So....hey!

What's up?!

I know, I know.

I've been lacking on my little blog posts but honestly-I'm bloody busy and I've fallen into a bit of a schedule that basically involves hanging out with Scott and not really going out and doing anything. Just chillin. Which is cool. We enjoy spending time together so yeah.

Things with Scott and I are awesome just so everyone knows. I am completely in love and never dreamed that it would happen so fast and so furious! Haha! But seriously, he's amazing. I got fired from my job almost a month ago-it took me 3 whole fucking weeks to find a new one-I'm now a proud Target team member.

I'll probably end up paying them to work there because I LOVE Target! But then again, who doesn't?

Christmas is coming....way too fucking fast but-oh well. I've never liked Christmas, I don't really get along with alot of my family members so yeah. Andrea is definately a Grinch. Whatev! Bah humbug aholes!

My parents are currently in the midst of a nasty divorce. I won't shite on my mom too much but yeah-I'm pretty pissed at her. Basically, she's an alcoholic who's cheating on my dad so yeah. He's divorcing her. And good for him I say! She's treated him (and everyone else) like shit for much too long! I would 1) never cheat on Scott and 2) NEVER treat him the way my mom treats my dad.

She can just....take a long walk off a short cliff.

Hmmmm....what else?......

Not much. Just trying to play catch up on bills and such due to losing my job and stuff.

I've started DJing by myself now so that's cool. It helps out alot with bills AND it's pretty damnned fun. And it pays cash! Anyone who cares to come see me dj can call me and I'll let you know when and where!

Wow, so......maybe I should update this bitch once in a blue moon.

You like my picture?!

It's me and a hot Musketeer from the Ren fest. Which I attended to see a friend from high school get MARRIED.

YEAH. MARRIED.

WHAT?!

I'm ONLY 22 and just MOW getting into my 1st serious relationship. I mean my God, MARRIED?!

It's scary.

So there have been alot of changes recently.

I hate school, I ahte senate, I don't like my major anymore, I don't know WHAT I want to be when I grow up anymore. Yeah....so school is out for right now, and working is in. And I'm moving to OP in like, a week. From Shawnee. Thank God, I'll be closer to....well, everything.

Especially my gorgeous hunny bunny! If you hate mush, stop reading now!

I am so.utterly.happy. with Scott.

He is so nice and he treats me so great and we just get along really well and we're always making one another laugh and we never fight. It's like-almost too perfect to be true. I NEVER would have thought that I would have been so lucky, to have found someone as good as him.

I'm not in love. Yet. So don't go freaking out or anything. But I love him, just like I love Matt and Tyga. He's definately become one of my best friends. It's hard for us to go even a day without seeing one another. I know! Sick, right?

OK, I know I shouldn't like, think too hard on things like this but it was so cute and I'm such a dumb girl I have to tell everyone!

We were at the car dealership and this creepy car salesman was talking to us for literally like, an hour and a half. About 30 minutes before we left he finally got around to asking us if we were married to which I gave a little laugh and said no and smiled and Scott did the same and gave me a little smile and grabbed ahold of my hand-I know, we're so sickeningly sweet. Then Mister Creepy asks if we're getting married (which is probably perpetuated by the pretty new ring I bought that looks very much like an engagement ring and I tend to wear it on my left ring finger. It just feels right there. It wasn't anything like....planned you know?)

-to which I yet again responded with a little giggle and a "noooo" at the same time my hunny bunny said "not yet....!"

And he gave me a little smooch too.

*le sigh*

I know, I know.

It's stupid and girly but so freaking cute you know?!

OK, I am in SUCH a good mood!

I woke up in the arms of my wonderful boyfriend this morning.

GA went pretty darn good.

Scott met my parents and he still wants to be with me!

I think my parents liked Scott

Seriously, I'm waiting for the shit to hit the fan because yesterday adn today have been wonderful so far!

Some of you are surmised of my current situation.....I've been very frustrated recently.

Last night changed all of that.

It was wonderful.

Absolutely amazing.

Very intense.

I think I may be falling.

Whoa.

Time for mushy-ness. And what is better as far as mushy goes? Nothing better than a Sophie B Hawkins song!

It felt like spring time
On this February morning
In the courtyard
Birds were singing your praise
I'm still recalling things you said
To make me feel alright
I carried them with me today
Now

As I lay me down to sleep
This I pray
That you will hold me dear
Though I'm far away
I'll whisper your name
Into the sky
And I will wake up happy

I wonder why I feel so high
Though I am not above the sorrow
Heavy hearted
Till you call my name
And it sounds like church bells
Or the whistle of a train
On a summer evening
I'll run to meet you
Barefoot barely breathing

As I lay me down to sleep
This I pray
That you will hold me dear
Though I'm far away
I'll whisper your name
Into the sky
And I will wake up happy

It's not too near for me
Like a flower I need the rain
Though it's not clear to me
Every season has its change
And I will see you
When the sun comes out again

As I lay me down to sleep
This I pray
That you will hold me dear
Though I'm far away
I'll whisper your name
Into the sky
And I will wake up happy

Oh shit.

Time for an update I suppose!

Things are cool I suppose.

Still living in Shawnee.

Things are still copacetic except I hate our dryer.

Fucking thing.

Summer school is over.

School starts in a few weeks.

Going to Worlds of Fun tomorrow.

And a mere 2 weeks after I declared I was going to cease dating because men were basically becoming the scum of the earth in my eyes-I met someone.

Someone pretty awesome.

I'm already really attached but-just gonna see what's up.

We spend alot of time together.

Scott. He's older than me. I know, I know, I can hear your audible gasps. He's actually almost 5 years older than me. 26. From Colby, Kansas-very small town, farm boy.

I know! I love it.

H emakes me laugh constantly, tells me I look cute, we just talk-like, alot. All the time really.

I mentioned at work that I wanted to go see Pirates of the caribbean 2 but had no one to go with and he said he wanted to go so I said come with me then! I told him to call me, and he didn't and when I yelled at him ( you know me!) the next day he was sheepish and said he didn't have my number. So we went the next night-and talked through the ENTIRE. Freakin. Movie.

and for a couple hours afterward.

I was.....astonished. He made me laugh, we made each other laugh, all night. We went to Mickey's the next night and got drunk-sobered up at his house-and just spent the whole night talking. All we ever really do is hang out, and talk and lsiten to music and smoke. He's quickly becoming a really good friend.

It took him a WEEK.

a WHOLE FREAKING WEEEEEK

to kiss me.

And so far that's it.

Which is cool. We're taking things slow and the kissing is pretty damn good. So I'm cool.

He's so awesome. He's such a dork and so funny and I just really like him alot.

Very glad I met him.

In other news, my cousin Allen wrecked his motorcycle, they are tearing up the fucking street in front of my house ANNND I'm finally going home to visit the weekend of the 18th.

i miss the farm, I miss Barney, I miss Allen and I miss my grandma's.

Scott might come with me.

maybe. I dunno. We'll see.

My parents want to meet him.

And he wants to meet them.

Which is crazy, but he's really mature and he;s been through alot and he's just......different. I really feel like, he's just different from anyone I've ever met.

Enough mush. There's your update bitches.

Peace out.