Happy New Year!

Well it is the new year, and I am jobless, lol. I had a wonderful time in florida with Steffan and my parents. It was Steffan and my Dad's first time flying. I forgot how exciting it was. I don't like roller coasters, but I sure did like that. The new year, has been kind of wishy washy for me. As for florida, we left on Christmas Day, and arrived in Florida about 7:00pm that night. We were all tired, so just kind of chilled out, and passed out. The next day, we went to Disneys Animal Kingdom on the 26th, which was also my dad's birthday, we had a lot of fun there, some of the things we did was the the triceratop spin, which was like the wildcat, we did the ride called Dinosaur, we looked at all the animals, went on Kilamanjaro Safaris, and saw A Bug's Life in 3-D. Steffan and my Dad also did Kahli River Rapids, which they were on a raft, and floated under waterfalls, Steffan got soaked, but seemed like he had a great time. Too bad he was sick for most of the trip after that. A show that we all enjoyed was The Festival of the Lion King, that was an excellent show. The other show, Tarzan was not so good, and I felt like I was at a Wilson Phillips concert at first. After Animal Kingdom, we went to the Race Rock Restaurant for my Dads Birthday dinner, it is a restaurant owned by a couple of race car drivers. The food was so so good, my hamburger was juicy, and meaty, I enjoyed that. That night we were all pooped, so we all crashed. The next day, we went to Disney MGM Studios, and had a great day, not as fun as Animal Kingdom, but still a good time. One of the things we did there was saw how Disney Animation came together. The film they had just finished was Chicken Little, so we got to see how that movie came to life. We split up after a while, Steffan and I rode Star Tours, the Star Wars Ride, which we waited 2 hours for, we also did Sounds Dangerous Starring Drew Carey, that was a neat film, and luckily no wait. Steffan and my Dad rode the Tower of Terror, Dawn and I kept our feet planted on the ground as they plummeted. The 3 of them rode Aerosmiths Rock N Roller Coaster. The neat thing is that Steven Tyler, the lead singer of Aerosmith, was on a couple of coasters in front of them, riding that ride, and he was in the gift shop when I was, but I didn't get to see him. They didn't believe me, so we asked the guy workin the cash register, and he confirmed it. Later that night, we all went to a show called Fantasmic, it was a Stadium surrounded by water, that had and island in the middle. Basically Fantasmic, was like Fantasia. Had water flowing by the audiences faces, and in the water, were images of Different Disney movies, but they also had characters on the island doing different things, and boats circling the island with characters, it was a really neat show. We also did the Great Movie Ride, you are in this car, and it basically rides you through the movies. Some movies it rode us through was, Singin in the Rain, Alien, and the Wizard of Oz, I can't think of the rest, but there were a few more. We left there kind of early, cuz I wasn't feeling so good, but we did get to do quite a bit. Wednesday, we went to Daytona Beach. Daytona Beach, was the relaxing day, the flight, and the two theme parks, was just too much at once, so a nice break in between felt awesome. The sand in between my toes was amazing, and we collected seashells left and right. They also had this ride that went right over the pier, and took you over the water, it was really neat, and set up like a ski lift. After we rode that, we walked the boardwalk, and played some games. Steffan won Sue a souveneir cup, which was awesome, I added a few tickets here and there, but not many. When we were done foolin around, we just sat on one of the beaches, and enjoyed the hot sun, with the nice breeze, and listened to some music, on my new cell phone, which has an MP3 player built right in it, Steffan bought me that for christmas. After Daytona, we had a good dinner, and Steffan and I went to this place called the Magical Midway, it was right on International Drive, and just had like amusement park rides, and go-karts. The go-kart tracks, were so neat, they were like 3 stories high with lots of twists turns, and loop da loops. We did 3 different go-kart tracks, the ones that went in the air, the boards were all loose, and everytime I went down the will, I thought one was going to come loose, and spin me out of control. Steffan (Mr. Brave), Went full speed down the hills, I even think he caught some air. After we were done with that, he played the worlds largest claw machine, and almost won, and then we had our picture taken. When we were done at the Magical Midway, we were on our way to go look at tattoo's, and found a ladies purse on the street bench, we turned it into the tattoo parlor, and they gave it to the police. When all was said and done, we went back to the hotel, and just basically crashed, had a long, but great day. Thursday, December 29th,

Currently Watching Deuce Bigalow - European Gigolo see related

Well everyone, I don't know where to start. I finally talked to Jon on Tuesday. We talked for a while, and he was saying that he changed, but I really don't know whether or not to trust him when he says that. He lied to me so much before, I don't know what is fact or fiction coming out of his mouth. He asked me how I was doing, and I told him the truth, I am doing excellent, and I am with someone who cares a lot about me, and may even want to make me his wife someday. He was like ooo don't you think that is moving too fast, and I said you know Jon, you and I were together for almost 5 years, and not once did you take me to look. I have been with a man for almost 4 months, and all ready, he is thinking about spending the rest of his life with me. Of course he had nothing to say. He will never really know just how glad I am now that he cheated on me. Yeah, it hurt a lot at first, but I got over it, I moved on, I even took myself off of Zoloft. He is the one on Zoloft now, and saying how sorry he is, I don't know what to say to that. He asked me if he could see Joan, but I don't think so, it might bring up too many bad memories for that poor baby. Then he asked if he could see my brothers, and they don't wanna see him. I think he hurt the family one too many times, cuz really nobody wants anything to do with him. He says he has changed, but how can anyone really know for sure with him, YOU CAN'T. Okay so anyways Steffan and I went to chilis last night and had a great dinner. Neither one of us could barely eat. I was okay at first, but I could tell something was wrong with him. When I asked him, he said that he was still worried that I would leave him for Jon. No matter what I said to reassure him, he still thought about it. We went to the store and got some ice cream, and rented some movies. We rented Mr. and Mrs. Smith, and Deuce Bigalow European Gigolo. We watched Mr. and Mrs. Smith, and then I came in the bedroom and crashed. Steffan read my xanga, and when he came to bed, he was telling me how sorry he was for doubting me. That made me feel so good. I don't want him to ever feel that way again. I love him sooooooo much, and I think he knows it. If I didn't, I wouldn't profess my love for him for the whole world to read. So Steffan baby, MWAH, I Love you with ALL of my heart that is alive, and we will mend the rest with our love. BTW, you look so handsome when you are sleeping......and when you are awake. Well folks I can't think of anything else except for disney is coming up fast, woot woot.

Until Next Post

Mwah, Danielle

Currently Listening Fuck It (I Don't Want You Back) By Eamon Don't want you back see related

Hey all, I know I said I wouldn't get another post up until after Christmas, but I just need to get a few things off of my chest. Today was a great day at first, until I got a call from someone I really never wanted to hear from again in the first place, and that is Jon. Jon called me today talking about some kind of a peace offering, and that he wanted to be a part of my brothers life, and my dad's life, and that he felt horrible for what he did after how good my family treated him. I think the holidays are starting to get to him or something, and he is feeling alone. I don't think he realized just how good he had it with me and my family. None of that matters now, I am so happy, and found someone that is so happy with me. When I told Steffan that Jon had called, he seemed kind of upset and asked me if I still loved Jon. Yeah, I will admit, a piece of me will always love Jon because he is my first love, but he will never have my love like Steffan has. I love Steffan so much, he is so good to me, and treats me like a goddess. If he is worried about me leaving him for Jon, he is crazy. I love Steffan more than I ever loved Jon. I think I just always had felt bad for him because he didn't have nobody, but that is his own fault, because he stepped on everyone that cared about him, like we were nothing but a pebble in his shoe. If he thinks he is just going to walk in my life and everything is just going to be peachy, he is crazy. I just want my money, and my dads money, and Joanys papers. Other than that, I am done with him. I still have every intention of spending the rest of my life with Steffan, I don't think he will ever really know just how happy I am when I am around him. He always brightens my day with his beautiful smile. God sent him to me, and there is no way in hell that I am giving him up for the devil. So steffan baby, if you do read this, I so badly want to marry you, and have your children. I love you so much baby, I have more compassion and drive for you than I will or have ever had for anybody. I just want you to know that everytime I look into your beautiful eyes. Well I gotta work in the morning, I may post again, so keep reading.

Mwah, Danielle

Currently Watching Christmas with the Kranks see related

DOING GREAT!!!!!!

Hey all, this is probably going to be my last post before christmas so I thought that the red and green would be appropriate, hope it's not burning your eyes, cuz it's kind of burning mine as I type, oh well, anways, things have been really great, other than the fact that my best friend is home for the weekend, and shes supposed to be spending time with her friends and family, and she is in Detroit with her boyfriend whom was being an asshole to her the other day. Oh well, anyways, I am sure you are all wondering how things are between Steffan and I, I am happy to report things are better than they every could be. Two weeks ago, to be exact, I acted like an ass, and almost lost him, I am always so afraid that I am going to be cheated on, but I have to remember that Steffan IS NOT Jon. They are nothing alike in the fact that Steffan has never lied to me, and that is all Jon ever did. Don't ask me why I acted that way, maybe it's cuz I really didn't know his friend Josh too well. So anyways, we almost fell apart, but we mended, we mended so well, that las thursday, he took me to look at Engagement Rings, Yes ladies and gentleman, I typed Engagement Rings, believe me, I was in just as much shock as you are right now. My heart was pounding, and I got bubble guts cuz I was so excited. I think what made me the most excited, was that it was his idea to look and not mine. I have this weekend off, so we are having thanksgiving with his mom today, and my parents, she made a huge dinner, which looks so delicious. Disney is coming up, less than a month, you know I am excited. We have snow on the ground, in a way I like it cuz it makes everything looks so beautiful, but then again, it is frigid outside. Steffan got his check, and helped me pay off some of my bills. oh, and I finally paid off my old apartment complex, that made me so happy, I am glad that is out of my hair. Speaking of hair, I dyed mine Dark brown, Steffan loves it, and I love it! My mom, my stepmom, and my best friend all hate it, but who cares, they are not the ones wearing it, lol. I got Steffan a nextel, that way we could keep in touch more when I am at work, and when we go to Disney. I love that man so much, I miss him when I'm not with him, I have never felt the way about a man as though I have Steffan. I just love and care about him so much, he is so great. He is in bed sleeping right now, we are going to play bingo tonight, which is awesome, I love playing bingo, and I am glad he will actually go with me. It would be nice to win some money, that would be extra for our trip! Joany is doing good, she got in a fight the other day with the neighbor dog, and she had a some scratches and a wound mark on her chest, I feel so bad. She is going to stay with my mom when we go to disney, but she will be excited cuz she will get to play with Brutus. Oh, for all you legal drinkers, you gotta try Bacardi Silver Strawberry, that is the shit. I can't really think of anything else to say, just been spending time with my honey, and focusing on our future together!

Until next post,

Danielle Conine (hopefully Redhawk someday)

Currently Listening Fresh Horses By Garth Brooks To Make You Feel My Love see related

Hey Everybody, I am finally doing another post. that pic of me, with that little cutie is my cousin Jennifers baby Mackenzie, isn't she a doll. Anyways, Steffan and I are still doing good as always, we are even getting a place together soon. He is so good to me, I don't even know how to act sometimes. I thank the lord, that he sent me someone so wonderful that can love me as much as I love him. I know what ya'll may be thinking, it is too early to live together, but honestly I don't think so. I just think we both feel like we have known each other our whole lifes. We just have such a great connection, it is unexplainable. I love him so much, and if you are reading this honey, muah, you will always be my number one. Maybe even wedding bells in my future, who knows. As for my job, that is going great, and I finally got my car back, but I had to take it in, but I got it back for good hopefully, they had to fix the shifter. I went to The Zoo this last weekend in kzoo with Derek, Sarah, and Steffan. We all had a really good time, but I almost think we had more fun out in the car. We did get kicked out a lil early. Any questions on that, you can contact www.xanga.com/pump_yo_brakes and he will fill you in, right Derek. Anyways, you know you will always be my number one bitch. While I am throwing links out, also check out my cousin sarahs site, that is www.xanga.com/give_me_a_dam_name they are both really good sites. The best site of them all is www.the-glacier.com that is my honeys site, as a part of his business. So give him some business, he will help you with all your computer needs. I love you hunny. As for family props, I wanna send a bday shoutout to my brother Jeremy who will be 14 on October 21st, I love you baby, I hope you have fun at the surprise mom has planned for you, I will post that after his bday, just in case he decidese to read my xanga. I love you and Zach both with all my heart. My next shoutout is to my baby girl Joany, who is snuggled up in a ball next to Steffan, lol. I love you baby girl, and you are officially all of mine. To all my parents, I love you all, smooches. Anyways, back to more of the posting, I am still going to Disney World, and now my hunny bunny is going, and paying my way, that's what you can do for the one you love when you have the bank roll, lol. Congratulations to Heather and Mike, their marriage is going great, and their apartment looks great. Also some other props go to Aaron and Paul from the zoo, thanks so much for helping us out with the extra cash, you are so awesome. Anyways, I will keep posting, I know the posts are so long, but I am a jabber jaw for all of you that know me. Also Congratulations to Heather on her full time position at our work place. One last thing, the song up here on the side that I am listening to, please listen to it, and tell me if it would be a good first song to dance to at a wedding, I would appreciate it.

Love, Danielle