i got a new xanga.

hopeless__lovee

go to it.

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I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you
But I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow
Please be home tonight
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel
Every time you're here.
What would it take for me to be with you
I swear I'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed. Please be impressed.
I'd go so far to please you but I bet you wouldn't care at all
Hopeless love please leave me
This broken heart is far to weak to run for you this long
Why don't you care at all?
I'm dying for a place in your heart.

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winter break babyy.
finals are done.
im defianltly happy.

ok so now for the sad part of this update. are you ready. jackie is leaving tomorrow. she has to go to rhode island. how crazyy is tht. i don't wht imma do w/out my other half. and on top of the lisa is already gone to wisconsin. geezz all my loser friends are leaving me. not cool. i mean now im going to be verry sad over christmas break. until they get back.

but church tonight=good. it's always good. steven was there. haven't seen him in a long time. and we played christmas games at the end. tht was good. except i didn't get to play the candy cane one. b/c im stupid and can't open and candy cane w/out breaking it. but then i decided i prolly didn't want to be tht close to some people ne wayss. yeahh but i think thts about it for right now. this week//weeknd is gonna be great friday-sunday im gonna be having christmas's. then tht whole week im just gonna be enjoying the fact tht i don't have school!!! yesss..merry (early) christmas.

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christmas is in 15 dayss..eeekk i lovee christmas.

today i had drivers ed. grrrr. from 9am-5pm
it was pretyy boring, but i have to take it
or no permit for haley. and tht would be sadd.

yepp so i came home and now im sittin here
doing nothing. im veryy bored.

tomorrow i have church and then drivers ed again
from 2pm-5pm then off to church again.

mucho lovee <333

SNOWYY DAYY

ok so i woke up this morning and took a shower. and then went to see if we were out of school. and we were. i was soo excited. so i had to txt kylie jackie and lisa.then i defiantly went back to bed. today has been so good so far. i mean slept it, woke up, made some cofee, ate some breakfast, and have been laying around in my pj's.

hopefully i will get to hang out w/jackie, lisa, kylie, and maybe a few others today. i really hope so. it's a snowwyy dayy gotta take advantage of it. yess. i wanna go outside in the snow but it's prolly like -3929747829 degrees outside. so instead im just gonna stay inside.

i think thts it for now. mite update later.

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