I don't really want to do it this way...but I figured you'd read it...

Don't punish me for having the balls to stand up to you & say what everyone else is thinking.  You can hate me all you want...I don't care...maybe it'll be better for you to hate me than yourself.  Like I said before, I'm here when you need me...but I'm not going to push anymore.  Keep in mind that this is something that can be worked out, though. 

As far as me not opening up to you...I don't open up to just anyone.  I rarely open up to people at all.  If I do, it's nice to be asked when and if something is wrong, and then have someone listen.  I don't offer up information if I don't have to.  I understand that you're the opposite.  Perhaps this will just help us understand each other better.

I've got issues...you've got issues.  It'd be nice to work these out.  So, I've giving the "ball" back to you.  Do with it as you chose.   

Time for an UPDATE!!! 

I had a date with my honey last nite.  SOOOO good...we went to 42nd Street.  Luv, luv, luved it!!!  You have no idea how much I miss being in musicals.  And it just made me realize that I shall need to make lots of money when I get a real job so I can fully appreciate the performing arts!!

I had an interesting talk with a friend the other nite.  Granted she was slightly intoxicated, but it made me realize that we are very similar.  We both would sacrifice our own happiness for the happiness of others.  I don't feel this is fair to ones self, but is this just part of being a good friend and takin' one for the team?  Somethin' to think about... 

Lent is almost here!!  I can't wait for some fun hymns!!  YEA!! 

Time for a quick update:

Well, my laptop monitor is broken, so i'm typing on my laptop, while looking at a big ol monitor connected to my computer.  A little annoying, but definitely something that's vital to your existance.

I've come to the conclusion that I'm only attractive to older men.  Tuesday at work, a man much older than me subtley flirted with me.  YIPPEE!!  And a guy in his late 50s bought me 3 drinks Friday nite at the bar!  At first I just thought it was the men in Ellsworth...but I guess not.  Hmmmm SUGAR DADDIES!  I luv my life!! 

Well, so far, classes are ok, but quite a load.  18 hours!  YIKES!  And it must be the semester for reading...it's getting old, fast. 

Well, dear ol' friends, it's about time for an update...

So, I've had a date for the past two Sundays...it was really a companionship date really, but I had a lot of fun both times.    First, we went to see Yamato, which was Japanese drumming.  Awesome stuff.  Luved it.  This past Sunday, we went to Barrage.  Stomp meets Riverdance.  It was cool...awesome music, but I was slightly disappointed with the story line. 

So in the past month, I pretty much have become a college student.  hehehe  Or maybe I've just decided to live a little.  I've done a few things that are quite uncharacteristic of me...but had fun for the most part, I guess. 

Yeah, so I recently turned 21.  Had sooooo much fun with that!  I luv my friends!!  And I 'spose I luv Aggieville, as well! 

I hate AIF!  And I'm almost convinced that Lynn Thomas is from the dark side.    But I'm actually putting forth effort and doing my homework...the stuff we are covering seems easy enough...so I had better kick some butt on this next test.

I'm afraid of my final studio project.    It will be carried over to next semester, and we'll be working with it until May.  God help us all. 

EXCITEMENT!!  I recently ordered a few CDs.  Harry Conick Jr, Michael Buble, Rod Stewart's American Songbook, and of course Barry Manilow.  I cannot wait until they come in...it'll be heaven on earth! 

Well, I hear my accounting homework calling to me...Have a fun Hump Day!