Currently Listening Chapter V By Staind see related

Your voice shatters my tears that stream down

As the clear blue sky turns to dark

My eyes become red while I watch you with her

Your smile brings less hope of coming back

I ask myself what I did wrong

But the answer always makes me cry

You see my looks, dazed and full of sorrow

But walk right past with no real meaning

How can you act like nothing even happened?

The pain shoots through

Words come unglued

But only anger bring out the word regret

One mistake leaves you lying there

Blame seeps, but depths of love take over

A heart can only take so much lasting grief

And I think I’ve gone through enough shit

But I’m sorry my mind always wins

Because nothing ever comes out sweet

You should have just listened more closely

Then maybe you’d be above ground

But I always hurt the ones that mean the most

And it will rest in me forever

How can you act like nothing even happened?

The pain shoots through

Words come unglued

But only anger bring out the word regret

One mistake leaves you lying there

Blame seeps, but depths of love take over

I guess I knew it’d come back to me

But I never really accepted it

Now I sit alone in a cell

Because depths of love took over

Currently Listening Extreme Behavior By Hinder see related

this spring break has been pretty good, i got to see chris over the weekend which was cool to finally hang out with him again, but the summer is gonna be awesome cuz hes comin back down for a little bit and hopefully jesse will come down too, i stayed with aryn one night along with erica and we had some fun times there, i was feelin kinda gay that night, and i hung out with dylan everyday of spring break, i love hangin out with him even though i waste my fuckin gas just to drive out to his house jk i dont really care, and one night i stayed the night with morgan and we watched the devil's rejects and that is one fucked up movie, and then we watched the fog, and i went to go see she's the man with aryn and sydney and a lot ppl say it looks gay but i thought it was pretty funny, and morgan pierced my ears so i could have a second hole and i did a third hole but it hurt too bad to keep it in and i gaged my ears up to a double 0. and today regan came over and i got to listen to her and dylan fuckin scream at each other for like an hour, i thought it was kinda funny and obviously dylan thought the same thing, but that's basically all i did for spring break

Currently Listening Flyleaf By Flyleaf see related

we won our game last night against derby and the varsity guys won too which is a big fuckin surprise cuz derby is one of the best schools in state and we kicked their ass, idk i thougth it was pretty cool. anyways I'm trying really hard to make something work that doesn't really seem like its gonna happen but it might but maybe not, i dont fuckin know

Life's a one lonely blur
with the picture painted crooked
and all goes silent with one word of humility.
words hurt worse than a physical touch
because once your spirit shatters
your mind falls to the ground with it.
the world seems like the winds blow against you
nature looks as if death has swept us
and your eyes eliminate pity and become red.
your strength is in slow motion
because your weaknesses overcome its obstacle
as easy as a murderer's accomplishments.
trees rustle in spite of no help of wind
but with a disturbing vision of unlucky fate
with you hanging from the highest limb.
it's unfortunate that one person is your influence
and without their approval you seek in desparity
without looking beyond a pondered face.
it's hard to look into your washed away eyes
and concentrate on something called beauty
because your body shows no sign.
efforts of shaking the words gone
are vanished when you reveal a lie in your smile
pretending is just forced sympathy for your own.
fairness does not come easy in this world
so get used to constant suffering
because everyone dies alone in silent words.

Currently Listening Karma and Effect By Seether see related

the seether and shinedown concert was pretty awesome, u guys shoulda been there

was it my level of stupidity that pushed you away
was it my ignorance that made your image disappear
was it the way I looked in your eyes in desparity
was it the lies that I kept, never revealing the truth
was it my forced smile that drove you out forever
was it my selfishness that made you think less of me
was it the tears of someone seeking more than just help
was it the constant fear of soon losing a loved one
was it my choices that made you turn your back
was it my lack of beauty that made you become distant
was it the urges of wanting to bow down before you
was it the high hopes of wishing we could become one
was it my broken promise to always and forever be faithful
was it my obsession with something else besides you
was it the reflection of me falling over and over again
was it the memories of discomfort still lingering
was it my silence that made you leave me behind
was it my brutal anger that threw you out of my life
was it the seconds that ticked away for almost eternity
was it the sound of my voice calling for a second chance
or was it just the fact I was never really good enough
or was it the embarrasment of me being labeled as a failure
or was it my mistakes that left me hopelessing standing alone
you choose the reason....

these pointless moments don't soothe
the pain afflicted upon depression
it's hard to console with my own thoughts lingering
its not necessarily inhumane to think of death

open the gates of a new beginning
let us recollect our past flaws before we bow
tables turn as you touch the underground
look farther beyond an appearance
judging doesn't solve your lack of beauty

scars reopen with a breath of forgiveness
we well deserve a second chance of choice
the clock ticks counting the mistakes
hurry but don't fall into one's deceit

look foward to your planned and destined life
but whats the exhileration in already knowing
cancel that will and come to another path
throw stones and not regret a stupid action
don't hold back on expressing whats reality
lean this way and doubt your own faith
go against the only definiton of fake

but don't get lost in an ego begger than who you are
just becasue you level of bliss excells
doesn't mean your better than any other worthless soul

don't test your ability to your high because
i'll be waiting until your final defeat
then your truth disappears and never returns
but just remember one thing...
God doesn't control your destiny, no one does.

Currently Listening Testify By P.O.D. see related

well this week has basically sucked, and i really dont think things could get any worse .....that was about the worst 180 on wednesday that i've ever been to and i doubt i'll be goin back anytime soon, and then chris left and yeah everything just went downhill from there. its really not the same at school without chris, it just sucks more than i can explain. i extremely hate this