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Tuesday, April 29, 2008

  • Last night i posted my weight as 109. But that was last thing at night with alot of clothes on. This morning im acutally 106.2 with no clothes on. Haha.. BIG difference. 106.2 is still disgusting, i guesss i wont be happy until im 98 =] that seems so far away right now.
    Day off school today.. yay.. got conjuctivitis in my eye, i look so stupid!
    Tryign not to eat anything today because dad is bringing home a chinese tonight which will be jam packed with cals. TOTALLY not looking forward to that.
    Meanwhile the bf is driving me mad, hes so clingy. I tried to suggest a break but it made everything worse.. oh god idk. He is currently trying to buy my attention offering to get me a new phone, laptop, ipod, clothes.. whatever!
    Ahhh im excited, i've got a wii nintendo ahn theres a new thing out called wii fit. It tells you your BMI and helps you loose weight. Dad said he'd get me it =]

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    Intake -

    B - 2 waters
    L - 2 waters
    D - Chinese  =[   + 3 waters.

    Outake -

    Work out dvd
    50 crunches
    50 squats.

    My BMI is ... 19.5
    thats crap..
    "If your BMI is between 18.5 and 24.9 you're an ideal weight for your height" =[

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    x.peace.love.skinny.x

Monday, April 28, 2008

  • Almost a month on from my last entry and im trying so hard.

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    Im begining to slack lately and let myself go...
    Right now im...
    109 lb

    DISGUSTING!
    The most i have weighed since last year... =[

    I have to get this motivation back..

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    ^(I do NOT look like this anymore)^

    x.peace.love.skinny.x

     

Friday, April 04, 2008

  • Been skiing and back again :) It was amazing .. i love love lovedddd it! Totally doing it again! Okay, so my weight before  i left was 50kg exacly.. Today its 48. I cant really be bothered to work out what that is in lb's atm.

    Intake -

    1 jaffa cake ( ? )
    1 yougart (100 ish )

     

    xoxo

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

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    So yeah.. never got to go swimming on monday because of all the homework i get from school now.. that sucked.  Last night i had work, i work at mcdonalds btw.. been there for 7 months too long! Its the worst job ever, especially for someone like me. But its okay, i've learnt to resit the food there and take my own or just have a small fries and water or something.
    Today i took the day off school because its my time of the month and omg! my belly is just sooo sore and bloated :(   Did some excercise though because my mum and dad went out so was working out for about 45 mins but my belly couldnt take any longer.
    My boyfriend made a comment the other day about how he wouldnt mind if i was skinnier but he "likes me the way i am".... thats given me a major motivation to get thinner.
    My Ex boyfriends mum died last week :( i feel really sorry for him as his real dad wants nothing to do with him and his stepdad is also dead.. and now his mum.. she was such a lovely woman. RIP Jane x
    Alsoooo next..friday i think it is, im away skiing for 9 days to switzerland with the school, cant wait! You can burn nearly 2000 calroies doing it! ahhh, thats soo goood :)

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    Intake
    B - Speical K with Milk.
    L - Slice of Bread
    D - Soup

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    x Love.Peace.Skinny x

Monday, March 10, 2008

  •  Hate being this fatty that i am..

    i seriously have NO self control..

    EW EW EW EW EW.

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    Thinkkkk i mite go swimming tonight to burn off the calories that i've eaten today.
    Nearly the end of school for today, only got english to go then homeeee :)
    Got free periods at school again, so everythings goooood. Just got a bit too much hw nowadays for my liking.

     

    Peace

    xoxox