Things are calm again.  I went to a soccar game today.  I saw my ex there :( I do miss him at times, but i know it couldn't have worked out what w/ the distance.  Well at least he didn't ignore me all together, but i still feel like poo for any hurt that i may have caused him.......

College is a lot of fun, I ended up w/ a 3.44 gpa (deans list is 3.5 (dang it!))

Peace!

What? Is this the time to screw with Kallie? I can't seem to understand.  It's like every male has gotten together to mess with my head.  I can't seem to understand why people hate me so much.  I count 4 guys in a span of 3 weeks that have crushed me into little bitty fine grain pieces.  GOOD JOB!

The one thing that really sux, is that I take everything hard.  It's these stupid female emotions, they suck.  Life is suck, thats the honest to goodness truth.

I can't seem to take this much longer......here is my away message for the night:

Going to bed 'cause I hate you all.... everyone has successfully played a hand in my emotional demise.  You should be proud of yourselves.  Because of people like you, I am what I am.  Now I hate everyone.  Good job. You have successfully created another lifeless soul that will mindlessly go through life taking hit after hit until they are dead.  Go ahead and pat yourself on the back.

Wow.....life is interesting......

Todd is still not talkin to me....still sortin stuff out, I miss him a lot and can't wait to hear from him again....

Well, I got back from class and checked my away messages.....one of which was from my ex...Patrick. Wtf?!  I hope he was only kidding when he said "I love you" cause i can't deal with that right now.

My life is screwed up right now, thats for dang sure!