why am i like this?
why am i sad?
why am i filled with anger and rage?

is this who i really am?
is this who i really want to be?
why am i showing emotions when i told myself long ago to throw your emotions away?

vindictiveness
hate
jealousy
rage
confusion
Curiosity
sexual desires
the truth
the false
the clenched fists
the grinding teeth
the look ready to kill
a basilisks glare

i look at my fellow young adults
i look at the generation behind mine
i see these qualities in everyone
nothing really needs to be done here

late bloomer......thats what i am a late....bloomer

questions....
Why am i so pathetic?
why can't i be strong?
why can't i be smart?

these are the typical thoughts of every human being
power is what we want
power exists in money
money causes greed
greed turns to jealousy
jealousy turns to hate
hate ......... leads to mental torture

On the outside ones with money have all the power they need
but on the inside they're crying for help
they're crying but sadly they soon realise that they gave up all their friends for greed and forced them to work for your own pleasures......

im pretty much writing this bc im just plain bored out of my mind and it;s something thats been on my mind for a while

urrrrmmmmm

im back....for a short time

well i havn't posted here in ages it seems. I look at this site and i think of good times...and i think of bad times.......was that really who i was back last Halloween???...heh oh well....it doesn't matter anymore.......i guess that was my last halloween that had.....no more party time...not more child-like qualities....no more anything........

im 19 yet i act like im 7
im almost 20
im scared....it's true
but then again who isn't?

i look in the mirror and i see a waste of space
i look at my family my sister and she fills in my place
They look at me weird because no one understands me
I don't care what they say i'll be who i want to be

this isn't a really a poem
and it's not really a song
i was just bored
and i wanted to write this blog that is so long

i feel so disconnected
i feel so stressed
but i keep my head held high
bc even i know that i can make a difference

I can change who i am
i can alter my time and space
I can be who i want to be
A find my place

Things now might seem sad
but i know that somethings will make me glad
Yes, They will make me glad
becase i make them glad

i do not realise that i make a lot of people happy
I do not realise that i make people laugh
I know that some people hate seeing me sad.
But do not worry i will soon be glad

I want to be something great.
I want to be someone who is strong
i want to be someone who is smart
maybe i am....idunno

anyway im bored now and this song writing sucks
so im gunna go for now PEACE OUT

Bllllaaaahhh

Hahahaha

muahahahahahahaha

muahahahahahahaha

Sincerely the Unknown