So I guess I should update

Well I was looking through the blogring today and noticed I was all the way at the end. Normally I would be fine with that I am kind of used to it, my last name is Williams. However, I was last because I have not updated in so long so, here it is. I am currently at home in Guyton and today is Christmas. Up until last night I have had a wonderful break. God is good and all is well though. So since it has been so long I guess I should update you all on my year. I will be very brief, It has been AMAZING!!! I have learned so much this year already and I am just praying that the Lord would continue revealing Himself and continue growing me. Like I said I would be really breif and I did it!

Just so you know Facebook is open now to anyone you do not have to have a college email address. I really like it and it's a little safer if you ask me than sites like myspace. Random people cannot view your profile which means they cannot comment they must ask to be added as a friend before they can view your profile. There is a Life Action group with 71 members in it right now and hopefully growing. It seems a little more user friendly.

Merry Christmas!!!!!!!

p.s. if you would be praying for me I am struggling in my "spiritual disciplines" if you will. This seems to be a common thing when I get home and I feel like I am continually setting myself up for the next time I get home. Also, please pray for my family there is a common problem that we had to face again last night.

Currently Reading Just Like Jesus By Max Lucado see related

Just a quick note

So, I have not really updated here lately so I guess you all probably get the picture however its probably a very small picture compare to the things God is doing and showing me. 

Currently Reading Experiencing God: Knowing and Doing His Will By Henry Blackaby see related

Wow, ain't God amazing!

Wow, things have been so different since coming back.  God has been amazing in showing me that the first half of this year which I complained about whined about etc...was due to my pride, and my not wanting to fully surrender areas of my life that I thought I could still hold as mine.  I reluctantly returned after Christmas, no really, I had so many thoughts over break of just not coming back.  When I left Holland, MI I packed everything I had in my closet in my truck.  Yet another dumb decision do you know how much it cost to ship and fly all that stuff up.  Anyway God used some things that happened over Christmas to show me what my life really is like away from him.  So, I got on the plane and came up.  Got to camp didn't talk but then it was like two days into our work week at camp when God said get over it.  I then looked around and saw family.  The people that I had been traveling with for six months, those that I tried for the most part to not get to know and really didn't want them to know me (except those moments when I just vomit everything I am thinking in one big chunk).  These are the people who are my family away from family and they really care they have been here since my rebirth and my prayer is they will always be apart of my life.  They were only here to help me grow as a Christian man not to "pick on me" not in the literal since, not to judge me, they are just there to help me up when I am down and show me the path (which is always God's path we just loose sight of that sometimes) when I have lost it.  Since January God has truly changed my heart.  I have joy in what I do.  I have joy and contentment right here, right now, I am not worried about tomorrow don't care about 10 years from now.  All I care is that for now God has me in Life Action and until he shows me another path, which one day I believe he will, I am here.  Now don't get me wrong are there days when I want to worry, yes.  Are there days when I worry, yes.  However, those are the days I don't wake up and first give my day to Him.  I have this God given desire to become a man of His word and follow Him, I have the desire that I have been longing to have to study His word and get it.  To become more like those around me who love Christ with all of there heart.  Not only has God given ALL of this he has even brought people into my life that I can call on in those week times and people I can for once in my life truly call friends.  I praise God for the work he has done in my life and the lives of all of those around me.  I pray that one day through my experiences here God will allow me to be the man, husband, and father I desire to be, but for now I am all His and I LOVE IT!