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Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Wed, 31 Oct 2007 15:48:18 GMT

Happiee Halloween Everybodiee!!!

well not much has happened. jus da same shiet. still goin to skewl, workin, spendin time wit da kiddos, n workin out. da way i view mai life is a lil different tho. ive come to understand n accept alot of things. things happen for a reason n im ok wit dat. im not gonna elaborate much. i know ur readin dis n im thankful for havin u as a friend. thanks for helpin me to understand it all. well im out for now. take care n peace out.

Friday, September 07, 2007

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Back into trainin...

Sat, 30 Jun 2007 08:11:09 GMT

omg... i have been slackin off so much. i took off workin out on mai legs for 6 mths. took off workin out on upper body 2-3 mths. everybodiee sayin i got skinniee n dat i lost mai ass. no good. i lost so much weight n muscle mass. sorry girls. i know i should be happiee dat i dont have to work out to lose weight n look skinny but dats not wat i want. i want mai bodiee toned n cut. i want mai ass to da point dat its so firm i cant put on mai jeans. lol. nah forreals tho. lookin skinniee aint everything. mai bodiee is back at 26% body fat. dat is no bueno for me. mai goal = 15-20% body fat. dats gonna take alot of strict diet n workin out, includin cardio, which i hate wit a passion. mai cardio is dancin at da clubs. hee hee. it actualliee works for me. but realliee, im gettin back into mai workout. makin time for it. back to doin 2 days of upper bodiee n one day for legs. i dont wanna over do it on legs no more. i use to do twice a week on it. but it started to affect mai knees. i miss it tho. squatin 135lbs. and pressin 270lbs. yea i got some stong ass legs. ill get back up der eventualliee. jus not as fast as i want to tho. as for mai upper bod... muscles r beginnin to show again. gettin toned in arms, shoulders, back n abs. soon imma lose dat baby fat da mai 2 boiz left me. jus startin off slow n easy. min weight jus to get use to da soreness. den imma increase mai weights. soon imma have dat bodiee dat i want n love. if ne bodiee wants to come workout wit me, jus hit me up. im still workin at da 24 in copperfield. i dont train but if u wants some pointers, let me know. i gots some basics dat will help get u started on a nice toned n sexiee bodiee. alritee. im done for da nite. still buzzed but i gotta get some sleep. laterz...

Singleness

Wed, 23 May 2007 04:45:08 GMT

yup yup. i did it. i'm single again. dats ok. im gonna take some great advice from a friend of mines. gonna chill and concentrate on maiself for a while. i think ill try it out for a year or so. jus until mai i get da position as operations manager, finish skewl and get a house. den maybe ill worry bout findin someone dat will make me happie n keep me dat way. who knows... until den ill probably get me a sugar daddie. ne volunteers?? lol...

Bored...

Thu, 10 May 2007 14:04:39 GMT

im bored. jus checkin up on mai page. looks like i havent been here in a while. been on myspace. not much to update. still workin hard. semester almost over. not doin summer skewl dis year. kids r doin fine. have a new friend. pix on myspace. www.myspace.com/janetngo

oh n workin on gettin dis phone...

aint it nice lookin? well dats bout it for now. laterz...

It's Over...

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 04:53:35 GMT

i did it. i ended it. but wen i look back, i realize dat its been over. i kept da sadness inside dis whole time til today. i couldnt hold it in no more. i let it all out. onliee problem was i was at work wen it happened. i couldnt help it. i tried to be strong but den i realized i shouldnt have to go through dis. i should have cut it off wen i wasnt happy ne more. i shouldve thot bout me. neva again. no more makin up excuses or doin it for him. no more...

Movin up n on???

Thu, 08 Feb 2007 05:13:36 GMT

lil update...

rumor is dey gonna move me up to operations manager of an active club. dont know wen or wea yet. jus gonna have to sit n wait. hmm... i wonder.

skewl is movin along pretty well too. intro to comp is a realliee easy class. principle of management seems manageable. principles of marketing... jus gotta keep up wit it. its an online class.

i think its time for me to move on. mai relationship doesnt seem to be goin ne wea. we dont see each other ne more. he rarely calls. his response to mai texts... "Busy doin homework/working..." im bein patient. tryin to see if things will settle down. i tell him i understand dat hes busy. i tell him dat im not goin ne wea. only problem is i feel dat hes not makin ne effort at all.

so wat do i do now? do i continue to be patient n wait? for how long? wat if it falls apart in da end? all dis for nuthin? i dont wanna be alone but den again i feel alone. i also dont wanna start all over again. so if dis one ends, i think im gonna take a long break. jus gonna concentrate on work, skewl, n kids.

im stressin. im losin too much weight too. somebodiee help me.... :(

First Week Back at Skewl

Sat, 20 Jan 2007 05:40:30 GMT

made it through da first week of skewl. it wasnt as bad as i thot it would be. i ended up droppin mai art class on saturday mornin. i didnt need it. havent gotten mai books yet. gonna do dat tomorrow. jus gettin started on internet class. jus gotta make time to log into it everyday. imma be hittin mai books every mon n wed evenin for all mai classes. saturday gonna be family day. take da kids out n do things. sunday gonna save for laundry n cleanin. oh n takin marcus home wen he is here. if i keep up wit mai schedule i should be ok. no procastinatin dis semester or future ones either. i gotta go get me a planner so i can write down all mai tasks n due dates. im tryin to get organized so dat i dont stress out as much.

still tryin to get staffed at work. wen i get dat done i will definitely destress maiself. prolly use some of da vacation time i accumulated over da last 9 mths ive been der. 40+ hours. aint dat something. wit a full staff i can delegate all da lil tasks to dem n worry bout da important tasks dat i have like inventory n inspections which gives me mai bonuses.

wit dis full of a schedule i hope to continue to make time for mai workout. i think i can manage to squeeze in some time. definitely mon n wed nite after work for upper body. maybe tues n thurs after skewl. but i dont get out til 10pm. barely gonna have time to get da paperwork done. maybe ill get bout 30 min to do quick leg workout. maybe split in into two days. fridays ill get in der n do some cardio. an hour worth should do. take da weekend off. well i ges i got me a work out routine again.

well from da looks of it, i pretty much got mai life all scheduled out here for da semester. one week down. 16 more to go??? *sigh*

Cha-ching!

Thu, 18 Jan 2007 05:57:38 GMT

yay! i jus found out today dat i got a bonus for something i didnt have to work for. well actualliee i am responsible in a way. as an assistant operations manager, im suppose to keep up wit da inventory. makin sure products arent expirin. makin sure no one steals dem. we try to sell things off quickly so dat we dont have alot of expired product. wen we keep dat number low, we get a bonus. so mai next paycheck on da 25th, im expected to get an extra $400. how kewl is dat? i also get bonuses wen we reach our goals for da month n on inspections each quarter. i realliee do feel dat dis is gonna be a better year.

well i finalliee start skewl tomorrow. its intro to comp. its suppose to be an easy class. i ended up droppin mai art appreciation class on saturday mornin. i could use more money in mai pocket n more sleep too. dis also allows me to be able to spend more time wit mai kids n mai "friend". it also allows me to pick up or cover saturday shifts...

which brings me to mai next topic... im in charge of da hirin so to say for da front desk staff at mai 24 hour fitness located on fm 529 n hwy 6. if ne bodiee, over da age of 18, is lookin for a full time job in which dey would like to advance in, hit me up wit a comment. wit da job u get a free membership for u n a family member. u make a decent wage along wit commission on clothes n supplements dat u sell. da hours r flexible. ur not required to do much. check peepo in, deal wit billin issues n minor member concerns. ders also a lil bit of cleanin here n der. but overall dis is a laid back job. jus until u get into da management part of it. but even der, as long as u got a team dat works together, ur job is fairly simple n easy.

well dats it for me for now. gotta get some sleep. take me some more nyquil to keep from gettin sick. nite peepos!