maymay is right...she is very right...she said the most accurate thing ever...

女人總是喜歡自欺欺人，相信等待。

我們都慣了騙自己，妄想等待的力量，堅信精誠所至，金石為開的道理。

yes... we do... women like to believe in lies... all those beautiful lies... we believe in waiting... waiting forever and ever, hoping that they will return, even though we know so well that they won't...

why? why?

sigh...

after all...the world is all dark...

i finally decided where to go for college next year =D

i m going to send in my acceptance deposit tomorrow~