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| ok... so.... 2006 is coming to a close and honestly it was the roughest year of my life. i cried a lot throughout the year, and im really grateful for those that have been supportive of me. anyway, i thought i would be happy in all the holiday spirit, but there was something else that just happened, which indeed placed a very appropriate end to my horrible year. 
i came home and signed on my ichat as usual... and i dun see anyone online... and i thought i just couldnt see my buddies for some reason, but it turns out that my whole buddy list got deleted.  ugh. this is really sad. i rely on aim so much for communication! waahhhh
i really really hope that 2007 will be a better year.
happy holidays everyone. 
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| random pointless update yay!
some of the things in my mind right now:
we might be monsters
i am who i am, not anyone's personal property
im kinda excited about going to japan in 3 days
im very excited about going to san francisco in december after the exams!
i miss my dog....
i love food.
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| KFL
Pi Chapter Eta Class Fall 06
Congratulations to our EXQUISITE ETAS!
#39 Melissa Wong *Chance*
#40 Connie Chang *Ivy*
#41 Katherine Lowe *Calamint*
#42 Anna Chin *Magnolia*
#43 Christine Park *Method*
congrats to the PE's jamie and angie (does this make me their grandma??) and to the bigs, esp. my pledge sisters shari and nay on their first lils! yay finally we all have lils now!! 
haha i've been using the same format ever since i crossed 3.5 yrs ago  and wow, we've reached the 40's! crazy.
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| we all have different sets of problems we have to face. they are all individually unique and we cant measure someone else's problems with the same scale we each use for our own problems. i try to be open-minded and be supportive. i try to understand where they are coming from.
for me personally, i thought i had hit a plateau, but it's gonna hit me again very soon and i can just feel it. i think i do understand the thought process that took place, but that doesnt make me agree with some of the decisions made irrationally and unwisely. at the same time, that doesnt make me lose respect or make judgments. the care, love, and trust is still there, but the current situation just makes me feel very insecure when i think about it. something small can so easily trigger my emotions to burst out again. this is so frustrating. maybe im still in denial. im realizing now how much i was trying to suppress, but i dont even know what it is that im tyring to hold in. but then again, other people are going thru as much turmoil so i cant just be a cry baby all the time. well im not really crying anyway. instead im just letting it out on here i am grateful for those that have been there for me and be supportive of me as we all go thru some hard time.  i am fine, so no worries!
right now i just have to put things aside and focus on my stats exam tomorrow morning.... and yea theres more stuff to do.... argh i just wanna play and not worry about anything.
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| i was just eating dinner... and i realized that i havent had mom's cooking in a long while.....
i can't even remember what was the last meal she cooked. and i wish i remembered.
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