Currently Reading Love Hina (Book 2) By Ken Akamatsu see related

Hey,

This may sound weird coming from me but lately Ive been feeling really lonely.I know I have all my friends and theyre great but still. I just get lonely pretty easily which goes hand in hand with boredom. Ive had entries like this before saying the same thing and how I wanted to change that but lately Ive been thinking Its not going to change and Ill just always feel like this. I know its my fault in the end for being stubborn... But I cant help it. Ive begun to lose confidence in alot of stuff like my grades, my looks(haha), my personality, and my art. I guess you could read this and think "Oh, great another stupid little emo kid crying over stupid things." but I cant help it.  Also Ive been trying more to appreciate things more. I know everyone thinks Im mean because I make fun of them but I cant really help it. Its just who I am. I dont even mean half of the things I say and the only reason I say them is because Im stubborn and spiteful. So yeah this is also a kind of apology to those Ive been mean to. Sorry...

Well yeah I hope I can figure out someway to feel better. And yeah........

Currently Playing There Is Nothing Left to Lose By Foo Fighters see related

OKOKOK
 I NEED TO DO SOEMTHING THIS WEEKEND OR IM GOING TO HAVE A BREAKDOWN.
I havent done anything in soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long its horrible.
So If you have something to do IM me at The unsaid truth

~Teh Jo3

Currently Playing Maybe I'll Catch Fire By Alkaline Trio see related

- Radio

        Autumn

I can really feel the Autumn air,
That old crisp smell,
Its a begining and an end,
All the colors start to blur,
This is when everything seems to happen,
The beginings and the ends,
The end of friendships,
The begining of Others.
And I have this feeling,
That this will be a defining year,
I can only hope I dont screw it up.

~Joseph Belotti - October 11, 2004~

Currently Playing Insomniac By Green Day see related

- Brain Stew -

HEy,
Nice early morning entry waiting for Dani to come pick me up. WEll yeah everythings going good, I might have alot of hw this weekend but thats ok :D. So yeah i feel like hangin out this weekend so if you make plans include me. LOL. ok well w.e.
~Joe
p.s.


KERRY!!!!!!