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BigJames007
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Country: United States
State: Louisiana
Gender: Male
Interests: Lets see,I like to chill out wit da homies and play basketball and stuff like that. I work out when i can....and yeah i mess with car speakers a lot.
Expertise: I'm really good at making people laugh and
putting them in a good mood...I can "chug" certain beverages pretty fast....I always try to help my friends out if they're havin troubled times, which most of the time is about girls(go figure).
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Member Since:
10/19/2003
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| why is it...?Why is it that nothing feels right in my life right now? I'm one test away from graduating from college, and i just cant be happy. Im not completely down but it just feels like everythings off. I feel kind of hopeless and it seems like although things are going ok its just not enough to make me happy. The worst part of all of this is that it seems like talking to a friend about it doesnt help. I need something, or someone to cheer me up because i feel like sitting in my room and not doing a thing. I still am amazed that 5 months later i am still a wreck...i guess it has to do with seeing her myspace page and looking at the pictures of my little girl and mising her dearly and wondering why somebody would be this mean to me, i dont understand it at all. Well this is about all i want to bother typing right now so im going to try and get some sleep...
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| So far so...Well as probably 1 person who reads this site knows im dating this girl named heather. We've been together for about 4 months now and i love her alot and she does too. Theres only one problem...she seems to get mad very easily. Like today for instance. Ok last night she was talkin about orientation and i agreed to go see her after she got out today, but i told her that while she was at orientation i'd be workin on my car. So she gets out and calls me and then gets mad when im working on my car...Why? I told her what i was going to be doin. I'm sorry, what was i supposed to drop my tools down...look around...put my hands on my hips like im fucking superman and put my cape on and fly there or what? She got mad because i was working on my car and she thinks that working on my car is more important than her. Its starting to get old. Im sorry, but i really dont see anything wrong with working on my car sometimes. Its not like i dont spend enough time with you as it is because i love spending time with you. Why cant she just understand that i cant be giving her attention 24/7? I have other things to do sometimes and im sorry but thats just something that needs to be understood. If she was at the mall with her friends and she'd told me about it and i got out but wanted her to go meet me somewhere i woudln't get mad if she didnt leave right then and there so why should it be any different? I guess the point is she needs to be more understanding.
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| This is going here because not many people read it, and i need to get
it off my chest. Ok, so i met a girl. She's like, really cool and we
get along great and have a lot in common and i can be myself around
her. I have to say thngs are going well right now...But i cant help but
be afraid to totally take down the wall and start liking her a lot,
because of what happened in my past. Imagine falling for somebody, and
as soon as you do a month later they break up with you to go back to
there asshole boyfriend, it doesnt exactly make you very trusting
person towards grls in that way. Im fighting this, because i have a
very good feeling about this girl which i havent had in awhile..all of
the girls in the last 2 years have been ok, but this girl just has
something about her that i like. Im not alone either, she has doubts
too and thinks that im going to up and stop talking to her...It sucks
for both of us, but like i said i have a good feeling about this
and im taking it one day at a time, even though each day passes by very
slowly now.
To those of you who read this, comment on it so i'll know....thanks, and have a good day.
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| So its been a long, long time...and for some reason i'd rather post
this here then on myspace. Ok, so my friend brandon is getting married
this weekend. Yeah, married...im still in shock, i mean the dude is
like 20 years old. Its not good...not at all, i see it as a big
mistake. Some people are like "oh you should be happy for him", yeah
well i am and all...but the girl, i dunno if she's ready for this. Lets
just say that they used to fight every time i saw them over stupid
shit. That and i dont believe that she's done with her partying
stage...oh and did i mention that neither of them are even in college
and brandons going to work at walmart, and she's at a grocery store.
Basically, i think this whole thing is a huge mistake and that they
rushed into it...
But, i will bite my toung and go to the wedding and have lots of fun at the bachelor party  . I'll be sure to come back sunday with plenty of story's.
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| To Mr Brandon Flowers:
I just wanted to say thank
you for making this song.....its like the story of my life with
females, sad i know.
I'm coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his—chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go
I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside
(SIGH)
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