:30:38 GMT

You are my sweetest downfall.
I loved you first, I loved you first.
Beneath the sheets of paper lies my truth.

Monday, January 08, 2007

Mon, 08 Jan 2007 15:11:01 GMT

Remember when I was young and so were you
and time stood still and love was all we knew
You were the first, so was I
We made love and then you cried
Remember when

Remember when we vowed the vows
and walked the walk
Gave our hearts, made the start, it was hard
We lived and learned, life threw curves
There was joy, there was hurt
Remember when

Remember when old ones died and new were born
And life was changed, disassembled, rearranged
We came together, fell apart
And broke each other's hearts
Remember when

Remember when the sound of little feet
was the music
We danced to week to week
Brought back the love, we found trust
Vowed we'd never give it up
Remember when

Remember when thirty seemed so old
Now lookn' back it's just a steppin' stone
To where we are,
Where we've been
Said we'd do it all again
Remember when

Remember when we said when we turned gray
When the children grow up and move away
We won't be sad, we'll be glad
For all the life we've had
And we'll remember when

Life as I know it....

Wed, 03 Jan 2007 06:04:29 GMT

"Wait a minute, am I being Punk'D? Oh my god! Ashton, you really got me! Ha Ha! Ashton! Ashton?"

AND thats how I feel right now......I feel like my life is one big prank on Punk'D.....this is like my 3rd post in like three days but whatev....

This next semester at CC, is going to be pretty gross, (mostly, b/c they screwed me over, as usual.)....and that's why I am going to work my ass off, so I can get the hell outta there! I want to transfer. I have been doing some re-evaluating lately and I'm pretty sure that this will be my last semester at Covenant. I am pretty sure that I am moving as well. In fact, I am moving. I am permanently moving to Chatt-vegas. This excites me. Oh summer, please get here fast. I need to move on from things, alot of things actually and I feel like this is the best way to do it, even though some things are the hardest to let go....

The time has come for changes in my life. And just when I thought I didn't know how to make 2007 different from 2006. Surprise! Guess I do have some grand ideas.