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Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 01:05:33 GMT

So yeah by now im used to not getting things I want in life so its no surprise its probably going to happen again.

Saturday, November 06, 2004

Sat, 06 Nov 2004 15:15:36 GMT

Hey,

This may sound weird coming from me but lately Ive been feeling really lonely.I know I have all my friends and theyre great but still. I just get lonely pretty easily which goes hand in hand with boredom. Ive had entries like this before saying the same thing and how I wanted to change that but lately Ive been thinking Its not going to change and Ill just always feel like this. I know its my fault in the end for being stubborn... But I cant help it. Ive begun to lose confidence in alot of stuff like my grades, my looks(haha), my personality, and my art. I guess you could read this and think "Oh, great another stupid little emo kid crying over stupid things." but I cant help it. Also Ive been trying more to appreciate things more. I know everyone thinks Im mean because I make fun of them but I cant really help it. Its just who I am. I dont even mean half of the things I say and the only reason I say them is because Im stubborn and spiteful. So yeah this is also a kind of apology to those Ive been mean to. Sorry...

Well yeah I hope I can figure out someway to feel better. And yeah........

Saturday, October 16, 2004

Sat, 16 Oct 2004 12:46:29 GMT

OKOKOK
I NEED TO DO SOEMTHING THIS WEEKEND OR IM GOING TO HAVE A BREAKDOWN.
I havent done anything in soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long its horrible.
So If you have something to do IM me at The unsaid truth

~Teh Jo3

Monday, October 11, 2004

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 22:29:02 GMT

Autumn

I can really feel the Autumn air,
That old crisp smell,
Its a begining and an end,
All the colors start to blur,
This is when everything seems to happen,
The beginings and the ends,
The end of friendships,
The begining of Others.
And I have this feeling,
That this will be a defining year,
I can only hope I dont screw it up.

~Joseph Belotti - October 11, 2004~

Friday, October 01, 2004

Fri, 01 Oct 2004 07:18:36 GMT

HEy,
Nice early morning entry waiting for Dani to come pick me up. WEll yeah everythings going good, I might have alot of hw this weekend but thats ok :D. So yeah i feel like hangin out this weekend so if you make plans include me. LOL. ok well w.e.
~Joe
p.s.

KERRY!!!!!!

Monday, September 27, 2004

Mon, 27 Sep 2004 00:27:44 GMT

So far this weekends been awesome!
Hangin out with Yuchen and Tita. Making cookies and eating them with ice cream on top.
Rock count down at Jiggly Tity's house with C-dog and Chantity. Than the carnival. "OMG OMG OMG!! I HATE YOU I HATE EVERYBODY!!!! IM GONNA KILL YOU CARRISSA IM GONNA SHOOT YOU!!!"~Jesse on the roller coaster haha. Than today was alot of fun too. Watching movies at Jesse's. The Nightmare Before Christmas, Labrynth, and 2 Fast 2 Furious.

MUCH LOVE
~Joe

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

Tue, 21 Sep 2004 23:26:51 GMT

Ok,

This is kindve a weird thing for me to post... But yeah lately Ive been feeling kindve lonely. Not that my friends arent great or anything. I just have been. Ive been thinking alot about relationships too.() Yeah so I really want to try and find a boyfriend. Heh. Easier said than done.() I'm sick of never being able to see people because they live to far away. So I want to find someone close by. But still I dont really know... About like... Anything... Advice/Help appreciated.
~Joe("I still felt imprisoned in that prison that is myself"-Bright Eyes-From A Balance Beam)

Sunday, September 19, 2004

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 15:43:36 GMT

Ok,
Theres going to be a Green Day, Sugarcult, and NFG concert at the Continental Airlines Arena October 30th. I need people to go with or I cant go. If I dont go I will cry... For at least a week...

Tickets=35$
Date=October 30th
Time=7:30pm (were getting there way earlier biotches so prepare to wait like 3 hours.)

If you get me your money by the 24th I can order the tickets although Im still checking about that. Also for transportation if my mom drives i can only bring 3-4 others. If you think you can go call my cell and tell me IMMIDIETLY GOD DANMIT. If you dont have my number IM me @ I luv BJA 4eva.

Going to a Green Day concert would be the highlight of my life. I HAVE TO GO GOD DaNMIT!!!!!!!!

Saturday, September 18, 2004

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 23:31:28 GMT

Hello,

OK so yeah started KHS. I LOVE IT. ITS SOOOOO GREAT. I met a couple new ppl like Jesse, Carrissa, Bridget, Squierrell, Nicole, and Chantal. They're all so great. My schedule is perfect, I love it. Japanese is awesome! I love it sooooooooooooo much. And I saw Derrick. Hes wonderful as usual^.~*. Yeah nothing really newgoing on besides that.
~J03("Thank you friends for the time we shared. My love stays with you like sunlight and air." - Bright Eyes - Method Acting)

Sunday, September 12, 2004

Sun, 12 Sep 2004 00:47:39 GMT

Yes more memegen quizes...

Which member of green day will cheat on their wife for you? by HaHaYoureDead5
name
age
member	Billie Joe
how many times do you fuck each other?	108
does he stay with you?	yes-he likes your sex
do you get pregnat with their kid?	no
how many kids?	28

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what green day lyrics from a song are you? by desensitized620
Nickname
Age
Sex
Real Name
Lyrics:	My eyes feel like they’re gonna bleed dried up and bulging out my skull my mouth is dry my face is numb fucked up and spun out in my room on my own... here we go

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Who is your Green Day Loverrrr? by dry_ice_for_billie
Username
Age
Sexual Preference
Your Member	Billie Joe
What you guys do	make out....for hours on end
Afterwards...	he runs away

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What Green Day song are you? by MyLosersLuck
Name
Month of Birth
Your Green Day song	JAR
Your band member lover	Billy

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