So i've been promising to write on here and I haven't and now i finally actually have the time to do so. This week has been hell. lol. But anyway heres what i got.....
I just watched a minute pass by. It was almost sad, to just sit there and do absolutely nothing for an ENTIRE minute. Willing knowing that the same minute was probably the worst minute or maybe even the happiest of someones elses life. The seconds, minutes, and hours just keep passing me by. It seems that its the only thing that keeps me sane in this chaotic broken world. Otherwise I think I would be lost and just live in my memories and dreams. Which might not be so bad considering how reality is.
She looks at it and instantly her stomach recoils and her hand flies to her mouth to try and control herself from throwing up. She squeezes her eyes shut and prays that she doesn't throw up what she just ate. God how she wishes she could just be happy and normal. Her eyes fill with fear as another attack hits her just as violently as the first. Eyes start to turn in her direction, and friends ask if shes alright. She looks around for an escape, finally she spots the restroom and with a laugh and a smile she makes her way from the table and friends. No one can know, because noone understands. She doesn't even understand it herself. But she knows that its her secret and hers alone. And thats how she plans to keep it. She looks up at her image in the mirror and dries that tears that have streaked her pretty face. She finishes washing up, opens the door and throws on her best smile the one that she is so well known for, and prays to God that no one asks.
~ read these however you want....but i want everyone to know that these are ideas that i get and write them down
but opinions on them would be appreciated.
court
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