UPDATE!!!! =]

& It's the way you got me, head over heels for you... The way you get me, like nothing or no one else ever has.

Everyone is looking for a something. One thing that makes it all complete. Well, for me, it's waking up beside you to watch the sun rise on your face... to know that I can say I love you at any given time or place.

That's the thing about words... They are clear & specific. But, when you talk about feelings, words are too stiff. They are this & that. They can't conclude all the meanings... They always leave something out.

Your choice is either black or white... Not a shade of gray.... Because is love, there is no such thing as halfway... Devotion can't be swayed. Emotions can't be torn. I'd rather be hot or cold, instead of lukewarm.

Let go of what kills you & hold on to what keeps you breathing.

Here's to this moment. This moment in your life when nothing at all is perfect, but everything feels so right.

She doesn't care if you call her & wake her up in the middle of the night. She hates arguing, but you know she's good at it. She's terrified of the dark, but when she thinks of you, she smiles. She laughs at your jokes, even if they're dumb. She loves the way you stare at her & she wouldn't change it for the world.

You know you mean the WORLD to me.

Please don't let this turn into something its not. I can only give you everything I've got. I can't be as sorry as you think I should be. But, I still love you more than anyone else will.

There are just those times when you give me that look & no one else may see it, but when you look at me that way, my heart just melts & I know you're the one.

We talk about the old times & it makes me smile because you didn't forget.

& Admit it... you love me. You always will. Just like I'll always love you. You were my first love. The first guy to give me butterflies so strong tha tI felt like I would drop to my knees right then & there.

It's one of those feelings... The ones where you get the good kind of goosebumps in 90 degree weather. You sit there & think about him & you can't help but smile. Whenever you see him, he takes your breath away. You'd rather spend the rest of your life there with him than winning the lottery or becoming famous 'cause when you're with him... You have everything.

She was like the 3rd beer... Not the 1st one which the throat receives with almost tearful gratitude... Not the 2nd, that confirms & extend the pleasure of the 1st... But the 3rd... The one you drink because it's there... because it can't hurt... & because what difference does it really matter?

Do you ever wonder if you had taken a left turn instead of a right turn, you could have been someone else?

Missing someone isn't about how long it has been since you've seen them or the amount of time since you've talked... It's about the very moment when you're doing something & you wish they were right there with you.

What if we already met the right person, but aren't ready to fall in love???

We all need something we consider worth getting up for in the morning. Whether its real or not, healthy or destructive, tangible or false is irrelevant. When you've got nothing to hang onto, deception can seem pretty inviting.

That's all for now... But, I'll try to have another one ASAP! =]

There are just those times when you give me that look & no one else may see it, but when you look at me that way, my heart just melts & I know you're the one.

Please don't let this turn into something it's not. I can only give you everything I've got. I can't be as sorry as you think I should be, but I still love you more that anyone else could.

You know you mean the world to me.

Here's to this moment. This moment in your life where nothing at all is perfect, but everything feels so right.

Let go of what kills you & hold on to what keeps you breathing.

Your choice is either black or white, not a shade of gray because in love, there is no such thing as halfway. Devotion can't be swayed. Emotions can't be torn. I'd rather be hot or cold instead of lukewarm.

That's the thing about words They are clear & specific, but when you talk about feeling, words are too stiff. They are this & that. They can't conclude all the meanings. They always leave something out.

Everyone is looking for a something. One thing that makes it all complete. Well, for me, it's waking up beside you to watch the sun rise on your face, to know that I can say I love you at any given time or place.

& it's the way you got me, head over heels for you. The way you get me, like nothing or no one else ever have.

We are all a little damaged. Some of us hide it better than others, but on some level, we are all torn up. We take it out on others & beat through life carrying it all & we will end up damaging someone else & most of the time, we won't even notice or bother to care because we are too busy with our little diaster we call life.

Hey everyone,

I'm really sorry with my horrible job of never updating.... I've been really busy with school & everything that it's been hard.

Butttt, on a good note, I'm getting back into rotine & am trying to update regularly again.

So keep watching this week for an update, it'll be up soon!

So I know it's literally been FOREVER.

I'm really sorry. I'm at college now, so it's super hard to keep up... But. I'm definately gonna start trying again. =]

Here's an entry to start it up....

If you're a mistake... I swear, you're the best mistake I've ever made.

It's nights like this, I feel alive... When every sentence we make is a promise.

Here's to this moment... this moment in your life where nothing at all is perfect, but everything feels so right.

& It's the way you got me head over heels for you. The way you get me like nothing or no one else ever has.

"I make mistakes... That's what I do. I speak without thinking. I act without knowing. I drink so much that I can barely walk. I'm a fantastic lover though & an amazing friend..... God knows I mean well." --Sex & the City

We talk about the old times & it made me smile because you didn't forget.

We are all a little damaged... Some of us hide it better than others, but on some level, we are all torn up. We take it out on others & beat through life carrying it all & we will end up damaging someone else & most of the time, we won't even notice or bother to care because we are busy with our little disaster called life.

"Do you want to run away together?" I think that was your best line ever.

Can't take away those times we stayed up & talked all night... Chain smokes of cigarettes & 3 bottles of red wine... Falling asleep together, holding your body close to mine.

Let go of what kills you & hold on to what keeps you breathing.

That's the thing about words... They are clear & specific, but when you talk about feelings... Words are too stiff. They are this & that. They can't conclude all the meanings. They always leave something out.

Everything happens for a reason. Things fall apart & others fall into place. Don't question it. Just let it happen.

The things I thought you'd never know about me were the things I guess you always understood.

"The most important thing is to enjoy life... to be happy... that's all that matters." --Audrey Hepburn

When she talks to you, listen to her voice. She may be talking about the weather, but she's screaming she loves you.

You'll always be able to make me smile... No matter how long it's been.

She doesn't care if you call her & wake her up in the middle of the night. She hates arguing, but you know she's good at it. She's terrified of the dark, but when she thinks of you, she smiles. She laughs at your jokes, even if they're dumb. She loves the way you stare at her & she wouldn't change that for the world.

 I'm soooo sorry. With graduation, College, a job, boyfriend, friends, & plenty of drama, it's been soooo hard to update. But, I'm gonna try my hardest to keep updating on a regular basis.

But, for now... Here's a good one. =]

Everyone believed we would never be. Look at us, baby... Look at us now.

You're oh so tough... But I want to be your 1st Weakness.

"It was an improbably romance... He was a country boy, She was from the city. She had the world at her feet, while he didn't have two dimes to rub together. " -- The Notebook

Get loaded tonight. Won't you drink with me? So dizzy... We'll fall on the bed. I'd do anything to forget him & you'd do anything to get her off your mind.

Do not look back & grieve over the past, for it is gone & do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present & make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering.

I'll never forget what you did to me, but I'll never let you know that I remember.

I liked you better when it was too dark to see, when we were too caught up in the moment to speak, when we were all by ourselves... So you didn't have to pretend with me.

I'm just living in the moment & the moment is all about you.

'Cause I just have to tell you, I'm not sure what I would do without you. I know it's cold outside, but this late night's just no fun without you & I just wanted to say thanks.. You're the only reason I've smiled in days.

Nothing last forever... But let's be honest, babe.

That's the problem with us... We're too much alike. We're stubborn asses & always want to get our way. We both hate to be wrong & love to be right, but that's the thing about love, no matter what happens, we always come back for each other one more time.

I think secrets are a good thing. It makes a person more mysterious, sexy, & unique. Secrets are fun, liberating... They make people who they are.

The way your hand was interlocked with mine, it just made me realize how incredible you are.

Show me who you are. Stop me before I go too far. 'Cause it hurts to hold back, so hold me or I might crack. I'm gasoline, you're the match. I'm not sure if we could hand that. It might explode, could be a mess... I say we take the chance.

She knew nothing about life, but she knew everything about living.

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car. He's got one hand on the steering wheel & the other on my heart.

Nobody is perfect... Just perfect for each other.