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Sunday, March 06, 2005

Sun, 06 Mar 2005 23:52:51 GMT

"Love ...
we think about it,
dream about it
lose sleep worrying about it.
When we don't have it,
we search for it;
when we discover it,
we fear losing it.
It is the constant source of pleasure and pain.
But we can't predict which it will be from one moment to the next.
It is a short word,
easy to spell,
difficult to define,
impossible to live without..."

Sunday, March 06, 2005

Sun, 06 Mar 2005 22:53:53 GMT

yenno what kuya kenn? i think imma go bakk ta break dancin' cuz i'm NOT in drumline anymore... damn... even tho we sucked fer a drumline i still liked playin... well anyways... i promise i'll get bakk to breakin' shit... hahah ain't that kewl? kuya imma make yuu proud. ^_^ oh i didn't get kick outta d-line.. i had to quit...

Sunday, March 06, 2005

Sun, 06 Mar 2005 21:18:10 GMT

things are starting to get better. um.... yeah... i have nothing to say right now... so yeauh.. blah blah blah. and no Nick C. i wouldn't fuck you. hahahah.... fawkin retard. hahah oh and i'm feelin better... and yeah... alright people, i'm out
payce~ Mrs. Diligence

Monday, January 31, 2005

Mon, 31 Jan 2005 01:42:20 GMT

Take chances. Tell the truth. Date someone totally wrong for you. Say no. Spend all of your money. Fall in love. Get to know someone random. Be random. Say I love you even though they may not say it back. Sing out loud. Laugh till your stomach hurts. Cry. Apologize. Tell someone that they are your entire world. Let someone know what they are missing. Live life to the fullest. Live in the moment. And remember that life is all about chances... So you might as well take them.

Wait for the guy who would do anything to be with you, the one who makes an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of boy who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person. Wait for the boy who will be your best friend, the person who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances. Wait for the boy who makes you smile like no other, and when he smiles you know he needs you. Wait for the boy who tells you that he dreams about you. Wait for the boy who puts you at the center of the universe because he wouldn't want it any other way.

Someone out there was meant to be the love of your life, your best friend, your soul mate, the one you can tell your dreams to. he'll smile at you when you tell him, but he'll never laugh at your heart. he'll brush the hair out of your eyes and send you flowers when you least expect it. he'll stare at you during the movies, even though he paid $8 to go see it. you'll put his picture in a frame by your bed. he'll call you to tell you goodnight before you go to sleep just because he was thinking of you. he'll look into your eyes and tell you that you're the most beautiful girl he has ever seen, and for the first time in your life...you'll believe it.

That thing, that moment, when you kiss someone and everything around becomes hazy and the only thing in focus is you and this person and you realize that that person is the only person that you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life, and for one moment you get this amazing gift and you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that that it will go away all at the same time.

Tell her you think shes wonderful. Tell her why you think shes so wonderful. Pick her up & act like shes gonna go in the pool, she'll scream & fight you,but secretly, she'll love it. Tell her she looks beautiful. Introduce her to the guys as the most amazing girl ever. Look in her eyes. Protect her. Let her mess with your hair. Tickle her, even if she says stop. When she swears at you, tell her you love her. Let her fall asleep in ur arms. Call her. Kiss her. Give her piggy-back rides. Watch every single romantic comedy she wants, complain and tease her about how corny it was, but still always watch it. Give her space if she needs it. Kiss her forehead. Let her wear your clothes. Be slow. Wipe away her tears when shes sad. Let her take all the photos of you she wants. Make her feel loved. Kiss her in the rain & when you fall in love with her, tell her

Friday, January 21, 2005

Fri, 21 Jan 2005 04:42:11 GMT

We all want to fall in love. Why?
Because that experience makes us feel completely alive,
where every sense is heightened,
and every emotion is magnified.
Our everyday reality is shattered
and we are flying into the heavens.
It may only last a moment, an hour, or an afternoon,
but that doesn't diminish its value,
because we are left with memories
that we treasure for the rest of our lives.

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 01:41:29 GMT

Love is everything it's cracked up to be. It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more...

Saturday, January 08, 2005

Sat, 08 Jan 2005 03:21:50 GMT

Ok today i was pissed because some people were being assholes and i was just confused about some feelings! and then everyone else pissed me off too. and today was the only day EJ was nice... kind of. hahah/... he's usually only nice on the phone but today was different. but yeah everyone pissed me off. except Jordan, Erikson, Eric, Maria, and Jennilyn. damnit. yesterday too i was going crazy man.. woooh... and at 5th i was mad as hell. shit. fcking stupid asses. and you know what?! i don't think i should even bother to like the guy i think i like...wtf... it's like what the hell am i waiting for? who am i waiting for? DAMNIT!!!!!!! I FEEL LIKE A FCKING CHARACTER THAT SOMEONE CONTROLS FOR THEIR FCKING GAMES TO HAVE FUN. man i don't even know what the helll i'm talking about right now. shit. i'm fcking stupid that's why. AND ANGELINA OR CHRISTIAAN IF YOU'RE WONDERING IF THE FIGHT ME AND JOCELYNN HAD WAS REAL IT WASN'T. I MEAN YEAH WE WERE HITTING EACHOTHER HARD AND SHIT BUt we were just... hitting eachother? well i didn't know i wasn't really supposed to hit hard... but we ended up fighting anyways.... hahah... damn.... i feel so fcking stupid.... shiiiiiiit.... hahaha........ ok i feel better...lol.............

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 01:07:19 GMT

ok... so yesterday all i did was think about him and thinking about how it would or wouldn't be if he was with me. But i'm guessing that, that would never happen. it's impossible. well it IS possible but.. not? yeah... whatever.haha. anyways... i kept wondering why i still like him. it's weird. it's been hella long and yet this feeling is getting stronger? i mean, c'mon what the hell! what's wrong with me?! haha... but yeeah... WHY??!!! dangit.... hahaha.. dmn... i'm friggin stupid. well g2g....yeah. alrighty L8er. Oh everything i said isn't important to any of you i just wanted to write it down.... hahahah. oh YaY... i'm not that sick anymore... i think... lol... Oh and i played Sims 2 and my DUDE had a baby... yes. DUDE. with an alien...hahah gayass...

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 02:53:48 GMT

hey dis is ashley's cuzin andrew! hahah. she don't kno i'm on it tho. hahahh! well let's see wha i should write. OkAy. i was at her house yesterday... and the day before... and the day before. i think. yee. and then at the mall these guys kept following her so me and her kept walkin faster and faster and then we ran to the arcade. and then she played ddr. and then we went to this one other store cuz she had to buy somethin fer some1 and she wouldn't tell me who it was for... that idiot... hahha shhh dun't tell her i sed that. yeah... then we went home and played need for speed underground.. ...

Thursday, November 25, 2004

Thu, 25 Nov 2004 21:33:54 GMT

she/He who ignores discipline despises him/herself,
but whoever heeds correction
gains understanding...