Perhaps I'll update.
Just to see if anyone still has a subscription to this...

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YellowLeavesInAutumn

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...cause you won't find me here anymore!

hey kids

it's been a week

.......crazy stuff lately.

i'm directing a show, and i have two phenomenal casts

i had an awesome girl named anna for support this week

i went to chicago to see art

i ate a snail......><

i have homecoming this weekend, with my best friends

but most importantly....i've been happy

really happy.

and my heart no longer aches.

.....and God is amazing.

me and floofy hair once had a conversation about whether or not a girl could be emo.

well....

i am the ultimate emogirl.

and this facade i have up is so convinving.

i want to be happy

and yet the tears come as steady as the blood.

and i choke back a sob.

and hope that no one saw my moment of weakness.

becuase that would kill me.

my new boy?

he's wonderful.

and adorable.

and knows exactly what i'm thinking all the time.

and gives me that look.....like i'm the most important person ever.

we can stay up for hours talking about everything....or not saying anything at all.

thinking about him brightens my day more than anything else.

i love him more than the whole world.

...too bad i haven't met him yet.