Hey!! It's 4:54 AM!! I can't believe I'm actually up at this hour. I got up to talk to Coral before she went to sleep , but I think she might have already fallen asleep. I IM'ed her and she hasn't answered. I'm still sick I'm getting a bad cough and a sore throat and an ear infection. I hate being sick.
This is my Romantic Horoscope for today:
The cosmic atmosphere may make this an amazing day for a rendez-vous with a potential romantic parner. If you go somewhere where the music is very loud, it will be a waste of time. You need to be someplace where you can speak freely without going deal by an overdose of megawatts so that you can, at the very least, make your conquest laugh.
Well, I'm just browsing the interent, hoping that Coral might come back on before I log off. I might just stay on. I don't think I'll be able to go back to sleep anyway. Last night, while talking to Coral, I finally told her some things that I've never told anyone. I'm glad I did. I felt so much better afterward. It helped that she understood everything and why I hadn't told anyone. I still have a long way to go in dealing with everything, but that first step is always the hardest. *IM Ding* Coral's on I'm glad!! I love talking to her!! She's such a sweetheart
Ok, so, I figured I'd go ahead and tell you what Tasha IM'ed me about. She IM'ed me saying that she missed me and wanted me back and that she never knew what she had until it was gone. She said she'd been thinking about our future, that she still wanted us to have a future. I told her that I couldn't put up with all of her games anymore and that since we hadn't been talking I had been a lot better off. I don't need her in my life anymore. I don't want her in my life anymore. I told her that I didn't think we should talk at all anymore and told her goodbye and blocked her from my buddy list.
Anyway, I've been thinking a lot about college lately too. I'm hoping to be validictorian. I'm ranked second in my class with 5 other people. The person who is in first shouldn't be in the top 5 after this year. She's got pretty much all the same classes as me, but she's making C's and I'm making A's. I'm confident that I'll be a Junior Marshall. Anyway, I'm hoping to get a full schloarship to Duke University. That's a long shot because I know they don't give out many scholarships to begin with, but I really want to go there and they only way I'll be able to go is if I get a fairly large schloarship. It's too expensive. I'm working hard on keeping my grades up and taking all the AP Classes I can, so maybe, just maybe, I'll get that full schloarship.
What else has been going on? Oh yea, Dad's been talking about cars a lot to me. I really hope I get a car on my 16th birthday. My brother got a white Ford Mustang Convertible on his 16th birthday. I hope I pass my driving test too. I'm a pretty good driver. That hydroplaning thing was the first time I had even come close to wrecking. And hydroplaning is something that's kind of hard to prevent anyway. I mean, I couldn't see the puddle until I was right up on it. I just had to take my foot off the gas and pray. I wasn't going to dare try and break. My step-mom did that and almost lost her life. But anyway, 2 months 1 week 4 days. I'm such a dork. I'm counting down the days to my birthday.
Awww, Coral is so sweet!! If you could only see what she said. Muahhsss Coral!! Tee hee Anyway, I guess I'm going to end it here *Tears* I know, I know. I'm a dork...lol. I hope you all have a great day!! Peace and Love |