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A new beginning all over again...

Thu, 27 Jul 2006 10:10:17 GMT

Hey whats up minions? Not much here just been working on my myspace name lately so I guess I kinda been brushing this one off a bunch lol. Well first of all let me introduce you to my new layout... yes you know you like it, stephanie got it for me (thank you baby lol). Well we broke up for a long time, and then I got with this girl that lived here named Ashley.... WHORE!! She left me for another guy, that I hate. Oh well... then I log onto my yahoo name.... okay yes because I wanted to see if Stephanie was on... and luckily enough she was, and she really wanted to talk to me..... Yes I know I know... the expected happened. We're back together, but what can I say... I love her and can't give her up, no matter how far she is away. It just feels like a new beginning all over again though. I mean look at me... I'm talking like I'm HAPPY, and I am. Anyways, if you want to check up on my music and all, its at the very bottom of the page, you can change the song if you like, so yes you dont have to hear that same annoying fucking song over and over again lol. I've been skateboarding a bunch lately too, and getting way better.... man things are actually kinda looking up. I love my baby stephie-poo forever!!!

Love,

+Sammy+

Sunday, July 09, 2006

Sun, 09 Jul 2006 03:39:44 GMT

Hey what's up guys?

Not much here, I'm really worried. Not about Stephanie this time ( I love you baby), but about my sister... She's pregnant and almost due, but lately she's been having labor problems, and may have the baby early. *sigh* I hope everything's alright, she just went to the emergency room right now. I'm really looking forward to being an uncle, so yeah..... anyways, honey steph, I love you baby, and you mean the world to me, bye.

Saturday, July 08, 2006

Sat, 08 Jul 2006 15:06:58 GMT

Hey what's up guys?,

There's not much up here. Have you worried so much about someone, because you love them, it may have got a little out of hand with worrying?.... Yeah, that's how it is with me. I mean, I just got back with Stephanie again so I guess you can say I'm just a tad bit shaky, but I'll get over it eventually. She means the world to me, but I don't want her hurt, mad, sad or anything wrong, y'know. I might just be over-reacting, I got off before I made another wrong move. Just I love that girl so damn much.... and I know how much she loves me, so why do I keep asking?.... I dont know either. I love my baby sooooooo much, oh man, like this one time we were both on the phone, burping to each other it was funny. We were seeing who could have a louder one, that was fun as hell I have to admit. We were just being stupid. Anyways, Stephie-poo, I love you with all my heart, mkay baby.

Love,

-+Sammy+-

Friday, July 07, 2006

Fri, 07 Jul 2006 17:43:17 GMT

GRRR WTH!!! Stephanie's mom just called me telling me never to call Steph again or she'll have me locked up. Why does she hate me so much? *sigh* I dont know, well Steph I want you to know I love you with all of my heart, and I'm so sorry.

Monday, April 24, 2006

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 16:49:39 GMT

Hey what's up guys?,

How was your guys' day? Mine, ehhh.... hmm alright I guess. I'm sooo tired, I had to lift weights today and run more. Today I'm guessing I lost about 2-5 pounds, because I haven't sweat that much since wrestling practice. Now my dad is gonna tell me to cut the grass, the backyard (which is way larger than the front yard) and has like infinite amount of bugs in it, compared to the front. Today, at the end of school, I almost got into a fight again. This guy named John was playing around and hit me in the nuts hard, so I just pushed him and kept pushing him and smacked him in the face a couple of times, he's lucky I still have my stupid contract for fighting, if I get in one fight I'm expelled. Lucky bastard, I wanted to hit him so hard right in the jaw. Good thing Nathan jumped in I was just about to punch him.... that would have been strike 3. My fist just balled up like right before Nathan got infront of me. John's gay anyways, he's not even funny he always takes shit and gets on my nerves. Anyways, now that I think about it, today sucks... because I bet you I won't even be able to talk to cortney today, as usual nowadays. Look at my cool pic and sign off sig down there.

Element

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Wed, 19 Apr 2006 21:50:16 GMT

Hey guys, I've been soooo bored lately and I'm planning to have one kick ass sleep over at my place with colton, nate, and myke. Cortney's cell phone is turned off and it may be a long while until she gets to turn it back on, which sucks so bad. I miss her sooo bad, I have to say I've never loved anyone as much as I love Cort-Cort. Anyways, I talk about her daily I need to get you guys up to date on other stuff going on with me, and I got just the kickass news. Apparently on this site called www.poetry.com I put in one of my poems, you know I thought it was a place just to post. Turns out it was a place for professionals to be chosen from, believe it or not. I got 2 letters sent from them, the first letter saying that I'm one of the top few people to have a chance to go to Las Vegas, Nevada and win either, 20,000 dollars, 10, 000 dollars, or 5,000 dollars, with also a chance of winning a 1,000 dollar scholarship and an apple ipod. The second letter came in and it was an Editor's Choice Award to ME, surprisingly. A paper with it says that my poem will be read on a cd or put in some book or something like that, and I forgot to mention I might get my stuff published, and I could get my poem on a plaque if I wanted to. Okay, all that sounds cool right? Now the downfall.... all together, it costs sooooo much money, around in the 2,000 dollar area, and it happens in July, 20. I really wanna go though.... so I got a plan.... Anyways, yeah isn't that cool!! Friggin' LAS VEGAS!!! and get a reward for more than 300 dollars.... jeez man, how lucky can I get?

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 23:31:30 GMT

Hey what's up guys? Not much here. Today kinda sucked, I found out my cell phone will probably be cut off soon so I won't be able to call Cortney in a while if it goes off. Today's our anniversary..... guess how long we talked. Probably not even 5 minutes. I won't be able to talk to her for her birthday tomorrow, because I have ASD and then she's going to go to a concert. I would add more to this entry but I have no clue what to write.

Sunday, April 09, 2006

Sun, 09 Apr 2006 11:25:09 GMT

Hey what's up minions? I'd like to order a gooden schlagin vaugin with a side of ve es may times 2. Yes.... brilliant... Sorry I'm really bored lol, you guys ask what a gooden schlagin vaugin and va es may is? It's whatever I want it to be ya' dumb bastard lol. They're words that me and my friends made up. Me and my friends have great memories and fun times to always remember I'm sure gonna miss those kids when they move. Colton and Nathan are moving, and a couple of others. Well Nathan MIGHT stay but he's most likely leaving. Matt, he just keeps pissing everyone off and doing the stupidest of things, so he's now kicked out of the group. This school year's been pretty good... I've changed a bunch this whole year. I can see the change like I've become more responsible, more mature, I still have my times for being immature too though lol. Overall I'd have to say this year went pretty good for me. I actually do pretty much all my homework, I've had a WHOLE lot of laughs, I even had my time to cry, and I found the love of my life, Cortney. I'm so friggin' lucky!!! .... This calls for an ancient dance..... FOXTROT!!! I've been so happy lately. You should listen to this band Panic! at the disco. Here's the cd Lyrics and numbers. I would put more but I ran out of room so I'll just put the really good songs down.

5. "Camisado"

The I.V. and your hospital bed
This was no accident
This was a therapeutic chain of events

This is the scent of dead skin on a linoleum floor
This is the scent of quarantine wings in a hospital
It's not so pleasant
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal

The anesthetic never set in and I'm wondering where
The apathy and urgency is that I thought I phoned in
It's not so pleasant.
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal

Just sit back, just sit back
Just sit back and relax
Just sit back, just sit back
Just sit back and relapse again

Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back

You're a regular decorated emergency
You're a regular decorated emergency

This is the scent of dead skin on a linoleum floor
This is the scent of quarantine wings in a hospital
It's not so pleasant.
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal

The anesthetic never set in and I'm wondering where
The apathy and urgency is that I thought I phoned in
It's not so pleasant.
And it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal
But we deal, we deal

Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back
Sit back, sit back, relax, relapse
Sit back, sit back, bababada
You can take the kid out of the fight

You're a regular decorated emergency
The bruises and contusions will remind me what you did when you wake
You've earned a place atop the ICU's hall of fame
The camera caught you causing a commotion on the gurney again

You're a regular decorated emergency
The bruises and contusions will remind me what you did when you wake
You've earned a place atop the ICU's hall of fame
The camera caught you causing a commotion on the gurney again

Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax
Sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back
Sit back, sit back, relax, relapse
Sit back, sit back, bababada
You can take the kid out of the fight

The I.V. and your hospital bed
This was no accident
This was a therapeutic chain of events

6. "Time To Dance"

Well, she's not bleeding on the ballroom floor
Just for the attention.
Cause that's just ridiculously on.
Well, she sure is going to get it
Here's the setting
Fashion magazines line the walls now
The walls line the bullet holes

Have some composure
Where is your posture?
Oh, no, no
You're pulling the trigger
Pulling the trigger
All wrong
[x2]

Give me envy, give me malice, give me your attention
Give me envy, give me malice, baby, give me a break!
When I say "Shotgun", you say "Wedding"
"Shotgun", "Wedding", "Shotgun", "Wedding"

She didn't choose this role
But she'll play it and make it sincere
So you cry, you cry
(Give me a break)
But they believe it from the tears
And the teeth right down to the blood
At her feet
Boys will be boys
Hiding in estrogen and wearing Aubergine dreams
(Give me a break)

Have some composure
Where is your posture?
Oh, no, no
You're pulling the trigger
Pulling the trigger
All wrong
[x2]

Come on this is screaming "Photo op." op...
Come on
Come on
This is screaming
This is screaming
This is screaming "Photo op."

Boys will be boys, baby
Boys will be boys
Boys will be boys, baby
Boys will be boys

Give me envy, give me malice, give me your attention
Give me envy, give me malice, baby, give me a break!
When I say "Shotgun", you say "Wedding"
"Shotgun", "Wedding", "Shotgun", "Wedding"

Boys will be boys
Hiding in estrogen and boys will be boys
Boys will be boys
Hiding in estrogen and wearing Aubergine dreams

7. GOOD SONG!! "Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off"

Is it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch your skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no you know it will always just be, me

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus
In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off?
(Let's pick up, pick up)

Oh now I do recall, we were just getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention.
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I’d let you kill this chorus?

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster

I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no you know it will always just be, me

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
And hold a lover close
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster

10. GOOD SONG!! (played on site) "I Write Sins Not Tragedies"

Oh, well imagine, as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor,
and I can't help but to hear, no I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words:
"What a beautiful wedding! What a beautiful wedding!" says a bridesmaid to a waiter.
"And yes, but what a shame, what a shame, the poor groom's bride is a whore."

I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of...

Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne
Oh! Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne, pour the champagne

I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Again...

I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Again...

12. GOOD SONG!! "There's A Good Reason These Tables Are Numbered Honey. You Just Haven't Thought Of It Yet"

Please, leave all overcoats, canes and top hats with the doorman.
From that moment you'll be out of place and underdressed.
I'm wrecking this evening already and loving every minute of it.
Ruining this banquet for the mildly inspiring and...

Please, leave all overcoats, canes and top hats with the doorman.
From that moment you'll be out of place and underdressed.
I'm wrecking this evening already and loving every minute of it.
Ruining this banquet for the mildly inspiring and...

When you're in black slacks with accentuating, off-white, pinstripes
Whoa, everything goes according to plan.

I'm the new cancer, never looked better, you can't stand it.
Because you say so under your breath.
You're reading lips "When did he get all confident?"

Haven't you heard that I'm the new cancer?
Never looked better, and you can't stand it

Next is a trip to the, the ladies room in vain, and
I bet you just can't keep up (keep up) with these fashionistas, and
Tonight, tonight you are, you are a whispering campaign.
I bet to them your name is "Cheap", I bet to them you look like shh...

Talk to the mirror, oh, choke back tears.
And keep telling yourself that "I'm a diva!"
Oh and the smokes in that cigarette box on the table,
they just so happen to be laced with nitroglycerin.

I'm the new cancer, never looked better, you can't stand it.
Because you say so under your breath.
You're reading lips "When did he get all confident?"

Haven't you heard that I'm the new cancer?
Never looked better, and you can't stand it

Haven't you heard that I'm the new cancer?
I've never looked better, and you can't stand it

Haven't you heard that I'm the new cancer?
I've never looked better, and you can't stand it

And I know, and I know, it just doesn't feel like a night out with no one sizing you up.
I've never been so surreptitious, so of course you'll be distracted when I spike the punch.

And I know, and I know, it just doesn't feel like a night out with no one sizing you up.
I've never been so surreptitious, so of course you'll be distracted when I spike the punch.

And I know, and I know, it just doesn't feel like a night out with no one sizing you up.
I've never been so surreptitious, so of course you'll be distracted when I spike the punch.

13. "Build God, Then We'll Talk"

It's these substandard motels on the (lalalalala) corner of 4th and Freemont Street.
Appealing only because they are just that un-appealing
Any practiced catholic would cross themselves upon entering.
The rooms have a hint of asbestos and maybe just a dash of formaldehyde,
And the habit of decomposing right before your very (lalalala) eyes.

Along with the people inside
What a wonderful caricature of intimacy
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy

Tonight tenants range from: a lawyer and a virgin
Accessorizing with a rosary tucked inside her lingerie
She's getting a job at the firm come Monday.
The Mrs. will stay with the cheating attorney
moonlighting aside, she really needs his money.
Oh, wonderful caricature of intimacy.

Yeah (Yeah)

And not to mention, the constable, and his proposition, for that "virgin"
Yes, the one the lawyer met with on "strictly business"
as he said to the Mrs. Well, only hours before,
after he had left, she was fixing her face in a compact.
There was a terrible crash (There was a terrible crash)
Between her and the badge
She spilled her purse and her bag, and held a "purse" of a different kind.

Along with the people inside
What a wonderful caricature of intimacy
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy

There are no raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses.
It's sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses
At the shade of the sheets and before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.

Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses
It's sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses
At the shade of the sheets and before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.

Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy

Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses
It's sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses
At the shade of the sheets and before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.

Raindrops on roses and the girls in white dresses
And the sleeping with the roaches and the taking best guesses
At the shade of the sheets and before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.

Sunday, April 02, 2006

Sun, 02 Apr 2006 01:05:53 GMT

Hey whats up minions? Today started off good.... but ended bad. I was skateboarding down a hill today, really really fast, chasing my friend..... then I pushed down on the nose accidently and fell hitting my head really hard. I think I was knocked out for a while.... then we went to Colton's house and I stayed there for a while, until I started throwing up (I was by the toilet so it's alright). So then we're off to the hospital, and my dad comes because colton's mom wanted to call him. I couldn't remember anything when I was at Colton's house..... I almost cried, until I started praying..... yes... I prayed. Then I thought of the person I love more than anything in the world... Cortney, I slowly started remembering things peice by peice. I'm lucky that I'm still alive from how hard I hit my head on the ground especially at that speed. I love Cortney soooooo much.... she may not believe it but she saved me in a way. Nothing in this world except death will keep me from Cortney... I love you baby and always will.

Waiting...

Tue, 21 Mar 2006 12:27:21 GMT

Hey, what's up minions? I'm just waiting for Cortney to get out of school so we can talk, man she get's out at 3, what kinda shit is that!? lol. I sit here and watch spongebob squarepants the movie, like every morning, and play mario and donkey kong thinking about Cortney. It's torture I tell you, and me and my band should be practicing for the talent show, but it's hard when noone seems to care so much. Everyone just plays around all day and it pisses me off I at least try to come up with something. The talent show is coming REALLY soon, like when we go back to school. We got three days to practice then the real thing. Plus, those three days it's after school practicing, so it'll be hard for me, because I'll probably be thinking of Cortney the whole time. I love Cortney so much I don't know what I'd do without her. Anyways, so what's been up with some of you peeps like I said it's been a while since I've actually posted so is there something you guys would like to talk about? Anything, go ahead and post it here. When I get a pic of Cort-Cort I'll show you guys how beautiful she is. Sammy's gonna head out now, I got a donkey kong game to beat, lol. I've already beaten 2 lol.