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BeckiSu852
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Name: Becky Country: United States State: Missouri Metro: Blue Springs Birthday: 9/26/1984
Interests: Things I Like: Mizzou (Go Tigers!)~laying in my hammock~good books~napping~Daquari ice from Baskin Robbins~playing in the sand~the sound of the ocean~being around people I love~warm choc chip cookies~making people laugh~eating snow cones~running~laughing till I cry...
Things I Don't Like: fakeness~pickles~wet socks~stop and go traffic~people misquoting movies~my friends living far away like in St.L Expertise: peanut butter and jelly ratios
Message: message meEmail: email me AIM: BeckiSu852
Member Since:
5/27/2004
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| What is home after all?I wonder what its like to have a place that is not home feel so home, like my friend that I know who goes back to a summer camp every year. He says he drives down that road to camp, and feels like he has arrived back home. Home is comfortable, home is where you belong, and home is more than just a building to keep your crap. Being away from home for so long, I have begun to wonder what that even feels like. I would like to say that Columbia is my home away from home, but even being here for a 5th year seems temporary. Like this is just a pit stop to somewhere bigger, somewhere better. I so desperately want to get out of here and take off for somewhere far away. My sabbatical was going to be for a year in the middle of college, then that didn't work and it got shoved to the end of college. Now I'm definitely not going far away to find myself, but I'm instead beginning some hellacious year teaching and going to school wondering if the next time I have a chance to realize what's happened I'll either be 35 with 8 kids running around my ankles or worse completely alone in a rocking chair surrounded by cats wondering where my convictions went and why I put what I really want off for so long. Isn't that so typical of our culture though? If we really followed the rule of "work first then play" no one would ever, ever do anything they wanted because there will inevitably ALWAYS be work to do. And if there isn't work, people like me will invent it because we see injustice, treachery, and ignorance all around us. So... maybe next year? Who knows, but until then Columbia is my temporary home, filled with temporary treasures that I pretend are important to me, and I must be around them often enough so other people know they're mine. | | |
| Becky...on the guy next to her in the computer lab with a cast on his arm trying to type:
So I'm sitting in the computer lab (how suprising) and reflecting on the past week at home, which was not very productive but absolutely brill. (English for "brilliant," or really good. I'm bringing it to the left side of the map I've decided.) And I have the official 8 pages I need to make this paper complete although it's not coherent or readable at all, but that's not what the syllabus says. Just kind glancing around, you know, checking out other people, and this guy, about 3 comps down from me; hand completely broken. Poor guy. Typing with a cast. I am holding back laughter: you know when your cheecks get all puffy with laugh inside there and you try to fake it out as a cough... Maybe I should go ask him if he wants help. He could dictate to me. Oh man, then what if it was a ransom note? Or like some racey love novel he's writing... oh sick. Maybe I won't ask him and just watch him with is elbow crazy up in the air and him trying to punch out letters on the keyboard. Haha, that has to suck so bad. Ok, back to work.
Thanksgiving was awesome. I won a bobble-head chicken in Bunko- that has to mean something, right? Got to see the best friends who are so re-juvenating, sleep in my big-girl bed, and play with my puppy. Thankful for all the above. And you for reading my pathetic entries.  | | |
| Becky... on being home:
I truly honestly believe that the air in KCMO the air is clearer and time moves slower. I drive across that invisible border between 573 and 816 area codes and my sinuses clear, I can think easier, and I can get a whole lot more done in the course of a day. It's a small miracle I believe. Sweet, sweet Blue Springs where beds are bigger, showers do not require shoes, bedrooms are for only one person, washing machines do not require 3 quarters, an average nights sleep falls between 9 and 11 hours, and all food is homemade by Mom. It is heavenly to be home. Nostalgic, and sometimes awakening, but I am determined to make myself have a much needed break, play a little catch-up with homework, family, and friends, and finish Harry Potter 6. | | |
| i am an even bigger douchebag than todd...
but EVERYONE already knew that
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| Becky...on tailgating:
A recent friend asked me to explain, and my response was of such great detailed accuracy I'll just use that to explain it:. A great American, and even more so in Kansas City, tradition. ESPN and Sports Illustrated have both referred to Kansas City football tailgating as the best in the country. It's so awesome. It's like pre-partying, but so much more. I'll explain it in KC terms: about 7 hours before the game you get your big RV or fat extended cab truck complete with huge ass tent, grill, flag, lawn chairs, games, sports equipment, blankets, portapotty, obscene amounts of alcohol, football, ridiculous amounts of food including burgers, hot dogs brautworsts, chips, pasta salad, potato salad, brownies, cookies, lemonade, casseroles, fruit salad, and anything chocolate, and go and set up camp about a 4 foot radius around your vehicle, invite everyone you freaking know to come and party like rockstars. You drink yourself into oblivion so you don't have to buy the expensive shit inside the gates and have a grand old time decked out complete in KC Chiefs red and gold from everything like the koozie in your hand to the sweatshirt on your back to the fleece blanket around your shoulders because it's friggin 50 degrees outside. If you get too drunk to make it into the game, so what, its just a $130 ticket wasted. And if you get into the game about 2 mintues before it's over, thats ok too as long as you are freakin drunk. You might just pack it all up and chuck it all back in the car before stumbling into the game to scream obscenities for 2 hours, and if you're still standing at half time you go back out to your car and get it all back out to chow down again and chug as much as you can before the second half. This tradition spans for about a 200 yard radius around the entire football field outside the stadium on the biggest blasted parking lot you've ever seen in your life. It's basically a party about the size of a city block. And thats tailgating: absolutely amazing. | | |
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