Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired that way. Because without it, I don't know; maybe we just wouldn't feel real. What's that saying? Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop

xanga's old. get a facebook its cooler And I really dont feel like messing with xanga anymore! Im too busy with soccer, my friends and hot boy to care about xanga blah leave comments i suppose, even tho I wont check them.

"The world is full of unexpected twists and turns. Just when you’ve gotten the lay of the land, the ground underneath you shifts. It knocks you off your feet. If youre lucky, you end up with nothing more than a flesh wound, something a band-aid will cover. But some wounds are deeper than they first appear, and require more than just a quick fix. With some wounds, you have to rip off the band-aid, let them breathe and give them time to heal."

My weekend consisted offff...work...best friends Work...mommy...hotttt boyyy work....home tanning. Wow I lead an exciting life. Two days left of tryouts.

"And still there are times when it just gets away from you. No matter how hard you fight it, you fall. And it's scary as hell. Except there's an upside to freefalling. It's the chance you give your friends to catch you."

It's kinda sad that I have learned to deal with things like this. Being strong means being heartless. Tell me, how do your scars feel after the wounds heal?

Sooccaaaaa! Wooot Tryouts have been all this week! They've been pretty good not like I thought they'd be. I cant wait for this weekend, today is hummmmmmp day! Friday I work after practice and I better get a visit from a stud or I'll be very disapointed! Then after work we gotta GN on our hands mwhwahahahahha. I get extremly excited just thinking about it Saturday Im  suppose to be hanging out with Rossco so we'll after he gets done with his weightlifting meet and his district bball game! eeeek! Comments I like them mucho!

It looks like im forced to be in that picture and that I have a double chin?, that Kenz and Lauryn are just chillin, Sydda is squished and Allies about to kick some bitches ass with the brass nuckles hahah i love crazy nights!

Mommys home!!! She made it!

TOP TEN FAVORITE THINGS OF THE WEEKEND

1. Dirty Dump Truck.

2. KC with my favorites...and looking pretty darn sexy at that

3. Road Rage...in several different forms.

4. Almost getting my ass kicked in Platte City

5. Almost kicking some fat asses at Walmart

6. Spitting chocolate sauce on Lauryn's eye

7. Getting to see hot boy for at least for 5 minutes

8. Dancing our asses off in Faucett

9. Taking random pictures while taking a piss..cough cough (lauryn)

10. Wardrobe changes in the car and Mcdonalds

mwahahah. I love mis  chicas