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Blooshka
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Country: United States
State: Indiana
Metro: Muncie
Birthday: 10/27/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: church, hockey, music, relaxing, football, scrapbooking, photography, friends, family, coffee, nail polish, fun pens, movies, having fun, candles, hair stuff, purses, shoes, cooking, quesadillas, belts, markers, rain, snow, picture frames, swimming, extreme tubing on the lake, sunshine, kisses, hot tubs, kites, motorcycles, chapstick, fun&cheap jewelry, tootsie rolls, random thoughts, laughing a lot, smiling and showing off my pretty teeth, cute hair, chocolate, water skiing, cuddling, holding hands, pudding, eyes, lips, perfume, underwear, cooking, grilling, dogs, sexy music, Starbucks, trail mix, beef jerky, the ocean
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
11/9/2005
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| Who really knows anymore???At this point in my life I feel like I need to get my priorities straight. Right now and forever I need God to be first on the list. If I must be honest with myself.... this hasn't been happening lately. I feel like He is the only person who will save me from anytime, but especially those times where things are going good and then come crashing down. I need Him there for assurance and REAL love. Not everchanging human love, but real Godly love. It is very much like stability. I believe He will lead me to my human love that he wants me to have on Earth, but for now I think he is telling me to focus on loving him and myself before loving others. I know this may sound confusing, but I do hope this happens to you reading this someday because it kinda makes you sit back and think.
Peace until later days,
Stephanie | | |
| Dazed and ConfusedSometimes I wonder if anybody, besides my family, would miss me if I just up and moved out of the country for like a half a year. Maybe I should try it sometime. Sometimes I get to thinking and then sometimes it just consumes me for a little bit. I guess I am in one of those kind of random moods. Sometimes I want to say the hell with everything and not worry about anything. Sometimes I wonder if I said what was on my mind what would happen. I think some people might get really mad at me or they would just laugh and be happy and silly. Sometimes I'd rather just not say anything to save them the frustration of their thoughts, but there are days when I would just really like to blow. I know I don't seem like a very angry or upset person, but there comes a time when there's not much more you can do. Although I don't think I would ever go off anybody.... rather it would come out in my tears that I cry. But even on this Xanga thing you can't be completely honest with what you're saying, for fear and unknown person may be reading or someone who you really don't want to read your blogs. I guess maybe I should start keeping a personal journal or something so I don't have to worry about that. Just a way to cope with whats inside I guess. But, anways on a brighter note, it was very gorgeousful outside today. Nice and sunny and windy!!! YAY.... can't wait to go home for Easter this weekend. I am definitely in need of some chill time with my family and some close friends. | | |
| Wedding SongOne day, when I get married, I will have this song played at my wedding.
| Artist: Garth Brooks Lyrics |
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Song: To Make You Feel My Love Lyrics
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When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I would offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love
When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love
I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong
I'd go hungry, I'd go blind for you
I'd go crawling down the aisle for you
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love
The storms are raging on a rolling sea
Down the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
But you ain't seen nothing like me yet
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
Make you happy, make your dreams come true
To make you feel my love
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Randomly,
Stephanie : ) | | |
| Today is not a good day for self-esteem. | | |
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