| Dear Xanga,
So today ended a chapter in my life. I guess it takes a bitch slap to the face to snap to reality. I realized that you cant always get what you want. The past is real and just because you love someone doesn't make it alright to try and force something on them.
Alicia- I am sorry for all the shit I have put on you. I am sorry for causing trouble and hurting you. Like they say you dont know what you have until its gone. I am done with it all like i told you tonight its over.
Katie- I am sorry for trying to mess with your relationship with Alicia. I understand now that she does really love you with all her heart. And you are very lucky. Alicia's love is something to hold on to for as long as you can. Because once its gone you will miss it more than anything else in the world. I wish you luck and I am happy for the both of you.
Everyone else- Sorry for any trouble I might have caused any of you. No more problems from me.
No more enties for me. No more trouble. Back to Brazil. |
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| Today a couple of years ago I made the biggest mistake of my life. I cheated on someone that I cared about deeply. I hurt her and caused her to hate me. I am sorry I have told you over and over again, and I know my actions never seemed to prove that I was. But honestly I am. I never wanted to hurt you. After all the mistakes I have made and all the pain I caused you, I truly realized that I love you and you are the one for me. I hope that one day you will forgive me maybe be friends maybe even more. I am sorry. Do you remember the night you first told me you loved me? I do. Do you remember what I whispered in your ear on March13th? I know you do. |
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| Guess whos back, back again. You know you missed me. Guess what I have some awesome news for you. U know where to find me. |
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| Fuck!! I guess I have to cool it for awhile. |
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