BlOndEz_R_CrAzEe's Xanga

Monday, April 12, 2004

Mon, 12 Apr 2004 14:27:25 GMT

i give up. noone comments on this site anymore! errrrrrrrrrrrrrr....so sad.....

Friday, April 09, 2004

Fri, 09 Apr 2004 13:35:08 GMT

u take until there is nothing left to be givin, i am left, all alone...

Wednesday, April 07, 2004

Wed, 07 Apr 2004 21:49:24 GMT

Hey, im kinda bored...what no one comments on my site anymore???? i see how it is.....No love, no love...

buh bye~!

Sunday, April 04, 2004

Sun, 04 Apr 2004 14:18:55 GMT

You no that thing where it says " No guy is worth making you cry and the one that is won't make you cry..." or something like that? That is soooo not true...cuz my darlings, pain is love and love is pain. Thats just how it works. Love is not all floating on clouds and walking on rainbows (thats more like when your high!) it's more of, i don't no, its LOVE! Your cry sometimes and you laugh. Mostly it's these great natural Highs that i get from love...

-holding hands laced fingers feeling the warmth he gives you.
-Leaning on his shoulder in a movie, just knowing that you guys are so close and you could fall asleep on him because he is so comforting.
-Hugging a different kind of hug that u hug friends, a longer hug with that certian feeling..
-Butterflies everytime he says, "i love you" or when he touches you, or when he first grabs you hand.
-Butterflies just thinking about him ( although those rn't so great cuz usually he is not there with u...)
-Looking into eachothers eyes, just waiting for someone to make the first move...
-Not being able to hold back a big smile when he kisses your hand or when he puts his arm around you..

There are plenty more but i have to get off this computer cuz my dad is like getting mad...errrrrrrrrrr..All i know is that love is wanting to spend everyday with him, and wanting to hear his voice as a comfort kind of thing. Well those are all my versions. I love being in love!

LOVE me-

Friday, April 02, 2004

Fri, 02 Apr 2004 22:24:58 GMT

Can you tell me how i feel? Because i can't seem to figure it out....

Thursday, April 01, 2004

Thu, 01 Apr 2004 22:13:24 GMT

Hi...
April Fools Day...
I had some tricks played on me. One very mean one about 10 minutes ago. I almost broke out crying because i didn't know what was going on. Then i realized it is april fools day and said " You HAVE to be kidding! it's april fools day, u can't be serious!" and he said, "Yup, your right. You almost fell for it too." It really sucked but i laughed it off.
New Thing....
My room and everything around me must be clean at all times. If not i like go totally psyco. For some reason i have turned in to a total neat freak in less then 4 days.Kind of odd, but that's what happened.
Today...
Had my third detention of the school year. I had to sweep the stupid leaves again. For an hour and a half. The vice principal hates me because she said i get in to trouble to much. One of my teachers hate me because they said i talk to much. This really dumb girl likes this guy, and she thinks she has a chance. It's kind of funny because no way in hell would any one from our school or anywhere, would anyone ever go out with her. She is not the kind of girl who gets the guys.

Alot more has happened to me today, but i am done typing. The house is a tad bit messy, so i am going to go clean now. Buh-Bye.

-me

Wednesday, March 31, 2004

Wed, 31 Mar 2004 21:17:12 GMT

Just felt like saying what song is on my xanga now...
Now playing on sierra's xanga: The pixies:Subbacultcha

Monday, March 29, 2004

Mon, 29 Mar 2004 18:23:16 GMT

I'm so Messed up!!

i mean, i got what i wanted. So shouldn't i be happy that i got it? I should right??? But, for some reason, i am having second thoughts. I hate that i can't make up my mind. Do you think it's because it took to long for it to happen? Or is it just because i want what i can't have, and when i have it, i don't want it? it could be either. But i'm not sure what one it is... This Sucks.....

-me

Sunday, March 28, 2004

Sun, 28 Mar 2004 23:07:48 GMT

hey...todae was fun!!!!

i regret not doing something...( haha manako u no wat it is!!!) i hope next time i will do it, or they will do it...i don't no...but i had a good time....it was fun....im happie....lalala

k luv ya! specially .::[*Him*]::.

Saturday, March 27, 2004

Sat, 27 Mar 2004 17:24:09 GMT

spring break is almost over! i am in such a weird mood...heres wat im doing...

Listening to britney spears, dancing around n cleaning...haha

i was shakin mai ass in the streets n just walked in n its earlie morning, bump bump till the break of dawn n it dont stop till the earlie mornin! haha

Luv ya sweetz! -me