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BiggerThanLife
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State: Texas
Gender: Female
Interests: window shopping for clothes I wish I could fit into. , being a girl (going to the spa, manicure, pedicures, chaning my hair style and color every month), piano
Expertise: Current Height: 5' 5"
CW:120 HW:127 LW:110
GW1: 115 GW2: 110 GW3: 105 (by August 31, 2004)
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
6/7/2004
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| Although I haven't really lost weight, my clothes are feeling less snug. I'm scared to jmp on the scale. I nee dto STOP the late night eating. I need to stop eating period. I've been smoking more every day - that's not good. Especially after a drink. I'm trying to be part of a runway show next month. Hope it works out. That will definitely be my motivation to lose more weight. Tomorrow, we're heading to the beach. I want to be strong and not eat anything!! fast until monday. Sometimes I wish that I could just tell everyone that I'm anoerxic. It would definietly make things easier. | | |
| I was doing so good for the past two weeks. I could feel myself much thinner. But then I couldn't continue the fast anymore. It helps to put it in writing so here it is - STOP EATING!! I want hip bones. I want my rib cage to show. The fast begins again today. I know it's unhealthy, but I want to be thin! How bad though? I have to want it bad enough. I do want it bad enough.I like that empty feeling in my stomach. To hear it rumble and growl and to feel my head ache. The hardest part is around lunch time. How do you guys get around it? I'm caught beween smoking every time I have a craving and just eating. Which is the worst evil. For now, I'll have to think that it's eating. I'm sucha hypocrite because I hate smokers. Take care ladies. | | |
| It's been a year since trying to be ana and because that doesn't work, I resort to mia. Sitting inside the Burger King internet cafe. If I didn't just gorge on a salad and sandwich in the apt, I probably would've ordered a big fat juicy burger and milkshake. I've started to smoke to try to lose weight. The only thing is that I hate smokers. I am such a hypocrite. But to what means am I willing to lose weight? I have serious issues, I know. Smoking hasn't helped as much as I like. I want to smoke instead of eat. But I actually end of smoking after I eat. I'm worried that I will become addictied to cigarettes. I already have that feeling. And I hate the aftertaste, but menthols are good for that. Have any of you girls started smoking to lose weight? Please leave feedback and stay strong! Drop that food, toss it. Think Kate Moss! | | |
| I've been extremly, shameful bad. How can I get back on track? I guess I'll have to relive the old adage, nothing tastes as good as thin feels. But when you're stresssed out all the time, there's nothing like comfort food. Maybe some sleeping pills will help. I notice that I tend to eat late at night because I work past reasonable hours. Given my salary, I think my hourly rate is like 4 dollars an hour. I hope all you girls are doing well in your fasts. | | |
| Only 5 days to get super hot for a party this weekend. I have a super slinky shiny dress to put on Friday and a belly revealing top on Saturday. Goals for this wekk will be to work out at least 2x this week. and do the 8-6-4-2-2 diet. ( I need to eat something the last day because there will definitely be drinking involved, in which I do not wish to puke everything up.). Have a good week everyone! | | |
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