| | Wow, this thing is still up, crazy, well I've been through the trials and tribulations of having a girlfriend, falling in love, yadayada... found myself a crazy one, apparently, yet I loved her, I guess I was mad, stuck with her through the drama, changed a little for her, yet we didn't end up together, I was lost for a minute, contemplated death, of course not suicide, but death, what if I died right then, would I be satisfied, so I've changed my existence, I'm now an EMT, and have a more respectable job, yet its not where I want to be for the rest of my life, so I'm on the move, going back to school, I put it off for her, my mistake, she probably believes I'll go nowhere but I will in time, I have a better head surfacing from the spineless entity I once was. Jack in the Crack, is in the past, I can't say I'll ever step in another one, but at least I'll never eat that crap again...haha! I'll probably find some other crap to infest into my damaged body, but I'm an organic fiend now. I'm healthier then I've ever been, and actually have a lot more determination, I'm getting further adequate in my world, yet I'm still lonesome, but I have real friends for once, and I have a responsibility to them. I can't put them off or my life, we have places to go, and people to make fun of, so we are on our way, just have to make it past these stages in our lives, we'll all be better off in the end, and find the pathway to.... |
