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Name: BriAnn Country: United States State: Georgia Metro: Gainesville Birthday: 3/26/1989 Gender: Female
Interests: I love God and going to Church. I love my boyfriend Ste-Ven so much. He is the best ever!! I love playing sports like football, basketball and running track and cross country!! I like hanging out with my friends and going camping or the mall. I love acted soo stupid with them. OSC Rules. Expertise: umm....basketball, and running. Occupation: Student
Message: message me AIM: BriBri0711 AIM: Fcachic1415 Yahoo: Fcagirlie1314
Member Since:
8/25/2005
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| This is the story of a girl. The girl that everyone thinks has it all together. The girl that everyone thinks she has no problems. Is the girl that probably has the most difficult life of all. There are much more worse conditions to be living in, but for everyone to think a perfect life.. its not at all. She wears her heart on her sleeve waiting for that one boy to come into her life and make a difference. She tries out different boys thinking they could turn her world around, but they just aren't the ones for her. Its the hardest thing in the world to open up to someone that could crush your heart in a minute. They'll stick around for a while. But sooner or later they're just like the rest. They leave her hanging. They all took her heart out, and crushed her hopes of being happy once more. Yet she gets right back up and pretends to be happy. She pretends like nothing ever happened and that it didn't bother her. Inside her heart is broken, her tears stream down her face dropping on to her soft pillow. but nobody knows. Nobody knows how bad she is really hurting. She says to herself she is done with boys for a while, she just needs a break from all this. but then along comes a guy that she has never met in her life. He makes her laugh so hard and he isn't even talking to her. He is all the girl thinks about for the next week, until once again they meet. This time they are introduced. From the first day she met him, she was all his. Even if he didn't want her.. she was his. She didn't talk to another boy for the next two weeks. They were absolutely crazy for each other. They were always holding hands. He hugged her from behind in front of all her friends. picked her up and spun her around. Kissed her on the forehead and she had truely found happiness. She spent every day with him for the next two weeks. They were inseperable. Everyone thought they were in love. They had so many things in common that it was a little bit creepy. They were practically the same person. Loved the same sports and didn't think about anybody else. One night, the girl started to feel like the boy was pulling away. He didn't pay as much attention to her. Instead to a friend. This worried the girl so much because she was so scared of losing what she thought could be the first boy she had ever loved. the very next night she recieves a phone call. She is absolutely devastated. This boy, of all boys in the world had broken her heart once more. He hangs out with the same people they had hung out with like nothing even happened. Except something did happen. He broke her heart and didn't even care. She tried to talk to him about it. It was useless. They were over for good. It took her a few days. A few lost friends. and some really hurt feelings before she finally got over him. His name still brings butterflies to her tummy, and everything reminds her of him. but her heart is back on her sleeve and she is just looking for the next boy to break her heart. You see.. her life isn't perfect. No matter how good at sports she is, no matter how cute or funny she is.. She hurts inside and no one sees it.
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| Sometimes in life people tell us things that we don't necessarily want to hear. Whether its the truth or not we learn to deal with it right? It may hurt our feelings, it may make us sad, or it may make us happy. Which ever the outcome, we learn from it in some way... or we should. Some of us go about our own business not really caring who we hurt. We just want to make ourselves happy. I mean everyone is a little selfish sometimes.. but do people push it to far sometimes? I am a pretty strong believer in fate. But one thing i've never been able to understand is, if everything happens for a reason.. why does it hurt.. so bad?
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| Ok so I have not written in forever! Well everything is going really well right now. Basketball is so fun, school is great, and I love all of my friends!!! Do you ever get the feeling that you just need to write and get something off of your chest? Well that is how I feel. Ok, here I go..... right now I definetley feel kind of mislead. Maybe even lied to, I dont really know, I am confused.... and I dont know what to do. I wish that things would stop popping into my mind or make me think that things are not how they seem. Well Im done, if you know how to help let me know.
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Wow!!! I have not written in here in forever!! Well everything is going good, basketball is really fun and tons of work. I think we will be good this year though. Last week was really fun, I went to FCA friday morning with Christy and on the way to school we cranked up the trumpet and definitley jamming to that. Tons of fun!! Steven came home so we went to the football game together it was so freaking cold!!! Me and christy burned our tongues on hot chocolate. Saturday I went to my sisters softball tournament and it was really fun, kinda. The games were good and she did awesome, but softball just isnt my thing. After that hung out with Steven, it was the best. I was so glad that he came home I really missed him. Sunday didnt do to much hung out with...Steven, shock. Did some homework and that is about it. Monday was our 10 month anniversary!! And Halloween, Christy, Trina and I all went out to eat at buffalos. Then went back to her house and scared little kids and walked around the neighborhood, pretty fun!!! I just got home from a FCA thing at West Hall Baptist Church, it was really fun and there was a good message. Well Im off to do some homework.. talk to ya later. leave some comments love ya!
Bree
    
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Wow, I have not written in here in forever! Well Fall Break was fun, I didnt do anything much. On Wednesday we had Region for Cross Country, and I actually finished it. My time was really bad but I ran with Kaitlin and she helped out alot. Anyways on Thursday I went to bball conditioning and that was tons of fun let me tell you. I woke up on Friday and I was sooo sore. Then I went to FCA with Christy and that was fun. Got to school it was the same old same old and then went to conditioning. I went to the football game at north hall and that well lets just say it wasnt too pretty. Then came home and talked to Steven and went to bed. I woke up today and I was so sore from conditioning all this week, actually two days but whatever. Well this is really short and I have nothing else to say. Leave some comments. Love ya.
Bree
i want a guy that will make me happy.someone that will make me smile when i hear his voice.someone that will love me unconditionally.i want someone that will have my friends saying to one another, "shes happy again."
the true beauty of life, i believe, is the everyday challenges and struggles we have to overcome. because when we triumph over them, even for a brief second, we are truly happy
eat candy. walk to the mall. try new things. make people happy. spend time with all your friends. love someone. lose someone. go to the movies. hang out after ten. fly a kite. win a fight. enjoy it while it lasts. live life to the fullest. have a blast.
throughout life you will meet one person who is unlike any other. this person is the one you could forever talk to. they understand you in a way that no one else does or ever could. this person is your soul mate and best friend. dont ever let him go
    
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