Yeah... poor xanga :) I still love you -cuddles with xanga- 

Again, I can't wait until prom, it's going to be tons of fun.  But lately i've been very upset because I don't even know if Daniel is going to put forth the effort to get everything done on time.  Which angers and upsets me to the highest extent.  If I could i'd do everything myself, but... well... I can't this time...

 

Sittin next to my bed one day,
I buried my head,
and I cried that day
'Cus everybody knows
 What the hell is going on,
The way my tears so suddenly flow
All those days I spent all alone
Walking down that one somber road
Thinking that all my hope was gone

Because bein with you is like standing in the sun
Feelin' it's warmth and undoing what was done
Dancing in the grass and just havin' so much fun
It must be you

I got a phone call from some nurse one day
She used some jargen and spoke some words
But then she just claimed that he'd be okay
I had no idea what to do
my world seemed to spin round' n upside down
I felt so jarred and so askew
I came right over as soon as I could
But that was just all I could do
I just stared and cried and groaned and stood

Because bein with you is like standing in the sun
Feelin' it's warmth and undoing what was done
Dancing in the grass and just havin' so much fun
It must be you

After everything had been taken away
After all the pictures had been taken down
My mom came to me and said "Some day
You will understand, he is everywhere you are
He is the sun and the stars
He'll never be very far

Because bein with you is like standing in the sun
Feelin' it's warmth and undoing what was done
Dancing in the grass and just havin' so much fun
It must be you

Yeah, an old poem