ohmygod.

this silly boy says he wants to settle down. things hurt him. hah well i know these things aren't the things i'm doing. so f*ck it. yeahhh.

anyways. today i was feeling sick and horrible i looked forward to one thing

it didn't happen.

oh god. i want some food, and i cant have any.

life is not peachy, and everything feels cold.

for some reason none of my friends seem to care about me anymore.

How could you do this to me? / Look at what I made for you / It never was enough, and the world is what I gave to you. / I used to be love struck / Now, I'm just f*cked up. *sigh*

 that is me and one of my bestiesss.

 Oh, I should have NEVER wished for this.

sometimes things feel like they're perfect...
in time, you learn things aren't always what they appear to be,
and people..just dont change. *sigh*

anyways. i had a blast last night.

leave me some comments to get back to.

<333zara.

people just dont randomly say "#### girls" everywhere, and still care about you.
oh..PA-LEEZ.

Nikki && Zara OWNNN you.

okay okay.

it's true, as cliche as it is, that you REALLY do find out who your real friends are. everyone backstabs, and i feel like i have no real friends except farin.

i just got back from the show. there was a lot of drama, && i didn't like that but it was fun regardless...

i feel so sick.

i might throw up again, so i think i'll go lie down.

&& wait for the phone to ring.

me and billy bonded tonight. i loveee her. <3

i need to communicate better. and i love someone.

****EDIT****

F*ck what i said it dont mean sh*t now.

(about the love thing.) hah gab.

anyways. i got rejected without the

person using any words at all.

thats the worst way right? well

whatever. when i'm with my friends

my heart is whole, and bestfriends

always come back. right?

Currently Listening Who Is Mike Jones? By Mike Jones back then see related

so i've noticed i update this every two days.

well, i'm pretty much happy now.

life is fantastic && it's treating me well.

i feel like i did back in those days of when i was happy. and i can tell all new good memories are going to come.  that was really cheesy. guhh-ross. hehe.

well yeah. leave me some comments && i'll holla back.

so i'll sit and wonder, how your making out. but as for me i wish that i was anywhere, with anyone. making out.. good ol' dashboard confessional.